Saturday, March 31, 2018

April 2018, "I get to go to Piggly Wiggly today!" & The Woodsy Mansion Of A Regal Spaniard

     ...properly prepare for a family road trip...that means stocking up on wet wipes, tissues, snacks, and drinks.  It also means prepping your tech.
Preload That Media
     Netflix and YouTube can be a great way for kids to pass the time...but...when you pull out of the driveway?  Bye-bye, Wi-Fi.  You gotta plan for this.
Mount It!
     My kids won't sleep holding a tablet...so we bought mounts from Amazon...
App It Up
     ...you need to load apps before you leave the house.   - Colorado Parent, 4/2018

     ...a case that has...resulted in a $4.6 million settlement.  The report...by Denver's independent police monitor, a civilian oversight agency...recommends...a civilian be put in charge of the Internal Affairs Bureau of the sheriff's department...  ...an inmate's health conflicts with jail security.  The City of Denver reached the settlement with [the family of an inmate who died in custody] in November that required...changes at the jail...mental health coverage and training for all deputies...  [The inmate], 50...choked on his own vomit, lost consciousness and died...at a hospital.  ...nine days after he was restrained by Denver jail deputies...  About a month later...the Internal Affairs Bureau...told the independent monitor's office that its investigation was complete...  ...investigators did not interview any of the deputies...or the nurses who were called [when the inmate] became unconscious.  ...in June...investigators declined to further investigate.  [One of the restraining deputies] was nominated for the department's "Life Saving Award" for performing CPR on [the inmate.]  ...internal investigators mistakenly relied on results of the criminal investigation...  ...nurses told deputies that too much pressure placed on [the inmate's] neck could cause him to choke after vomiting but deputies...said they had to control [the inmate.]  - Denver Herald, 3/29/2018

     Charges have been filed against one [assailant] arrested ...in a joint effort by...Edgewater Police...Arapahoe County Sheriff's Office, the Colorado Bureau of Investigation and the Colorado U.S. Marshal's Fugitive Task Force.  [The victim] was walking into a restaurant...around 8:40 p.m. ...when a silver sedan pulled up.  A passenger stepped out of the car and shot [the victim] once in the chest.  ...the shooting appears to have been random.  - Columbine Courier, 4/19/2018

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     ...an international apostolate to help strengthen families and relationships through God's gift of a family meal.  "The power of food is really about strengthening relationships...  It's a theology of food..."  ...providing advice on eating together as a family.  ...food is sacramental.  "I can't give the Eucharist to everyone but I can give them a plate of food.."  ...fan base included the elementary and home-schooled moms.  - asian avenue, 4/2018

     ...cannabis is all the rage.  First off, there was a ton of security.  A big man checked my ID at least three times...  My friend began quickly browsing the store like a professional...  Honestly, it all looked the same to me...  ...your local dispensary worker: they...are surprisingly nonjudgemental.  There are a bunch of ways to use cannabis...  After choosing a...pipe I was...coached on how not to set my curtains on fire - which would disappoint my firefighter dad.  ...trying my new purchase.  My friends thought this was hilarious.  I made them all turn around...my dad was adamant about not letting me play with fire...  I...hit my...pipe...  We watched "Rick and Marty", which made me too nervous, then switched to HGTV which showed lush beaches and rich couples looking to buy expensive houses.  Stacy and Brett looked for their third home in Puerto Vallarta.  ...I fell asleep and woke up 12 hours later...  - Out Front, 4/18/2018

     "The interest in gravel...  The dirt, the friendships, the scenery, the difficulty, the mostly empty roads all scream adventure and connection."  Road bikes are...limited by tire width.  Mountain bikes...on dirt roads, they're heavy and slow, making for more work than necessary.  - Elevation Outdoors, 4/2018

     Tuesday.  After work.  Bus stop next to the Muslim doughnut shop.  Sitting on the concrete next to the wall outside is a guy who is yelling "Yo!"  He yells it twice more before I step onto the bus.  Sixty blocks later I step out and into the Chinese food place.  Outside is a grey derelict guy, smiling at the cars which pull up.  A customer is leaving and hands the guy a dollar.  I pull out my camera and take the guy's picture through the window.  He smiles and waves.  The following morning I'm on my crosstown bus to work.  I suspect that I have stepped onto the North Denver street character express.  One guy brings his bike inside because the outside rack is full.  He has long grey wavy hair and has a paper bag of food from a deathburger.  At one point, he asks the driver, "Do you think we could invent a video game called dodge the chuck hole?"  Some ten hours later, I arrive at the stop for my first bus home after work.  The is yet another series of random lone nuts here this evening..  I'm going to miss these folks when the train line out here finally opens...no I won't.  What I miss already is my beautiful ride to where I used to work.  But I digress.  This evening's nut is a short woman, my age or older.  It's a nice evening, too warm for my winter coat, which I needed this morning.  I'm in a long sleeved T-shirt.  The lady is in a T-shirt.  She's going on and on about how cold it is out here.  She asks me what they all ask.  When does the bus come?  Which route I say.  Any one she replies.  Sounds deceptively romantic.  Actually, it's a bad sign.  She compares waiting in the "cold" to where she lives.  "I wake up at five in the morning and I think the day is already gone."  I'm already lost, but please continue.  "But I don't care because, sunsets...I got the most beautiful fuckin' view out my window."  She tells me that she is coming from work, that she worked "78 hours this week."  Everyone has a story.  She works up here and yet appears unfamiliar with the bus route?  The bus arrives and we get on board.  She has a seat before she comes up front to ask the driver how to get east.  Though she sounds lost, she is equally indignant that the driver would dare suggest that she didn't live here "in the city all my life," which she keeps returning to as a theme.  She didn't appear to know that we are headed eastbound.  She decides to stay on t he bus.
     Thursday.  Bus stop across the street from where I live.  I don't remember the last homeless guy I saw, not on a bus, who sounded angry.  Along the sidewalk comes a shuffling a guy in a brown winter coat.  The rest of his clothes and body have the same pall as his coat.  He slowly shuffles within a couple yards of he bus shelter before he turns 180 degrees.  He begins yelling at the line of  traffic.  I make out, "...LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE....!"  He kicks the bus shelter a couple of times.  The bus arrives.  he has no fare.  And this is a driver who is  not down with that.  "Yeah...whatever," he quietly says as he gets out.  He begins yelling, calling her a "BITCH ASS!" before resuming yelling again at the traffic.  A few blocks along, we pick up a kid with a skateboard.  He's in a buttoned down shirt and a suit.  I can smell his cologne.  Fifty plus blocks along I disembark at the corner for my crosstown bus to work.  Who do I see from inside the Sinclair station, headed toward the door, but the corner prostitute.  In a summer dress and high heeled evening shoes, she comes inside for a couple packs of cigarettes.  She already sounds drunk as she tells no one in particular, "I' tryion' to quit but two packs a day is good."  She asks the clerk from Ethiopia, "You know what happened with the lotto yesterday?  I missed every number by one."  Turning tricks and playing the lotto.  Surely this is the chuckhole of the American dream.
     I head over to the stop for my connecting bus.  I watch a Walmart delivery truck hurry from around a corner before it returns the same way, searching for an elusive address.  Behind the bench is a yard with a calico cat who has come out to chase bugs.  About nine and a half hours later, I am rolling up on the stop for my last bus home.  I pull up behind a grey-haired guy shuffling up to the bus shelter.  He is attempting to put together a question with single words.  "A pass?" he asks.  I don't understand.  The driver will sell him any kind of pass except a monthly one.  It sounds as if he wants to look at my bus transfer.  He says he wants to make his own.  I think he wants to know if his own transfer has expired.  The bus then arrives.  He gets on ahead of me and attempts to ask the driver the same question with not nearly enough words.  The driver says, "I don't care as long as you got a transfer."  We proceed and the guy tells the driver to enjoy his day off.  When the guy gets out he tells the driver something about Jesus and god.  As we get close to my own stretch of the boulevard, we stop where a trio of drunks get on in a line.  If the previous guy couldn't find enough words, the drunk at the front of  this line is nearly in comprehensible.  "Can I...?  ...they're closed (he points across the street)...  Can I...?"  The driver motions to the clan to just take a seat.

     ...a violence inclined "youth underground" has taken root in Iran...  ...several hundred mainly middle-class Iranian young people, educated overseas or at home...alienated from their government and society to accept...clandestinity...in pursuit of..."revolution for the sake of revolution."
     When the oil money began to arrive in 1974...  The Shah declared time and again that he would turn Iran into "one of the five industrial powers..." a model...for the Third World...for the West, whose...waste he now constantly attacked.  In just a decade, Iran would be equivalent of West Germany.  "Oh yes, we can do that," he asserted...  "And in twenty-five years, we can OVERCOME the European countries."  The Great Civilization was just around the corner, the Shah insisted.  "No other state in the world...gives its workers, farmers...as many benefits...  And...more was to come.  Free elementary education, free milk for students, national health care, housing loans for workers.  All this and more...because Iranians were capable of extraordinary effort.  [More than] the 'blase' societies..."  Western embassies in Iran, never long on analysis, became dedicated export missions, above all on making sales.  By 1976...the Shah [sent] a six page letter to Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld complaining about ...delays, cost overruns, and the ineffectiveness of many of the arms he had bought.  Rumsfeld [blamed Iranian corruption.]  "We are the only judge of what we need," said the Shah, with [Kissinger] sitting by his side.
     The Americans had become a catalyst for the [Shah's] revolution.  Now...there were thousands of Americans stationed in Iran.  ...in their own little suburbias...dollar shops...pizzerias...and their large cars and...alien customs.  Many of Bell's employees were Vietnam veterans whose....previous experience...was...where the natives were trying either to kill or serve them.  During religious days of mourning, the Americans would have large parties with...drunken revelers...  Their bars were closed to Iranians.  Several'''featured Vietnamese bar girls.  As the boom of 1973 turned to slump...peasants...had crowded into cities, and now had neither work nor homes...  A few Americans were murdered.  [The Shah's] dispatch of troops to help the Sultan of Oman put down a left-wing guerrilla movement in 1973 (...was...the Shah carrying out the...Nixon Doctrine...)  ...some Arabs saw [this] as a trial run for interference in their own affairs.
     Iran [now under the control of the Islamic "revolution"] was just too powerful to offend.  Heads of state...now denounced [the Shah and his queen] publicly - even if they...made...apologetic private phone calls.  ...the Bahamanian government forbade them to make any comments on...Iran, where the waves of executions were continuing.  ...Hamilton Jordan, quotes [President] Carter...as saying..."it makes nos sense to bring the Shah here and destroy whatever slim chance we have of rebuilding a relationship with Iran."  - Shawcross

     Below us drifted the remnants of a...perhaps neolithic-village...  They were good men on Cyclone-Seven-Five.  [The pilot] swearing when he tore refugee tents out of the ground with the wash of the rotors.  There were 60,000 people under canvas below us...when [the pilot] switched off the engines we suddenly heard the sound of 60,000 people talking.  Perhaps it's with this...that we create nations.
     Our...helicopters were arranged by a...civilian air controller with a hook instead of a right hand.  ...I realized that this was an Apache gunship, a big tank-killer...  ...I noticed that all the Americans were in civilian clothes.  "Where you from?"  England, I said...  A journalist...  "Jeeesus Christ!" he shouted.  ..."So, where are 'you' from?" I asked.  "U.S. embassy...most of these guys are CIA."  ...I positively burst into laughter...  ...it was my turn, "Jesus Christ." I said.  "You," he said, "have got yourself one hell of a fucking story."  The chopper...raced along the snowline, its passengers staring...like men possessed.  - Fisk

     At times [the movie] "Beirut" slips into Homeland-style shorthand, suggesting there's not  street in town that's not home to religious murders.  Meanwhile, the score too often offers a percussive foot-chase clatter caked over with Middle Eastern instruments, resulting in a familiar melange we would call "Muslims Chasing White People."  - Westword, 4/12-18/2018

     Sunday.  In the late afternoon I head across the street for a couple of scoops from the Chine place.  It's the same side of the street with the building turned into new apartments, full of the only Caucasians in the neighborhood.  On my side of the street, I see a female head with purple hair emerge from a car.  Not a truck with eighteen wheeler tires or a street racer with a spoiler on the back or a 30-year-old Cadillac with cartoon-sized rims, but a car a university student may drive.  Is the head white?  yes.  In the Chinese place, a kid no older than 20 comes in.  He has skinny pants with his socks pulled up over the cuffs, and an anklet of beads around one leg.  I am convinced he's from the apartments.
     Monday.  At the bus stop across the street from where I live, it smells like snow this morning.  But it has yet to fall.  Waiting for the bus with me is a middle-aged guy talking to a teenaged kid with his pants below his underwear and a Batman backpack.  There is no mistaking my own neighborhood for any other.  We all get on the same bus when it arrives.  The older guy is telling the kid a story about a car which intentionally went through a puddle in order to splash him where he stood.  A police car was behind the suspect vehicle.  It odd listening to this guy relating this to a kid with his pants below his underwear.  Sitting up front is another guy, who appears as if someone may have socked him in the face.  Sitting on the other side of him is a guy with a disassembled stop sign, on his way to work on some street.  His grey hair is sticking straight up in the air.  We have driven into rain.  I get out on the corner where I will catch my crosstown bus and stop into the Sinclair station.  Snow flakes are falling.  An elderly clerk offers to let me wait here for my bus.  I explain that the driver will only pick me up at a stop, and neither of us can see the other from inside here anyway.  I head over to the bus stop where I watch flakes melt onto the handlebars of my bike.  The bus comes to pick me up and we ride out of the squall and into sunshine.  It's an odd experience.
     About eleven hours later, I am on the very same bus headed back the opposite direction.  At a stop before the one where I get out, a wobbly guy with a cane unsteadily gets on.  Somewhere between here and there, he says to I don't know who, "Show me your lights, brother."  I disembark and the bus pull up a few more yards to let the wobbly guy out.  A minute later, I roll up on the stop for my last bus as it pulls up.  Through the traffic in the street a guy is running at the bus, asking me to hold it.  He tells me that I am his "carrier," for which he will pay my fare.  I don't know what a carrier is and I elect to show the driver my monthly pass anyway.  Carrier dude sits in back with a couple of people he recognizes.  I hear him say that he works at an "old folks home."  It appears to be a dangerous life caring for the elderly.  A few stops later a woman with her own cane, and a black leather jacket with fringe gets on.  She is followed, a few stops later, by a woman who strikes me as a gypsy.  Purple pants, boots, orange shirt, scarf, handkerchief over her head.

     Over the past few years, a...person standing...holding a sign...has become a more common sight in...the metro suburbs.  ...Change the Trend Network.  A network to agencies is necessary to tackle the problem.  "...the rapidly rising cost of housing...has forced many people to loose their homes."  ...three to four years ago...fewer people on the street who appeared to be homeless.  "...a lot of [homeless] folks are starting to move south into Englewood and Littleton."  - Denver Herald, 4/5/2018

     ...when I see or hear something that affects me, I don't reach for my phone.  I'm a writer.  I don't see the point of not writing.  ...letting emotional reactions fill the pages of a tiny notebook.  ...there are just some conversations between people we are meant to overhear.  Apartment by apartment, my downtown building has become less of a vertical neighborhood and more of a hotel.  ...a group of Latinos talk about losing their hotel jobs.  Not to work in hotels, not to have hotel jobs, is an incomprehensible way to live for these working people.  VRBO/Airhub is affecting their livelihood...  "No one's going to tell me I can't rent my place in the city by the week while I'm in my ranch in Wyoming."  ...Airhub [likes] to boast how you get to live "in a real neighborhood."  - Lilipoh, Winter 2018

     On Saturday, March 24, the Denver County Democratic Assembly voted to endorse...the platform..."the economy should be...owned and controlled...to serve the needs of the many, not to make profits for the few."  ...members of the Denver chapter of Democratic Socialists of America (DSA) had been elected as delegates in the caucuses.  ...the amendment [was brought] to the floor.  ...an overwhelming majority 0f...delegates raised their voting cards in approval.  ..."a stereotypically downwardly mobile millennial"...says, "We have a booming economy in Denver but...stagnant wages, rising rents and unaffordable health insurance."  [The] DSAers...hope to add the socialist statement to the state's Democratic Party platform.  ...the group will "continue...to bring radicals into the Democratic Party and to radicalize everyone who is already there."  DSA...members are in their 20s and 30s...running for office and...getting elected.  - Boulder Weekly, 4/5/2018

     "On why the Democratic candidates are running for governor:"  ...through globalization...  We're going to see...people coming out of college...who are going to experience...thirteen different careers over...their lifetime.  We have to prepare a system that helps to...re-train them over...their lifetimes...
     Hollywood doesn't make many movies about...grownups like the men [Jon] Hamm [plays]: handsome, hyper-competent lugs...edged with doubt.  [His] square-jawed existentialists...face the truth that handsomeness and hyper-competence  - and the success that both seem to promise - won't be enough to keep the happy.  They're men smart enough to know that each day the world needs men like them less than it did the day before, but...not...what to do about it.  - Westword, 4/12-18/2018

     Tuesday evening.  It's after work and I have just missed the bus down my street.  I have a half hour wait to spend with three guys who sound as if they are ex-cons.  They are sitting on the concrete next to the Muslim doughnut shop.  I hear one tell the others that he likes to shave his head but had his razor blades taken away.  II decide to grab dinner at a nearby deathburger and bring it back to the bus stop.  i sit next to the trash can.  One of the trio comes over to throw something away.  He asks me, "How's it goin'?  You having a good evening?  Rockin' and rollin'?"  Hey, it's Danny Zuko from Grease.  "Where'd you get that [food]?  How much is it, five dollars?  God bless."  I see the bus coming and I smell marijuana coming from their direction.  The bus arrives to rescue me...or not.  At one stop we pick up a guy who sits next to me.  He keeps apologizing for bumping into me whenever the bus lurches.  I see his face ut of the corner of my eye.  Is his face covered with stubble or tattoos?  He gets up and disembarks.  Down the street we pick up a drunk with some shopping bags on a small dolly.  He takes a seat next to me and dozes off.  The driver pulls up to a stop and picks up a passenger.  The drunk suddenly wakes up to say in a weak voice that this is his stop.  The driver does not hear this and closes the door.  This much I anticipated.  I did not expect what transpires.  The drunk stands up with some effort as the driver accelerates, unaware a passenger stood up.  The drunk slowly leans toward the rear and tells the driver again that this is his stop.  The driver then slows down to keep the distance away from his stop as little as possible.  The drunk leans back toward the front and falls to the floor.  The drunk weakly says, "You asshole.  You sent me tumbling all the way down the bus."  The driver is defensive, helping the guy pick up his dolly.  The drunk takes forever to disembark, and then comes back on board.  The driver finally asks him, "Okay, can you go?"  He slowly, slowly makes his way down from the bus.
     The following day I am on the bus up the street.  We are closing in on my stop.  A few streets before it, we pull up to a stop where a young woman tells the driver that a group of passengers will be here momentarily.  Three adults and a gaggle of kids, one in a wheelchair, get onboard.  The one in a wheelchair has on her head a wire connected to a tiny blue light.  The group keeps repeating, "We made it."  One of the adults says, "I saw a silver flash and said, 'That's the bus.'"  The adults recall an outing when a motorized wheelchair lost battery power.  My stop is on a corner with a Sinclair station.  One of the women says, "That Sinclair station is always interesting.  Always interesting."  I think I hear her mention something about drug addicts.  I haven't spotted any there.  On the same bus headed home 12 hours later.  In the seat across from me is a different drunk complaining that we haven't yet arrived at 32nd Avenue.  It's not long before we arrive at 32nd, where he disembarks.  About fifteen blocks later, a passenger gets on and is about to sit where the drunk was, when he realizes that the drunk urinated on the seat.
     Friday.  I'm on the bus home after work.  Stretched across three seats is a guy with long grey hair and his shoes off.  He has a couple of silver rings on each hand.  His shoes are on the floor, and I notice that even though they are off of his feet, the laces on each one are still tied.  It's a bust weekend.  The following day is grocery shopping, a movie (Chappaquiddick), and a musical (Refer Madness) in the evening.  The day after, I am headed downtown after a workout for three things; lunch, a marijuana "wellness" fair, and an indie comics fest.  I'm at the bus stop outside the gym.  Services at a church on the corner has just let out and colorfully-dressed families are making their way through the crosswalk.  Down the sidewalk comes a guy perhaps ten years my junior.  He has a black leather jacket on and a face full of grey stubble.  He has a vape in his left hand and a paperback with "God's grace" on the back in the other.  He lets me know when the bus will show up, spots my bike and asks me if I have any others I want to get rid of, and stands in the way of my view so I can't see if the bus is coming. From the other direction, up the sidewalk comes a homeless guy, perhaps ten years the other guy's junior.  He carries his sleeping bag unrolled and the rest of his earthly possessions in a plastic grocery bag.  Our bus arrives.  Leather jacket dude takes a last drag from his vape, takes a gander at the homeless dude, and gets onboard.
     Monday.  I'm on my connecting bus to work with a guy in earmuffs, a knit cap, and denim shorts.  He is recounting for the bus driver memories of the neighborhoods through which we are moving.  He points out where his "dad's girlfriend used to live."  He graduated high school in 1972.  He speaks too loudly and with a strain to his tempo.  He sings his high school song.  He points out a Home Depot where he "sold plants."  He exclaims, "I get to go to Piggly Wiggly today!"  The morning after I am at the Sinclair station on the corner where I change buses.  My bike leans against a window outside.  Inside, the registers are not working for the gas pumps.  Customers line up to purchase snacks.  The guy ahead of me tells the clerk that he places a ten dollar bill on the counter.  The clerk says that she never saw it.  He asks her to call the cops.  I alert him to the crumpled ten dollar bill on the floor.  I turn to check on my bike which rocks back and forth in a wind.
     I catch the crosstown bus and down the street we are headed for a big construction dumpster.  It sticks out into the street from the curb.  From behind it emerges a skinny guy in teardrop shades, white pants, and a white Polo with the collar turned up.  I can't tell if there is a bus stop hidden behind the huge dumpster.  he waves at her to let her know that he needs this bus.  She waves back at him and says "Hi," out loud.  I'm convinced that he believes her wave means she will be stopping.  I am just as convinced that she has no intention of stopping.  As we blow past him, I hear him say, "I need the bus."  She says out loud, "I'm running late, and you're late, so..."  Some nine hours later, I roll up on the stop for my first bus home.  This evening's character at the stop is a little elderly guy.  He's in skinny jeans and a coat with racing stripes, and carries a backpack.  I'm struck by how much he looks like a teenager, until I see him walk with tiny steps.  When he boards the bus, he takes forever to dig out his fare.  We are moving along as he twice drops the same brass key before he finds a dollar bill.

     Surrounded by photos of Bruce Lee...they sat...eating...brownies...while nostalgic dance hits from...House of Pain and Lauryn Hill blared from the next room.  Some excuse themselves...to take a dance break.  The...group...with their...Russian hats and mermaid leggings,   ...the audience was...responding...with snapping fingers and exclamations of "dope!" and "fire!"  - Boulder Weekly, 4/12/2018

     ...a life straight out of the movies.  ...ran culinary tours from a small farm in Tuscany...worked as a private chef for...Dave Matthews and Jane Goodall...opened a cooking school in Mexico.  ...she's  [opening] her first restaurant...an all day eatery and marketplace...at the edge of LoHi...  ...will serve as a CSA distribution point and micro-farmers' market, and...a beehive on the roof.  If I lived nearby, I'd pop in regularly for a latte or cocktail...  {She was] biking in Italy and saw a boar...the food historian...taught her that boar should be dusted with cocoa...  - Westword, 4/19-25/2018

     Despite a strong economy and low unemployment...some food banks are seeing donations beginning to slip [due to] changes in the federal tax code...  "...at the community level, religious congregations and fraternal service organizations are shrinking or dying off..."  "...recent cuts to the federal food stamp program place a higher burden on us."  High day-care and housing costs fuel hunger...  ...more needy people in the last few years than at any other time in...27 years...  Denver's crackdown on homelessness in recent years has pushed some needy people out in the suburbs...  - Denver Herald, 4/19//2018

     When you couple...strong musical history...an amazing art scene with deep roots, thriving real estate and tech economies and the best weed imaginable...and then you add all the people moving here to experience all of the above, you've got a pretty formidable mix.  We had the perfect environment to compliment it.  It's important to tread carefully and be conscious of how these changes affect the soul of it all.  We don't want progress to drive out the creatives, the diversity and uproot the ecosystem that made this vibe possible in the first place.   - Westword, 4/19-25/2018

     Wednesday.  Speaking of money, I'm at the bus stop across the street from where I live, with a regular passenger.  He has a perpetual smile on his face and rambles while on the bus, about working people and how they are supposedly deceived by vices.  He's in the bus shelter with his grin.  The bus comes and we get onboard.  He stands up front, speaking as if to someone.  I hear him speak the words, "transit employee, federal employee," before he says, "I got twenty-two trillion dollars in the bank."  He then mentions, "one thousand billion dollars."  I believe he suffered a head injury and since then has believed that he works for the World Bank.  Sitting in front of me is another guy, this one in khaki denim construction clothes and sunglasses.  On the seat next to him are a couple of small trash bags and a plastic grocery bag, all full of stuff.   He turns to ask me the time, and he is the second passenger this week who I tell about the clock at the front of the bus.  He replies, "Yeah, but I can't see it with my sunglasses on."  The following morning I am on the bus up the street.  We arrive at the train station.  The driver has opened the door and let passengers on, including a guy in a deathburger uniform, before closing it.  A passenger then says, "This isn't the bus I want," and leaves.  A second passenger follows the first.  Some fifteen blocks later, we pull up to a stop and the driver lets out whoever is getting off here.  We are pulling away from the stop before deathburger employee realizes this is also his stop.  Some eleven hours later, it's after work.  This evening's odd character at the stop, for my first bus home, is a guy on his Bluetooth.  I first spot him across the street, gesturing with both arms as he converses.  He crosses through the middle a street with multiple lanes.  he's a clean cut guy in sunglasses, ball cap, and hoodie.  It sounds as if he may be discussing different strains of marijuana with a significant other.  "It's literally going to be like, five caps of that."
     Twenty-four hours later, I arrive at the stop for my last stop home.  I have a half an hour wait for the bus.  I decide to run over to a nearby deathburger.  The usually empty place is, this evening, host to a gaggle of Caucasian neo-hippie weirdo types.  I bring my bike inside when I come here, and one of the loopy twenty-somethings asks me if I backpack around.  I reply that I use it to commute to work.  He asks where I work and I assume that he wants to know how far.  I tell him the streets, to which he says, "Oh, I'm from Boulder.  I don't know where that is.  It's a beautiful bike."  Ah, but it's a beautiful world...somewhere.  But this is my street, pothead.  I head for the bus and get on when it arrives. Some forty blocks south, the driver puts down the wheelchair ramp.  A passenger gets on.  He has grey hair and sunglasses on, and the clothes tied around his coat are not much more than rags.  He has brought on the bus a gasoline powered scooter.  On the seat is a collapsible shopping cart full of plastic grocery bags, full of something else.

     For [the Shah] to have had any chance of realizing his ambitions, Iran would have to go for massive and immediate capital investment [to] switch from oil to industrial exports.  In the 1960s Iran had been able to feed itself.  Not in the 1970s.  By 1975...  Credit had been expanded much too rapidly and...banks...now [had] to apply for international loans - despite the gigantic oil income...  Imported goods were left stuck on docks which could not possibly handle the volume.  ...when [the Shah] began to talk of his vision of the future, "he moves...into...emotional overdrive, and his words blend into [a] monotone...as if he were programmed.  "My country will become the second most sophisticated nation in Asia after Japan.  My people's cultural maturity and intelligence is going to put this country up with yours.  Iran will be one of the SERIOUS countries in the world."  In the 1970s, the whole country became a wonderland...  Kickbacks, bribes...secret understandings between princes and PR men, princesses and CIA agents, Samsonite briefcases packed with hundred-dollar bills.  Secret orders and counterorders...in private meetings with the Shah...from 1973 onward.  ...the various princes and princesses were getting everything they said they had to have.  In Tehran the satellite courts swirled jealously around the Shah's relations...  ...children of the courtiers .  They used to bring...cocaine, into Iran...  There was a Colombian dealer who...came so often...they called him "Concorde."  Any child of the court could get him through the airport...
     ...Iranians could achieve no political power.  ...wealth had to be displayed...  Girls from...the most sophisticated call-girl service of the time...were flown on Concorde from Paris.  Land prices soared...  Rents in Tehran became prohibitive even for the new middle class that was supposed to be the heart of The Great Civilization..  People had to pay up to 70 percent of their incomes to landlords...thousands of peasants had fled the countryside [for] the city.  By now it seemed that one of the principal purposes of land reform was...to extend central government control over [peasant] lives.  ...the Shah was encouraging agribusuness ventures by...multinational companies.  Between 1970 and 1976 more than fifty thousand villages were displaced...  - Shawcross

     Here at last, it was suggested we could see the real fruits of war...if we could forget...thousands...put before...mass execution squads...  ...that the New World Order was merely the Old World Order on good behaviour...  ...a restoration of...the frontiers...after the 1914-18 war, with the...original 1948 Israel...  For this is was lay at the roots of Western policies in the Middle East.  ...when Americans allowed Saddam's domestic opponents to be massacred.  Faced with...allowing Iraq to disintegrate, or Iraq to remake their own map...the West opted for Saddam...  I...heard that Iraqis [had] a strange new cancer "epidemic"...in the summer of 1997.  [During the 1991 Gulf War, one munition used included] American depleted uranium shells.  And the beautiful girl in the sun bonnet [in the Iraqi hospital] her name means 'budding rose,' and she has acute myloblastic leukemia - smiles with delight.  Aman Ahmed sits [while an] electric fan cools her fever.  The machine fighting the heat of the Baghdad  afternoon, becomes a kind of halo around [her] head...  "Now here is Cherou Jassem and she has put on a party dress for you to take her picture."  ...Dr. al-Haddad...asks if I will send copies of my photographs [taken by the author] of [these] children...as soon as I can.  In a month or two, [both girls] may well be dead.  - Fisk

     Saturday.  I am coming back home from a dental appointment.  On my street I notice a couple.  The guy looks like Jethro from The Beverly Hillbillies.  The woman is wearing lipstick so red that I'm sure it can be seen from outer space.  When I come out of my door an d out to the stop for the bus to go grocery shopping, the couple is in the parking lot of a mechanic garage next to the stop.  They have a stolen shopping cart full of their own groceries.  On the bus home from shopping, a young guy gets on at a stop.  He's is sweat pants and socks, but no shoes, and has cuts on his heads.  The following day, I head downtown to the bike shop to have the brakes checked on one of my bikes.  Afterward, I grab lunch at a bar and grill.  During lunch the host come by to ask me if I want a refill on my beverage, in which I put the lemon slice from my fish and chips..  "Iced tea?" he asks.  "Diet soda," I reply.  "The lemon threw me," he admits.  On the bus home, a kid gets on who appears to know a middle aged guy sitting across from me.  The two embrace.  He refers to him with the Spanish work for "friend."  Both sound as if they are my neighbors.  The guy is ten years my junior but speaks with a voice of a 100-year-old.  His face appears red from being on the street all day.  He tells the kid that he's getting methadone treatment.  A little later I step out for dinner.  From the new Caucasian apartments across the street rolls a weirdo guy on rollerblades.  Just like the apartment resident walking a dog, this guy is the only one I've seen with rollerblades in the neighborhood.  He's a wiry, muscled guy, bald, with no shirt and skinny jeans rolled up above the top of the skates.  He whips down the sidewalk to the corner and back again, and then back to the corner and up the boulevard.
     Monday.  I get on board my first bus to work  Sitting up front is a blonde, long-haired 40-year-old nut who also has a bike on the rack.  He's in a sweatshirt with the neck torn open n front.  He asks me if my bike is fast.  "Mine's fast.  It's called Peaches."  He says he bought it for $25, and he also mentions that he has a Korean wife.  He doesn't mention any summit between both Koreas, or between Korea and the United States.  He does a little singing, then a little talking to the driver before he disembarks.  My bike has no name.  It felt good to get out of the rain.  At the bus stop, you can't remember your name for there ain't no one for to give you no name.  I change buses and my last bus to work drops me at a median on a corner.  A senior comes walking along, with a walking stick and a silver helmet shaped like those of the Civil Defense. Almost twelve hours later, I am back on my boulevard, with a half hour wait for my last bus home.  I took the crosstown bus here with a little guy in a hoodie.  He slowly got on and took a seat.  Twenty minutes after I got out at this street, I see him at a deathburger next to the stop.  He stands at an order window in the dark, light pouring out of it.  I don't see him order anything, or watch him say anything at all.  Ten minutes later, as my bus pulls up, I suddenly notice that he is in the middle of the boulevard.  The bus honks at him as it passes.
     Wednesday.  I'm headed from the gym to work on the bike.  I'm stopped at the light when, from behind me, I hear, "Oh, fuck. Fuck."  A young guy on a BMX bike comes along.  He has a Dolce and Gabana cap.  He wants to know where the courthouse is for a particular county.  If it's the one I'm thinking of it's miles away, up against the foothills.  I wonder if he committed a crime in a county he's not familiar with and therefore knows not where the courthouse is.  I don't know how to get there from here, or if it's even the one I'm thinking of.  I tell him I can't help him out.  He scans his phone and asks me where a particular avenue is.  It's behind us, the opposite direction of the mountains, but a lot closer.  After work, I've just left and am riding along a long brick wall.  There is a break where the wall forms a recessed space.  In this space is a big electrical box.  I just saw someone pull in here on a BMX bike, and behind the box I see a leg.  I wonder if it's him.  I hop on the crosstown bus and connect with my last bus home.  A young woman gets on in a coat which appears to be falling apart.  I don't look at the rest of her before wondering if she's homeless.  When I look up at her, she's a Caucasian hipster with a groovy necklace, purse, and knit hat.

     ...a well-heeled neighborhood boutique teleported to the peaceful interior of a lush forest.  ...enriched with oil paintings...  ...proof that it's possible to blend old school and new age...  The feel is that of a vintage library in a woodsy mansion of a regal Spaniard...  - Westword, 4/19-25/2018

     ..."Cherry Creek North" is quickly evolving: expanding on the foundation...that raised the bar...with...personalized service.  ...it's important to support the trailblazers who made this community so great.  CHERRY CREEK NORTH is...most of all REAL PEOPLE.  ...there is not another place in the country quite like it.  ...something for everyone.  ...the neighborhood evolving into a mini metropolis...
     Spring is here.  In Cherry Creek North...  Six  major construction projects are slated for completion in 2018, adding 201 hotel rooms, 236 residences, 110,000 square feet of office space and 50,000 square feet of new renovated retail space.   Great neighborhoods...come with a history.  With a walk score of 95, Cherry Creek North is also known for being the most walkable district in Denver.  It's really exciting...  We're about to have an influx of new residents...  ...its legacy of a bright, shiny destination spot...  -  Cherry Creek Now, Spring 2018

     The economic boom Denver is experiencing...certain neighborhoods...have been left out of this growth.  These same neighborhoods are being asked to shoulder the burden of unprecedented construction and change.
     We are leaving for the simple fact that we cannot afford to stay.  [My wife's job] will not pay her during maternity leave...  ...what I believe the city has become: a place where building equity through home ownership is more and more a dream than a possibility...  ...to buy a home today...a Denver city councilman [is] priced out.  - (Capitol Hill) Life, 4/2018

     Thursday.  I'm on the bus up the street.  There's a familiar-looking middle-aged guy in a seat.  I dunno.  He's dressed like a teenager.  Athletic shoes, jeans which appear too big for him.  A basketball jersey under a hoodie.  A pair of radio headphones is on his head.  Is he going to work?  Does he work?  I get out at the corner where I catch the crosstown bus.  When it doesn't show up I call the transit system.  They tell me it broke down.  When the next one shows up, and when we get to a transfer hub, the driver opens the door where a passenger stands.  She's another person looking for a courthouse.  He tells her he's not aware of any courthouse he passes on his way.  He steps out to use a portable toilet.  I jump out to grab a newspaper.  She stands outside and begins yelling.  "Shit, this makes me so fucking mad.  It's gone it's all gone.  I want him arrested I want him in jail!"  I get back onboard.  She comes on the bus to ask if this bus goes past the courthouse.  Nine and a half hours later, it's after work.  I'm on my last bus home.  I turn to see who is riding this evening.  One mental guy and one homeless.  A young woman with mouse in her short blonde hair asks me if I want to sit down.  Her skin has an even tan.  She gives me the impression that her mind is in some other space.  She asks me how I am doing.  When she gets up to leave, she says, "Peace be with you."  Right before my stop, a short, middle-aged guy gets on.  He's in denim clothes and looks just like anyone else who rides the bus on this boulevard.  Except for the blue ink tattoos on his face.  Not tattoos of images or letters, but marks.  He has a line running down his left cheek from his eye.
     After work, I roll up on the stop for my first bus home.  The 90s grunge guy is leaning against the pole with the transit system sign.  Flannel shirt, sunglasses, cigarette.  Catch you on the flippity-flip side.  This bus deposits me ner the stop for the connecting bus.  The connecting bus gets to the train station.  A familiar local drunk gets on.  He looks like a bald Pat Morita, from Happy Days and The Karate Kid.  He bends down to sit next to me and leans into me face with his.  He asks me for my "pass" (transit system transfer) so he can show it to the driver, pretending that it's his.  This isn't a hustle, it's a blatant invitation to a crime.  As if, to him, we're all criminals.  Not that he has any trouble with this.  When I tell him that I have no "pass," (what I have is indeed referred to as a monthly pass) the passenger on the other side of him digs hers out for him.  He flashes it to the driver and he's good to go, as if he is going someplace.  The crowd around him enjoys his performance as he rattle off his pap.  "I'm...fucked...up," he imparts slowly.  The surrounding passengers burst into repeated laughter at this and other enlightened revelations.  He gets up as we approach his stop and falls onto a young mom and her child standing at the door, because there are no empty seats.  I get out at my stop and head over to the Chinese place.  In the lot are a group of Caucasians having car trouble.  Inside is another young weirdo Caucasian couple.  They come inside, go outside, dig in the back of their car.
     Sunday.  I am downtown for a new pair of shorts.  I'm riding down the pedestrian mall as a beautiful young woman makes a left in front of me.  She's in denim shorts and a flannel shirt, and has great legs.  Her golden hair is airborne behind her.  It's been some time since I have remembered when I was in my twenties.  We both chase a mall shuttle bus as it stops at each corner.  I stop into a deathburger for lunch and see a manager I haven't seen in a couple of decades.  This deathburger is a gathering spot for homeless, mentally ill, and young vagabonds.  Such as the middle-aged guy wandering around, making statements to no one in particular; "Spell "dog."  You can't?  Take a seat."

     The [Islamic] revolution was producing turmoil in Iran.  Throughout the countryside thousands of revolutionary committees, known as komitehs, sprang up.  They were extensions of the neighborhood committees that...formed throughout 1978 to encourage the revolution, stopping people...searching homes, dragging people off to prison.  They were quite outside [the control of the remaining monarchical government.]  - Shawcross

     Monday.  I'm headed up the street on my first bus to work, and it's packed.  The guy with the long grey hair, falling apart black leather coat, and gas engine scooter with the collapsible shopping cart on the seat rolls inside.  For the next fifteen blocks he stands in the narrowest part of the aisle up front.  This results in the bus crawling its way from stop to stop between here and there.  because an inordinate number of passengers with rollaway suitcases get onboard and take forever getting past scooter/shopping cart man.  This results in passengers in the front seats getting up and sitting down again, as well as changing seats, to let the new passengers enter the bus.  This in turn results in one standing passenger offering to help every passenger with a suitcase past scooter man, because this passenger says that he will be late for his connecting bus to school.  This in turn causes another passenger to burst out laughing.  Unrelated to this chain of events is a familiar drunk who gets onboard at one stop.  He also is wearing a black leather coat, this one with a hood.  In the right pocket he does his beat to keep steady an open tall boy can of beer, from which he takes a swig.  At another stop, a homeless guy gets on...with grey hair and in a black leather coat.
     Some fifteen blocks further, a bent over passenger gets on with a walker.  Behind him is a pregnant woman who, he informs the driver, is his caregiver.  He asks if she can ride for a reduced fare.  The driver gives his ok.  He tells the woman, who he refers to as "honey," "Whad' I tell ya' honey?  No one leaves a pregnant woman standing outside."  A woman with a rolling suitcase is disembarking.  The guy lifts up his walker so she may pass.  My stop approaches, and when I stand up, the guy notices one of my bags under my seat.  He asks me if it's mine.  I assure him that, unlike the collection of characters present for the past sixty blocks, I have it under control.  Actually, I just look at him...and tell him yes it is.  Some ten hours later, I am on a connecting bus home, sitting across from a guy having an imaginary conversation with someone he is calling Fred.  I change buses.  Along the way home, the driver puts the ramp down for a bent over guy in camouflaged pants and a short-brimmed hat.  He has a beard with grey in it.  The steps he takes are inches at a time.  He can barely form words to communicate with the driver.  He sits down and spends the blocks we travel ever so slowly putting one handle of a plastic grocery bag around the grip on his walker.  His movement is barely perceptible as he takes medicine bottles from a zippered bag and puts them in his pocket.  When he gets out, the driver must take his walker off the ramp for him and waits outside.  The guy acts as if he wants his feet to step forward but his nerves are hardly able to follow his commands.  While he fights with his nervous system on the ramp, someone in back gives him a "Fuck!  Hurry up!"  The admonition could have come from an evil genius responsible for yet another month having come to an end.




















Saturday, March 3, 2018

March 2018, Jesus and Justin Bieber






     Karim Alrawi, the Egyptian writer...explained..."A writer is to be a creator of texts and to claim for them a truth...not...the sole truth of one sacred text.  For that reason, the target [for murderers in the name of Islam] is writers, not merely their words."  - Fisk

     [The wife of the Shah of Iran was known as the Queen.]  Many of her associates were intellectuals and artists; some were thought to be liberals, even leftists.  [Some] blame the queen and her circle for the debacle that befell the monarchy in 1978.  Through the sixties she began to emerge as a...cultured figure.  She was...interested in social programs...  [One particular national celebration] she argued [was an] unparalleled forum for kings and Communists, dictators and democrats...  ...perhaps more problematic for the Shah...she represented a strong Western influence...an anathema to the Shiite clergy and...ordinary conservative Iranians.  ...particularly...in her patronage of the arts.  During the seventies her court became known...as a den of avant-garde liberalism.  - Shawcross

     It's after work on Friday.  I roll up on the bus stop.  There is a post-grunge rock kid in a red flannel shirt, having a smoke and leaning on the bus stop sign.  An off duty bus rolls past and he curses with a post-grunge rock curse.  The harvest moon is rising over the shopping center across the street.  "Look at that moon," he tells me.  He has strange hair, this archangel come to herald a new month, with his supernatural twin strands of hair over his face.  I'm a loser, baby, so why don't you kill me?  Some 45 minutes later, I am at the stop for my connecting bus home.  A guy stands with earbuds on, rapping away and busting his moves.  Another guy wanders up and wants to ask him what he is listening to.  The dancing guy asks, "What you want?"  He's freaked out by this wandering neighbor.  The wandering guy leaves, followed by the dancing guy.  The bus comes, and a stop or two later a skinny little young guy gets on board.  he hangs up front before wandering to the back.  His gear is some kind of western disco.  He is going on and on about "the gay shit.  You wanna be gay, doin' that gay shit?"  A young couple comes on board.  The male recognizes and greets the 'gay shit' dude.  The female says, "Let's get out."  And they are gone.
     Saturday.  I'm at the neighborhood post office, chatting in Spanish with a mom of a ten- and a three-year-old.  At 9:30 AM the place opens, and after a few minutes a guy in a navy outfit with reflective stripes on the shirt is at the counter complaining about not enough employees here this morning.  A young, skinny guy with long hair comes out to take over another window.  I mail a small package, purchase a book of Thoreau forever stamps (because Thoreau is forever) and head off to a late breakfast.  A chicken place is open, and a young guy is outside holding a rag above his left eye.  he has just run inside to put some ice in the rag.

     ...if I'm a role model, then the community is in a lot of fucking trouble.  I was the first openly gay comic to perform on television in America and that was 1993.  So now, 22 years later, I'm the first actress to have dildo dyke sex [on television].  ...there was so much fucking WORK that needed to be done.  I felt like "Gay Pride Day?  Sorry I don't have enough pride to last the fucking day."  People would say, "Oh, come.  It's a great party."  Stop right there; I'd lose my fucking mind.  I was sick of every fucking Pride having some asshole talking about how we're like everyone else and we're exactly like straight people.  That fucking goes up my ass so far.  ...religion seemed to take over every Pride I went to.  I was like, "If I...see another religious float, I'm personally  go up to Heaven and bitch-slap Jesus."  You can only take...my stand-up comedy.  ...for so long.  I would...start screaming "fuck!" and "dyke!" and "cunt!"...  And that's been my format since 1982 and hasn't changed
     "If the true goal is to rehabilitate folks...then you [must] have a strong village around them.  ...people who want the best for them and are going to stand by them.  We're in this space now where nobody is safe.  Nobody is safe.  When you look at something and know it's wrong, you cannot unsee it."  - Outfront Magazine, 2/21/2018

     Along 104th Avenue and east of Highway 2, signs for new homes entice interested home-buyers to pursue neighborhoods built by Lamar, Shea Homes, and KB Homes.  New homes can be snagged in the low- to mid-$300s, a steal..  [The school district here] has a history as a mostly rural district with agricultural roots, but those days are long gone.  ...mill levy...overrides...have created a patchwork  of inequality across the state...  ...a single mother of two daughters...negotiates drop-off times...and relies on...after-school carpools...(a charter school with no transportation options.)  ...so that her kids are...home alone...not for more than one hour.  - Westword, 3/8-14/2018

     ..."What do you want to experience here in Colorado?"  I don't care; I don't care if I see anything here in Colorado - that's fine as long as we win a championship.  I'm a dog person, and I didn't plan it this way.  I drink too much tea every day.  - Mile High Sports, 3/2018

     ...I didn't know anything about basketball at all.  I know football and baseball well enough...but basketball...I was like "man, it's just about the last two minutes..."  ...basketball really is about this struggle for space in the world.  - Asian Avenue, 3/2018

     ...the presence of a charging station at the end of the road...he's more likely to drive toward Union Station or Lowery than a watering hole along Colfax.  Public works...runs the streets.  neighborhoods groups will have to be consulted to make sure they actually want charging.  ...residents might revolt if [electronic vehicle] efforts complicate the already difficult parking situation.  If the city tried to plug into streetlights...Xcel Energy...owns all of them.  - Denver Herald, 3/8/2018

     ...many in our city fear they will be forced out of the city...due to unaffordability.  ...vendors [of this newspaper, some homeless] choose to leave...unable to support even their barest essentials.  ...thousands of Denver natives...poured out of the city last year.
     Denver Community Action Network (CAN) is a newfound collective made up of many organizations in the metro area including...Invisible Denver...Ditch the I-70 Ditch, and Denver Homeless Out Loud, among many others.  In November 2017, [a] Denver coffee shop ...posted a sign outside..."Happily gentrifying the neighborhood since 2014, Nothing says gentrification better than a...cortado"...  ...residents....attended protests of [the shop] but also demanded larger action...  "...having more places to eat and having our sidewalks fixed and better bike lanes, etc.  ...that really wasn't for us.  It's not about stopping gentrification...  Gentrification isn't a new fight.  When the city says, 'we have had community input' that usually means a small group of people they've selected.  We are blowing up that paradigm...  We don't want to make the same mistake the city is by identifying a few folks as the committee..."
     [A 24-year-old River North resident was notified that her rent would be raised by $500.]  ...the new...rate would eat up 55 percent of her earnings.  ...forcing [her and her two roommates] to skip meals...to save for a down payment on a new residence.  [They had no choice but to move to]one of Denver's neighborhoods most vulnerable to gentrification.  "All of River North is being redeveloped.  There's construction on every street, and businesses surrounding every apartment complex.  Not many of them are local either."  ...someone looking to purchase a home in Denver needs to earn just under $80,000...  Many of Denver's culturally diverse neighborhoods are rapidly transforming beyond the scope of a normal developing city.  ...a "neoliberal reimagining of cityscape, the result of...the local real estate market to actively create a new space of consumption."  ...re-imagine  city-space for economic gain rather than inclusion of residents.  Once the area had cultural capital, businesses, and investors began moving in...increasing the cost of living...by limiting the supply of space...high rents attract modernized housing developments and business who cater to high-income consumers...  IS DENVER DOOMED?  ...we're seeing in Denver...a continuous dilution with movement from white neighborhoods into ones of racial and ethnic population centers."  - Denver Voice, 3/2018

     Tuesday of the following week.  On my way from the gym to work I see my first north Denver street racers.  On Friday after work the crosstown bus is a little late.  That's good news for a couple running for the bus.  Neither one appears to be old enough to drink.  She has long grey tips in her black hair.  Who can guess what her natural color is?  She's in a coat with stars and galaxies on it, a skirt, bare legs, and untied shoes.  She has the voice of a ten-year-old.  The guy has a black leather jacket and a bandanna around his head.  She's eating something from a small plastic cup.  He's on his phone, telling someone that he was "unsuccessful in making a donation.  Do you still want the money if I do it?"  The bus driver is hauling ass to make up for lost time.  We hit the transfer station and the guy sitting behind me curses.  Because we are late, he watches his connecting bus pulling out.  A middle-aged guy gets on, in a hoodie, baggy jeans, and red shoes.  He asks the driver directions; he's going so far across town that it's close to the crosstown length of the entire greater metro area.  The driver offers his suggestion and he wants to know if there is not a faster route.  I get out and over to the Muslim doughnut shop, where a homeless guy is sleeping next to the wall outside.  Something rousts him and he gets up to walk back to the alley.  A small hatchback is parked with a flat front left tire in front of the door of a detached garage.  He lays down between the car and the garage door.  My bus arrives.  I get onboard and take a seat behind a guy with long grey hair and in a wheelchair.  He's wearing striking blue fussy pants with the Pillsbury dough boy all over them.  He's on his phone, telling someone that he left his cane on a corner thirty plus blocks north of here.  I think that I recognize a local drunk headed for the back door.  He's in a red Nebraska Cornhuskers knit cap and coat.  "God bless you, take care," he tells someone.
     Saturday.  When I am out to breakfast with the sister we head to our booth, passing a little guy who is a manager.  he's scolding a homeless guy in another booth, telling him that he must keep his head raised [i.e. not rest it on the table...as in sleeping.].  When we leave, he is asleep, resting his elbow o the table, and his head in his chin in his hand.  Later in the morning, I'm on my way to a movie, trolling the avenue along the way for a place to grab lunch.  the first place I stop into is full of young local urban residents.  It has the energy of a country and western BBQ place, packed and loud.  I duck out and into another place full of young couples and the occasional family.  I'm sitting next to a guy who is going on and on and on to a friend about his job.  "I said, 'Give me your shittiest accounts.  I'll work on them.  Don't have me cold-calling like I'm fucking twenty-five years old."  After lunch, I get to the movie and decide that a hot chocolate is closest to my diet.  I watch a thin guy with a thin mustache put two packs of hot chocolate mix into a paper cup, shaking and shaking them to get the last grains out.  He then adds hot water.  He's earned his pay this afternoon.
     The following morning, after a trip to the gym I decide to have lunch downtown as I am already on a bus that direction.  I transfer to a train with an elderly Caucasian couple in the seat next to me.  The guy is wearing a mustard robe and a skull cap.  At the next stop, a couple of teenaged kids and Mom and Grandma get on.  The stop after this, a street guy gets on.  Though the color of pollution he is animated with the standard neurological delay.  He turns to the couple and, in Spanish, asks the guy 'What's up.'  The guy gestures with his left hand and says that he speaks no Spanish.  "Whoa," says street guy, "I need to change my lingo."  Listening to him is like watching a film running too slow.  He asks the couple where they are going, and they are headed to see Hamilton at the Performing Arts Complex.  The mom says that the four are also headed that way.  Street guy wants to confirm that Hamilton is a popular production, before asking Mom if her kids enjoy Shakespeare.  I suspect that he believes Hamilton was written 400 years ago for the Globe Theater.  I'm sure Mr. Hamilton was familiar with the Bard, but I wonder what Alex would think of this arms-length student of the fine arts.  He tells the husband that, if anyone makes fun of his outfit, he will "get busy."  It's as if he is (or  rather has stumbled into the role of) a character from the musical.  The husband tells him, "I'll call you."  It sounds as if street guy has found an agent.  I step out on the pedestrian mall and I spot a vendor for the local homeless newspaper.  I haven't seen one in months.  I purchase a copy and the guy tells me a joke.  "What does a politician say when he steps in shit?  'I'm melting!'"  (Before the joke, he asked if I was a politician.  My kindergarten teacher thought i would grow up to be a politician.  I check the sidewalk for feces...)  I grab lunch at Chilis.  A girls' sports team is leaving.  Another is coming in.  My waiter tells the departing team, "Don't forget your sports bottles.  That's what everyone forgets."  I finish my meal and, as a third team comes in, I can't figure out where to put my chip card into the Ziosk.

     The Shah...repeated that what Iran needed was "an honest first-class Army with a decent standard of living."  - Shawcross

     "Our opposition wanted to work for...a democratic future, without bloodshed.  Islam was a fundamental part...  The French...[in 1830]...destroyed our mosques and prevented us from speaking our language freely, the language of the Koran.  ...again, under [a native dictator] we had no freedom.  When Chadil Bendjedid's troops killed up to 500 demonstrators...demanding democracy in Algiers in 1988, the event helped give birth to the FIS...  ...the FLN's dictators corrupted their country...  Algeria's unemployed young grew tired of...false promises..sick of hearing about revolution...hearing about dead heroes who brought them only...homelessness.  By 1992...was it...any surprise that...targets of the Islamists were the aging survivors of that war [against the French?]  ...found with their throats slit...  ...even...the tombs of FLN "matryrs" torn open, their bones...smashed by French bullets three decades earlier - now broken...with stones...  "The discussion of Islam started around the end of the Seventies, in cafes, in the streets - yes, even in bars.  Our people were growing poorer.  The West tells us that the problems of the Third World are economic, but I came to realize through Islam that this is untrue, that in fact it is the people who must change."  George Bush's post-Gulf War "New World Order" had devised Bondaf's coup d' etat in order to prevent the creation of an Islamic Republic.  ...the real danger of the FIS's war in Afghanistan...is in learning about the potential Islamic republic.  Much more seriously, its young men are learning how to fight.  ...they can learn to drive T-55s and T-62s...  ...in the rest of the Arab world.  ...Egypt, in Jordan, in Syria, it is the liberal democratic elite who bemoan the lack of democracy...and the...Muslims who suffer its consequences in silence.  In Algeria in 1992, it was a popular Islamic movement that demanded democracy while the middle-class...produced convoluted reasons for its postponementInsurgents were now moving across Algeria in company strength.  Algeria's cities were close to panic.  ...thousands of Algerians desperate to leave their country...stood outside the French embassy until [a French woman's murder in Algeria by insurgents] closed down the visa section.  - Fisk

     Monarchs share...a smallish society...  ...the community appears to be forever shrinking...  ...the shah himself had supported...the former kings of Afghanistan and Albania...Constantine of Greece.  Umbertu, the former king of Italy...and the one-time King Simeon of Bulgaria, now a Spanish car dealer...  King Hassan II [still then in power, had no] wish to disrupt his carefully crafted  relationship with the mullahs in Morocco.  - Shawcross

     Monday.  After work.  Along the south exterior wall of the Muslim doughnut place next to the bus stop.  One homeless guy sits on the ground.  Another guy comes along and takes a seat next to him.  Some minutes later, a couple of young derelict women come along.   They appear to be not far at all into their thirties.  One drags a roll away suitcase.  The other appears familiar.  She sounds drunk as she raises two fingers up ans asks me for a cigarette.  Thew following morning I am on my way to work.  I get out of the first bus, on the corner for the next.  I stop into a gas station to grab breakfast.  The clerk tells me that she hopes the season will see no more snow.  I ask if she is from someplace where there is little or snow.  She is a native of Ethiopia.  Her tiny frame is in stark contrast with the regular Caucasian guy usually asleep on my connecting bus.  he's three, four, perhaps five times her body mass.  Dreadlocks, silver band around one of them, headband holding them together.  Headphones on.  African print pants above his untied high tops.  Some twelve hours later, I am headed back down my boulevard.  One guy gets on the bus and appears to know another passenger.  He tells the other that he had to meet with his parole officer because someone allegedly saw him come out of a bar.  "I said, 'Give me a[n alcohol] test right now.'  We're almost grads anyway," he tells the guy, most likely referring to a treatment program.  He also mentions to the guy that he was in the passenger seat of a truck when someone in another car shot and killed his friend sitting right next to him.
     The evening after this, I work until nine minutes after closing.  These few minutes are enough for me to miss my usual bus and I am left with the next.  The passengers are ones I usually don't ride with.  The first to get on is a woman and her emotional support dog.  Her voice is like grinding ball bearings as she rambles non-stop about her dog.  I will later see her outside with a cigarette.  Passenger Two (P2) is an African American guy who begins the ride sitting silently, affectionately looking at the dog.  Passenger Three (P3) is a Native American guy who also takes a seat and begins his ride silently.  .P2 begins waxing philosophic.  He says, "See, I'm from...California..." before mentioning that white people have destroyed the lives of his race.  He speaks with a drunken kind of detachment.  P3 immediately responds, telling him that he doesn't have to carry around anger.  They go back and forth as the exchange is on.  P3 responds with laughter to what he interprets as P2's desperation.  P2 alternates between anger and quiet observations such as "You have knowledge, I didn't know that," and "You're smart."  He mentions that he's all about love and "See, I'm from...California..."  P3 says he hears hate behind his love and suggests letting go of the hate.  P2 gets angry and mentions genocide.  The driver at last chimes in , "I don't need this crap on my last run.  Knock it off or I'm calling PD."

     ...Ayatollah Sayyed Ruhollah Mousaui Khomeini...  At the very least he has made the subject of Islam one of widespread facination in the West.  ...the principal Shiite mullahs and teachers (ulama)...were able to be independent of the Iranian state authorities...  ...the ulama found themselves acting in effect as guardians of the people against the government.  Europe needed Iranian stability and Iranian oil.  While Khomeini had been in France, the French had come to think he might not be so unreasonable.  - Shawcross

     ...state television repeated news film of the post-Soviet slaughter in Kabul.  ...the unspoken message...this will be Algiers and Oran and Constantine, and all...cities of Algeria.  But how far could the authorities go in frightening people into supporting a government?  Within a year...Algerian army intelligence officers [toured] Arab capitals, notably Cairo and Damascus, in the hope of learning how to combat Islamist" guerrilla armies.
     The broken-down hamlet was named after the sixteenth-century founder of Blida, Ahmed el-Kehir, who brought with him from Spain the Arabs of Andelusia - irrigators of fields and planters of orange orchards - long before the French arrived...  Algeria's next president was a colourless ex-general...  A few years later...local Hezbullah officials...might have claimed that all Muslim forces were united in one aim.  Algeria's war changed that.  There was a time when the Algerian authorities would have tried to censor the atrocities, being carried out by the "Islamists"...
     Events now moved so fast in Algeria that even those of us travelling regularly to the country could scarcely keep pace.  The Algerian war was being fought in the shadows.  Both sides wished this darkness to envelop their struggle.  ...the Algerian "garde mobile" transformed into paramilitary units...hooded...cops hauling young men from the slums...  ...through the poverty of Algiers in...Land Cruisers...between crowds of men who stood in the...garbage...  ...into open country...running into orange orchards around Blida...youth's whose hands were held high...  Almost all..."Islamists" carried Czech or Israeli weapons...had shaved their beards, donned djellaba robes...pretended to be fruit pickers...  In Bab el-Oued [we] were watched by perhaps a thousand young men...  "It's swarming with spotters.  Look at the way they look at us."  I pulled up my camera and looked through the lens...when there was a third blast...and through my telephoto lens, a curtain of roadway, grass, iron...streaming upwards in slow motion.  ...a woman came shrieking and imploring God and the police to stop the noise.  A rain of stones and concrete thundered onto the roadway...and the petrol cap of the third police car...jumped past my face.  That's when the fourth bomb went off.  - Fisk

     Monday of the following week.  I'm headed up the street, on a bus.  I'm sitting in front of a white-haired guy in a cream colored wind breaker.  Some fifty blocks later I am approaching my stop.  The guy has been silent the entire time.  When I stand up to put on a pack, he pulls something wrapped in foil out of his pocket.  He asks me if I am hungry for a burrito he has.  I explain that it's not on my diet.  "Oh," he replies.  It is, I believe, the first food offered to me in my 27 years on this transit system.  Up to the front of the bus comes along a little guy with a red wrinkled face.  Hidden inside his coat and knit cap he stands and stares at the burrito guy.  He asks burrito guy where he works.  Burrito guy laughs and tells him he is a mechanic.  "I work on cars," he replies, burrito back in pocket.
     Eleven hours later.  I spend the ride on my first bus home after work speaking in my incomplete Spanish to a passenger from Caracas.  He's here for a month and wants to know how far to a couple of different train stations.  I get out at the corner for my last bus home.  I get to the bus stop when, from behind the corner of the Muslim doughnut place, comes sauntering a woman I believe I saw here some months before.  At the time, I was at this stop writing words such as these into a small notepad.  She came up the sidewalk and saw me writing.  She told me that my notepad was substandard, and that she had a notepad of assuredly superior caliber.  Not in so many words.  Then, as tonight, she sounded drunk.  This evening she announces her presence by asking me if the bus is coming.  I tell her it is not.  She replies, "I know."  There are no good deeds which may be done for this inebriated diva.  From up the sidewalk comes a guy with shoulder length hair.  I listen to her tell him that he missed a bus.  I watch as he lights her cigarette before they go walking back toward the direction from where he came.  She tells him that she is "staying in a motel over here."  I wonder if I saw my first prostitution transaction on this boulevard.  They say that crime doesn't pay.  But this is my street, and just when I think I've seen it all...  Whatever they did, they did it very quickly.  In a few minutes they are back.
     The following morning I am back to spend my second workout of the week at the gym on the way to work.  I roll up to the bike rack, which looks like a sculpture of a bicycle.  I thought that's what it was when i began coming here, until an employee told me I can lock up my bike to it.  This morning, a grey-haired guy stands staring at me as I am doing just that.  He slowly walks over and begins slowly rambling, "I guess you can do what you're doing, lock you bike here.  Although it looks like a sculpture..."

     ...the city was unprepared for the idea of the Beloved Community Village - a collection of tiny homes...housing...people who have experienced homelessness.  ...they only want nonprofits to be allowed to run the villages.  "...we don't want developers coming in and selling $80,000 tiny homes."  - Denver Herald, 3/15/2018

     ...to combat the erosion of affordable housing options  and the hollowing out of middle- and lower-income households in Boulder.  ...what is affordable today will not be affordable in the future because of Boulder's hyper-inflated real estate market.  ...a community benefit - permanently affordable housing.  ...short-term rentals...reduce supply by removing dwelling units from the long-term rental market.  - Boulder Weekly, 3/15/2018

     ...I arrived mid-day...  Businessmen in jeans and blazers clapped each other on the back, taking prime corner seats at the bar.  An Italian couple, stylishly clad in black, leaned in close in hushed conversation.  ...loudly echoing voices...swapping stories of trips to Sicily and France.  - Westword, 3/15-21/2018

     ...the kind of caffeine-fueled philosophical conversations only a bunch of 20-somethings can have...  [At] 21, he found himself disenchanted with..."employment"...  "I was just...rediscovering...what was my relationship to money...  Our first space...we...trashed...fuck, this is who I am..."  He...wrote a play...a psychedelic epic based around...an early midlife crisis.  - Boulder Weekly, 3/15/2018

     This fourth book...explores six of the lifetimes in which the incarnations  of Jesus and Buddha intersected, beginning in 700 B.C..  ...you will be saved countless years in your spiritual development.
     ...near death trips to The Other Side, including...Interstellar Surgeons, Light beings...
     a "psychological autopsy" of the motivations...of...a 16-year-old girl who dies by suicide and finds herself in heaven.  Through dream visits, channeled messages and a spiritual healer...
     ...psycho-spiritual growth.  - Leading Edge Review, Spring 2018

     Wednesday after work.  I roll up on the stop for my last bus home, just as it arrives.  A couple get on board ahead of myself.  The lady is middle-aged, or perhaps in her sixties, with bright gold highlights in her short dark hair.  She's in a coat with fur around the hood.  The guy could be in his twenties, in dirty, skinny white pants and a U.S. Army cap.  Both of their faces appear red from being outdoors.  He acts as if he is high, raising his bus transfer in the air quickly and waving it around.  He rubs his hand on the window.  She has a couple of paperbacks, one a romance novel, in her hand.  She looks tired.  They sit in separate seat across from each other.  He shifts quickly in his seat, bends over to look under his seat.  Nothing is under there.  She pulls her hood up and dozes off.  Another street guy gets on at a stop where I used to catch this bus home.  He's middle-aged and in a bright orange hoodie.  He asks the wacky guy, Hey, little bro.  You get beat up or something?"  For where I am sitting I don't notice any bruises or cuts, and he doesn't act like someone who has been beaten.  Yet he replies that he has been "hit in the head hard six times."  "You ain't got no home to go get yourself cleaned up?" asks the heavy set glowing orange guy.  Wacky guy does not.  "That's tough," responds orange popsicle guy.  The lady lifts her hood to see who is speaking, but remains mute.
Wacky guy flips his transfer over his head and it lands on the floor behind his seat.  He responds by climbing under his seat in an attempt to reach through to the other side.  It's millimeters from his fingertips.  The lady gets up and grabs it.
     Thursday.  It's after work once again and I am back at the same stop for my last bus home.  It's a nice evening.  Across the boulevard is a bald guy in shorts and barefoot.  He is swinging his arms back and forth at the traffic and making some kind of noise.  He heads into a pizza place.  Standing along the wall of the Muslim doughnut shop are a pair of guys, one with a cane.  A third guy with a bandanna over his scalp comes along and begins yelling at one of the others.  "I can't understand a fuckin' thing you're sayin'.  You gotta speak up.  Go fuckin' ask him for a cigarette."  The yelling guy leaves, followed by the one being yelled at.  The guy with the cane hobbles off the opposite direction.

     ..in Saudi Arabia.  I could see dozens of American Bell/Agusta gunships...packed tight like...insects, midnight black...  A row of Galaxies was disgorging...piles of white-tipped missies.  A desert-brown Hercules C-130...was loading up missiles....  ...all three American crews of the U.S. 3rd Airlift Squadron with shoulder flashes which said "Safe, Swift, Sure."  ...a message that had more to do with supermarket delivery times than theology.  All this was lost on the clean-cut young men and women...  Every fifteen minutes, the Galaxies arrived, their wheels shrieking under the load of Cobra gunships...  In the banks of the mist, we...found a cargo ship, its hold and deck piled high with Toyotas...now fleeing the Hormuz and the open seas.  The good days were over.  - Fisk

     Friday before work.  I'm on my way to a dentist appointment.  I have a stop to make along the way.  Last year I got a call from an old friend who didn't know I was on the other end of the phone.  Someone I worked with 13 years ago, and who kept working for the company which we both used to work for.  I stop and see her for the first time since then.  She was 19 and I was 36 when I met her.  Today she is 36.  She still looks fantastic, an inch taller than me and rail thin.  And still with her own style.  She steps out of her store to have a smoke as speaks to me about not being able to afford living in this town anymore.  And that's with a husband who makes $115k a year.  As for the company which owns her store, in a short conversation she pints a picture of a business with multiple store locations which no longer has the resources it once had.  There is more than one drycleaning companies in the metro area with various drop off and pick up locations.  The one we worked for, as opposed to the others, had a unique structure.  Almost all the locations were owned by perhaps as many as ten franchise owners, a group who had regular meetings, a big layer to the dynamic.  She tells me when I ask that there is one of those franchise owners left.  They were unable, under the business structure, to make any money.

     ...the mutual respect she saw between adults and teenagers at Denver's North High School.  having watched her own students in Maryland get handcuffed by armed police officers in the hallways...North seemed like "a utopian society."  ...students...go to the bathroom without asking permission.  Restorative justice - or restorative practices...began [in Denver] more than a decade ago...  "When they get to my class late?  Invite them in.  'Welcome.'"  The school got rid of its strict dress code...  "I don't need to have the very best test scores..."  - Denver Herald, 3/22/2018

     [In London] "the gaying of Soho" was well underway.  The dazzling world of bars and clubs and public cruising spots...stood in bracing contrast to Oxford, with its dour emotional atmosphere...  "The whole idea of London became sexualized for me."  "There was a great liberating thrill in reading, at that time when there was so much pressure to conform to a politics of respectability, a book that was so unapologetic in its representation of men having sex...with other men."  ...homosexuality is a democratizing force, it brings people together across boundaries of race and class and age.  [Michel Foucault suggests] that what society finds so disturbing about homosexuality [is] gay relationships, which demonstrate that procreative heterosexual monogamy is not the only way to manage the chaotic energies of erotic life.  ...a horde of estranged, surreptitiously acquired knowledge about...society, generated by the experience of not belonging to it, of being tolerated without being accepted.  - The New York Times Magazine, 3/18/2018

     Sunday.  Around fifteen after eleven AM, I'm out of the gym that's in the neighborhood with Caucasian retirees.  I'm at the bus stop when an overweight middle-aged guy comes huffing and puffing along.  He also needs the bus.  I watch as a couple go running through the crosswalk on a red light, toting a rollaway suitcase.  They appear to be coming from a church which has just let out.  The lady has a seat on some grass, alongside the suitcase, as the guy comes running quickly over to where we are.  The two men begin conversing.  The one who ran over is younger, and has trouble pronouncing a couple of words.  The big guy asks the other if he "found it?"  "Yes," he replies.  The pair of men, neither of whom I have ever seen before, begin discussing which church services they will be attending later in the week.  The young guy goes running back to his lady and their suitcase.  Then, without any prompting from myself, big guy then tells me at least who one of them is.  "That's Cody.  He's a good guy.  He's from the Czech Republic.  He has his quirks, but he's a good guy.  He left his I-pad on the bus.  I've known Cody for four years."  I kind of feel like I am back in high school...if I had gone to high school with an overweight middle-aged guy.
     The bus arrives to take me to the train, which transports me downtown.  Since the bus goes to the train I may as well have lunch downtown.  When I arrive, I detect a leftover increased police presence, perhaps as a result of yesterday's March for Our Lives.  I stop into Chilis, where the waiter points out that it's happy hour all day today.  He tells me his name and gives me a minute to order.  he comes back and again tells me his name.  I wonder if he knows Cody.  Cody's a good guy.  My waiter thinks my selection is "awesome."  After lunch I ask a hostess if they can break a big bill.  She doesn't know as she is simply the hostess.  I will have to ask my waiter, who she leaves me to find myself.  Where's Cody when I need him?  He can even bring his suitcase...
     It's Monday of the last week of March.  I step out of my door, off to work.  Standing in the parking lot next to the townhome complex, is having a smoke.  He's in black pants and a black coat.  On the back of the coat, in gold capital letters, is, "ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME NOW."  When I get on the bus up the street, I sit across from a woman in her sixties.  He has wine colored moussed hair under a pair of black headphones, and black leather boots with fringe.  It sounds as if she is on the phone.  She has a southern accent and is gossiping with someone at the other end.  She has a Pepsi in her right hand and is eating "old fashioned' pretzels with the other.  When she exits the bus at the train station, it almost appears as if she is dancing.  She leaves behind the unfinished pretzel bag and a single grey knit glove.  As the bus proceeds, the pretzel bag falls on the floor.

     On a strip of Wilshire Boulevard...a black plastic pool had been placed on the sidewalk...  ...a crowd of mostly 20-somethings...were gathered behind a metal barricade.  [The founder of this church] chewed gum as he danced to a pop gospel playlist blaring overhead.  [Two men] dunked a woman in the waist-high water.  She surfaced, arms pumping in the air as...photographs...were later posted on Instagram.  One man behind the barricade...called for the preacher to purify his soul right then.  [He] waded into the pool.  Afterward, he looked dazed...  [The pastor refers to his ministry as] one of the newest in a wave of youth-oriented evangelical churches...claiming nothing less than Los Angeles county and its population of 10 million.  Nearly 1,600 people show up for his weekly services.  [The pastor] is a 24-hour-a-day presence on Instagram: photographed at the gym or beach, singing karaoke with...Justin Bieber, watching the Lakers, even waiting for the valet.  "Insragram built our church.  Isn't that fascinating?"  [He] believes he can save souls by being the hip and happy-go-lucky preacher, the one you want to share a bowl of acai with...who declines to publicly discuss politics...because...no one wants to come to church.  Jesus is supposed to be fun, right?  "If we aren't making people laugh...  What is the point?"
In Bern With Bieber
     The pastor changes his dialect depending on his audience.  ...sometimes [he uses a]Texas twang...  Recently interviewed [he] sounded nearly professorial.  Most of the time, he uses so-called street talk.  ("Whaddup dawg!")  It is a holdover, he said, from the early 2000s when he was a youth minister...  ...he began working for...a spiritual advisor to Mr. Bieber, who credits Christianity with turning around his personal life.  "...ugh, I hate to use this word, 'positive influences.'"  [The pastor was with Bieber in] Mr. Bieber's hotel.  He posted a video of them singing in his room, while [Bieber's spiritual advisor] howled in pain in the background.  He was getting a tattoo.  ...others got a similar marking, including Mr. Bieber and the model Hailey Baldwin.  [After this, both the pastor and advisor] agreed to tattoo the sentiment about age and wisdom..."Better at 70"...on their thighs.  [The pastor] pointed at his tattoo.  "That's his handwriting," he said of Mr. Bieber's scrawl.
The iTithe
     "'You can never have church here again.  You're too big of a liability.'  I go: 'Liability?  My crowd is sober.'"  Pastors today who want to start a ministry for those 40 and under follow a well-travelled path.  ...they lease an old theater or club.  ...they find great singers...  A fog machine on stage is nice.  A church should also have a catchy logo or catchphrase that can be stamped onto merchandise and branded - socks, knit hats...  (An online pop-up shop on Memorial Day sold $10,000 in merchandise its first hour.)  And lastly, churches need a money app...to tithe with a swipe on their smartphones.  ...a personality questionnaire...breaks down natural abilities...into "spiritual gifts."  - The New York Times, 3/18/2018

     Trained and overseen by the Colorado Mental Wellness network...peer navigators...are not social workers [but they] help...homeless and mentally ill [library] visitors...connect - to society with...conversation, or to social services...helping...all of the branch libraries...adjust to their changing role in the community...  In a city struggling with an ever-growing homeless population and increasing substance-abuse issues, there are more questions than ever.  ...libraries are increasingly doubling as day shelters for the homeless, whose population was about 5,112 in the seven-county metro Denver region last year...  "...we're moving out of crisis to solution."  "...to get them into somewhere that feels safe.  For a lot of people, that isn't the shelter.  Even managing the shelter system isn't easy."  Sit at the Central branch long enough, and the tension between the transient and homeless visitors and everyone else is palpable.  ...the library is a living organism, a gathering place, whatever the community needs it to be.  "I love that there's this place...where anybody can just be.  It's the only public place in the world where you don't need a reason to be there."  - Westword, 3/22-28/2018

     Tuesday.  In the morning I am on the corner where my crosstown takes me to work.  In the Sinclair station is the clerk from Ethiopia.  An old guy comes inside, telling her that he left his phone there.  "You took it with you when you left," she tells him.  "The black one?"  "Yeah," he says.  She's convinced him in about five seconds.  I like this girl.  Yesterday evening saw spring snowfall.  This morning, the wet snow blankets every bare tree and overhead wire.  Everywhere I am with my bike, melting snow finds its way onto me.  After work I am right back on this same corner.  The same bus comes along headed the other direction.  When I get on this evening, there is a couple sitting up front.  The guy looks wasted.  When they get out, she will lead him off as he holds a cane, as if he is blind.  The lady is a bleached honey blonde who is trading insults with a guy standing a couple of seats behind her.  An old guy comes forward to interrupt the verbal fight.  He has a short-brimmed hat with stripes and an embroidered skull and bones.  The couple and the lady's adversary get out at the train station, and a couple of other wasted guy get on.  Behind them comes a young woman who sits across from me.  She hands me a bus schedule and asks me if I can read it.  She sounds drunk.  She tells the guy behind me that she "just got out of jail.  I was in court this morning."
     Wednesday.  I get on the crosstown bus to work.  In the front seat is a middle aged woman with red bruises under her right eye, as well as down the upper half of the right side of her face.  She's in a black leather coat and her hair is unkempt.  She gets out at a stop where an elderly guy with no socks under his shoes.  He gets out at a stop where a tall guy gets on.  He has grey 1970s hair, an untucked shirt under a jacket, and he is carrying a computer bag.

     All day and all night, the great American convoys hum up the...highway...with their...troop transporters, bridge-building equipment...ammunition lorries...and petrol browsers.  A fleet of U.S. helicopters...follow the roads east...artillery, missiles and generators - even prefabricated buildings - slung beneath their bellies.  By late October, the multinational army was spread across the desert...now humped and distorted by thousands of armoured vehicles, command bivouacs, missile sites...artillery...fleets of bulldozers...  The dust of a hundred new military roads hung in the air...in the fog, sat thousands of soldiers...  So many Arab, Muslim armies now lay across the Saudi desert to create the theological foundation of our coalition...that no sacrifice was too much for the West.  Ten years ago - almost to the very day...I had been with those Iraqis.  ...sharing the same dangers, hiding in the same military positions.  As the "war" progressed...those of us [outside of] the infamous "pools" discovered a conflict that did not fit so easily into the television studios, with their super patriotic anchormen, their verbose ex-generals, their model tanks and their bloodless sandpits.  - Fisk

     Saturday.  On this the last day of the month, I was called into work.  I am now on my last bus home from work.  At one stop a middle-school kid waits with his bike.  The driver stops and opens the door.  The kid just stands there.  He asks him if he knows how to put his bike on the rack at the front of the bus.   He says no.  I jump out and do it for him.  It's funny how he just stood there, resigned to his fate.  A few hours later, I am at a Pizza Hut behind my place, to pick up a late dinner around 8:30 PM.  I see middle aged guy in shorts and a hoodie outside the door, and I smell a hustle.  He comes inside to ask me, "I'm short, can you help me out with a pizza?"  I decline, and he has not enough coins to satisfy the cashier.  He is on his way.  Out like a lamb...