Monday, February 1, 2016

February 2016, "Where's the knife? Where's the knife? Where's the knife?", and "Hey, Mafia!"








                                                                               
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     It follows that logic, deduction...are absurd and misleading.  Man must...not try to break...things...down into the wretched rabble of language.  He must apprehend...through contemplation, not analyze everything out of existence...  "The four seasons observe clear laws, but do not discuss them," says the Taoist.  "Those who talk do not know, and those who know do not talk - a man should know without knowing how he knows.  ...there is no truth to be explained in words."  Dreadful damage was done when man split the universe...this mental scratching in the dust...
     All girls between thirteen and sixteen were eligible...  ...eunuchs were responsible for weeding out the non-starters until only for thousand girls were still in the running.  Vital statistics and voice tests cut this number down to about two thousand candidates, who were then examined on their deportment, and the successful among them stripped naked, pinched, prodded, carefully scrutinized, and their points noted.  The three hundred who survived this...their characters were studied.  ...fifty...became Imperial concubines.  ...the Imperial concubines injected a fine flow of vulgarity into the veins of the Imperial family, and introduced something of the spirit of the millions outside into the...palace...  ...pairs caught in adultery were sometimes strangled under the law, but this...was designed to protect the family.  ...sex was part of the system ; it had nothing to do with sin.  ...nunneries became brothels...  Chastity counted for nothing...and incest was common.  In earlier centuries, peasants mated freely at festival time and only set up house together if the girl becomes pregnant.  There is a description...under the last king of the Shang dynasty at which men and women pursued each other stark naked around a pool of wine and among trees hung with meats.  ...the disillusioned young woman who had learned to drink...was not seeking anyone's commendation.  ...she teamed up with an ugly deal of a poet, a great drinker and brawler and kicker of convention who led her an exciting dance...hailed by topers and vagabonds and pursued by gypped landlords...  ...she sank into the sediment of rascals and whores and tippling, unwashed failures of the city.  - Bloodworth

     Football is given a high priority everywhere because millions of fans...  ...the Denver media for their "embarrassing" ways...happens all over the country when a local team gets on a championship run.  Like it or not, successful sports franchises galvanize communities like nothing else...there's a national opportunity for positive community representation.  Some say sports franchises reflect their communities.  The Broncos have always represented the Denver psyche...always discounted, always ignored and underrated, always a smallish entity wanting to be recognized as a big one, always wanting to be included in the national conversation.  - Westword, 2/4-10/2016

     "Look at their faces," a Singapore politician once murmured to me while we were watching pro-Communist youth meeting...  ...contingents from the...girls' schools - lines of intent, immobile, snub-nosed faced under black fringes cut so sharply that they looked as if they ought to bleed, their unsmiling expressions as stiff as their starched white blouses and skirts.  "Yes," said the politician, "They're the ones I'm really afraid of."  - Bloodworth

     ...it's really easy...to replicate patterns...in historic movements in which very charismatic black males - often church-based males - take the leadership role, and in such a way that the working contributions of others especially...women get lost in the shuffle.  ...there is a shortage of groups that are centered around leadership by women of color, or queer women of color.  That's a problem everywhere.  ...the response of our senior...community, knowing that we were bringing change to a long-held treasure in our community.  My hope was that people would be able to get...that we were speaking truth...truly voicing community concerns...
     ...Mayor Hancock...emphatically countered your claims by stating, "I have not turned my back on this city."
      I don't know how he can explain the realities on the ground...  And I don't know how he explains things getting worse and worse instead of getting better if his back has not been turned.  And perhaps the term "back turned" is not the right phrase; maybe "too busy selling Denver to the highest bidder" is the right phrase.
     One of the other things Hancock said was, "We...celebrate all lives."  Do you think that "All lives matter"...marginalizes or trivializes your movement?
     I think it's a direct assault.  I don't believe it's just flipping a slogan around.  ...you saying "Black lives DON'T matter."
     In your speech, you mentioned...development and affordable housing, ending the camping ban, demilitarizing the police...providing mental health services...
     There are highly paid elected officials - who have administrations and agencies and well-paid staff and researchers - whose literal job is to...serve the City of Denver.  - Westword, 2/4-10/2016

     ...four Colorado's [sic] universities...share  common belief that having a diverse student body and faculty enriches the educational experience.  ...challenges stereotyped preconceptions; encourages critical thinking...  Sustaining the nation's prosperity in the 21st century requires us to make effective use of...all our citizens, in work settings that bring together...diverse backgrounds and cultures.  - asian avenue, 2/2016

     ...to a new generation...after...1968...  ...at some seminars between senior Shell managers and radical students...  The Shell men had come back from...Venezuela, Indonesia or Brazil, and looked for recognition and acclaim.  ...in the face of nationalist forces abroad and a watchful government at home.  But the students...saw the Shell men, not as heroic Troubleshooters, or even as exciting villains, but as dull, decent...trapped in a giant system of exploitation, who had wrecked the ecology...and who were by-passing democracy...  ...'I don't hear you,' a...Shell man kept sadly repeating...  The oilmen were baffled and hurt...  - The Seven Sisters, by A. Sampson, 1975

     Hello "tribe."
     Hmm.  Psyche of the municipal population, or malaise of the nation's municipalities?  Is the currency of the American dream weighed by the power of a city's message?  But I digress.  Tuesday.  The snow which began falling on 1/31, and continued all day yesterday, finally stops in the afternoon. After work, I am at the train station around 8:30 PM, where I catch a bus back to my street.  A guy who appears as if he could be twenty years younger than myself is talking to a young couple about the dynamics of prison.  The girl is asking him about a five-year sentence for escape.  "No," he replies.  "Escape is...15 months.  Unless you never show up, or show up and leave.  Then they'll hit you with some hard shit.  They can't give you more than your original sentence.  They told me, 'We're going to give you 15 months.'  I said, 'For what?  I did your 2 1/2 years probation.  I tried.'  They said, 'Okay, we'll give you 8 months.'  What are you gonna say, no?  It sucks, but it ain't that bad."  He has a voice which sounds as if he's had one too many cigarettes.  Our bus comes and takes me to my street.  I cross the avenue to the stop for my last bus home.  Houdini is back, in his wheelchair at the corner of a Vietnamese restaurant, bundled up against the frigid air.
     Wednesday.  I don't trust the trail conditions.  And I need more transit system coupons.  So I am off toward downtown at 11 AM, across the street to the bus stop.  On the sidewalk is a drunk who looks like an old prize fighter.  I haven't seen his since at least last summer, if not longer.  He looks abandoned, waiting for some mysterious sign.  He heads over to the gas station, and a popular panhandling spot.  Close to 11:30, I step out of a train at the city's heralded cornerstone transit hub.  Anyone who may be here this morning, from parts unknown, are treated to a kind of communication between a couple of men, each from what I am assuming are differing neighborhoods.  The first one to 'speak' exclaims, "WHAT'S UP NIGGAAAA!!!"  To which the second replies, "Westside, nigga.  Westside, nigga.  Westside, nigga."  Westside?  Hey, that's where I live.  ...and I don't recognize either of these two fellas.  I enter the station to purchase my coupons.  On the way out, I pass someone in a seat, who is nonstop growling.  He follows me out.
     Thursday.  I'm at my bus stop of yesteryear, back when I worked the morning shift for ten years.  It's now 8:30 AM.  I run into my neighbor, who I speak with about our HOA.  The bus whisks me off to my dentist.  I have an hour to kill before my appointment.  I head over to the supermarket, where I purchased groceries during the 16 years in which I lived here.  The neighborhood is hoppin' with post-recession construction.  There are somehow even more new condos here now than there were when I lived here.  Inside, it's an eclectic mix of the usual suspects, lycra-clad cyclists and women in camelhair coats and residents in a perpetual hurry; and construction guys all in orange vests and helmets, the ones speaking English complaining about having to "take a shit!" and others speaking Spanish.  After my appointment, I jump on a bus to work.  When we pull into a train station, a passenger comes on to ask the driver which direction he goes.  He has to check the map.  I don't know why he doesn't just check where the mountains are.  Down the road, we stop for a passenger with a walker.  He asks for a wheelchair ramp to be extended.  The driver gets out to tamp down the snow where the ramp will come out.  The passenger, a grey-haired guy in a jacket with "EVENT STAFF" on the back, tells the driver concerning tamping down the snow, "That ain't gonna help."  The ramp indeed comes out and Mr. Event Staff is onboard.  At his stop, another passenger comes on, and he doesn't wait for the guy to clear the way, he squeezes past him.  The new passenger is quizzing this poor driver about the schedule for another bus route.  Event Staff asks, "Can you lower this?", referring to the hydraulics on the suspension.  I arrive at the shopping center where I work, and I head over to a cozy little Italian bistro for lunch.  At one table are four guys who strike me as college students.  Though I can't figure out what they're doing here in the middle of a February day.  I listen to them discuss family, taxes for those who earn $200,000, and one mentions that, "My six iron snapped off."
     Eight hours later, I am at the stop for my last stop home.  Houdini is nowhere to be seen.  There is a younger guy here in a wheelchair this evening, at the stop.  Instead of a jacket with colors of the city's football team, he's in a 49ers coat.  "Smoke some weed, bro?" he asks me.  A Blackhawk is thumping across the overcast sky.  Another guy comes along, asking, "Anyone got a cigarette?"  Seven hours later, I am up and out the door, across the street at the bus stop.  At 4 AM, these streets are dead quiet.  But not for long.  This is the end of the calm before the storm.  How long has it been since I've come out here at this hour, six days a week?  The winter or spring of last year?  Twenty minutes later, I'm on a bus up the street with a lady I haven't seen on the bus for a year or more.  Off this one and on to a crosstown bus, and on to a train to the station where I catch my last bus to work at a quarter after 5 AM.  One of the three passengers is in a tweed sport coat and a British cap.  Standing next to the driver is a training supervisor.  He's in tactical pants and a Polo shirt.  On his belt is a ring of keys, in his hand a travel mug, and in a tiny pocket on his right sleeve a pair of pens.  He is giving the driver details in long monologues.  Friday.  I'm on a bus home from work, shortly after 8 PM.  We stop to pick up a passenger in a wheelchair.  The ramp won't deploy.  I watch something I've never seen in my years on the transit system.  The driver is attempting to pry the ramp out with a metal bar.

     The former Chinese Nationalist soldier, now a refugee in Hong Kong...the old colonel...has a good job now selling entrance tickets at the Happy World Amusement Park...  The general will help the lieutenant, the professor his former student, the ex-official his junior clerk even when they are all hard up in Hong Kong and Mao has been ruling China for nearly twenty years.  A good employer hesitates to dismiss anyone, for his family will suffer...  - Bloodworth

     ...this strange gathering of rulers and revolutionaries.  This was the first summit meeting of the Organization of Petroleum Exporting Countries.  The conference, boomed the president of Venezuela, was...concerned with..."moral energy."  Oil, said Major Jalloud, must be the foundation of a new economic order.  It must, said the Shah, be the means of making 'a world in which it will be an honour for us to live.'  And President Boumedienne reiterated his favorite theme: oil was...the source of life itself.  The oil producing countries must be the spearhead of the revival of the Third World, and the means to an equitable new system of world justice.  The Majesties sat next to the Brothers, the Africans congratulated the Arabs.  Would this be...a strong cartel controlled by sovereign states, rather than consumers?  ...the seven giant corporations known as the Seven Sisters...it was hard to believe that they had lost their power and influence.  ...they were institutions that had appeared to be part of world government.   Their executives could fly between...Kuwait...and...Saudi Arabia, as casually as across their own state.  Their computers could analyse the supplies and demands of half the countries of the world.  Their boards could allocate hundreds of millions to bring into being...a new harbour, or a new trade-route.  Each of the seven had lasted...longer than many of their nation-clients.  Their skyscraper headquarters...seemed to evoke a new world where nations themselves were obsolescent.  - Sampson

     Huddled in a ditch by the border next to her husband and her three children, while explosions went off all around them, she was certain that even if her body survived, her mind would forever remain trapped in that ditch.  Zarqa, know as the home of the late Al Qaeda leader Abu Musah al-Zarqwai, is in northeastern Jordan.  Zarqa suffers from...Islamist factions...  It is kept under tight control by government authorities in fear of political destabilization.  "Psychosocial services and protection are what people demand most."  - Denver Voice, 2/2016

     To address the barriers facing the refugee community, we must educate and empower the community.  We met with elected officials and representatives from various government agencies to educate them about...the refugee community.  We do...workshops...so that...the refugee community...can advocate for themselves.  "You see the Vietnamese grocery stores and restaurants...the legacy of refugee resettlement."
     ..."why are you here tonight?"  "To turn my brain off."  "We're seeing more and more people coming to our center to seek change in their lives."  - asian avenue, 2/2016

     Signing in at the Welcome Desk...helps us...get an accurate count of our numbers for fundraising and grant writing and...reinbursement for meals served.  The staff...have a main philosophy that we call "Trauma Informed Care."  ...many of our members have experienced difficult situations...and we try to shape our policies and procedures around that understanding.  ...it guides most of our decisions.  We encourage members to write articles in the TGP Post detailing community resources they have discovered.  Members (who do so) (...don't have to do a chore to eat lunch there.)  ...we recognize that many of the people we serve struggle with addictions and my be triggered by discussion about marijuana, the smell of marijuana, or support around the use of marijuana, even if it is medically necessary.  ...one member asked if the TGP Post would want to do a write-up about their own success story.  Another option would be...to join the DU Writer's Group...you could...share it...in a creative way.
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     Over the last 10 years...I received my bachelors in social work and psychology.  ...I worked as a school social worker...for students...with emotional and behavioral disabilities...  ...I obtained a masters certificate in culturally responsive teaching.  I...worked for Volunteers of America in their youth rapid re-housing program.  - TGP Post, 2/22/2016

     Saturday.  I'm on my way home after work.  This morning, I spent my ride to the train station explaining the dynamics of the printed ticket, known as the "transfer", to someone on the bus who speaks no English.  At 6 AM on a Saturday, 'twas an empty bus. Some twelve hours later, I am now on a bus back to my neighborhood.  In front of me is a Chinese girl with groceries.  I think that I spot "Chinese" writing on a box of cookies.  It turns out to be English upside down.  I'm so tired, I think I'm upside down.  The next morning is Superbowl Sunday.  One of the participating football teams, the AFC champions, is from this city.  At the supermarket, the clerk bagging my groceries warns the checker, 'if we win, when the celebrating begins, just stay away from'...the boulevard on which I live.  The morning before the game, out on this very boulevard, a endless procession of pickup trucks rumble along.  Tied across the front grill and hood of one enterprising pickup, someone has an effigy of a player from the opposing NFC championship team, perhaps the quarterback.  Some ten hours later, our team is victorious, and this boulevard is one long line of headlights and one long collective car horn.  One the way home, someone with a lit Roman candle runs in front of the car I am in.  They set it on the sidewalk, and it erupts in sparks.

     ...Write Denver...a special walking tour and writing workshop that focused on the ideas of space and time.  ...gave us writing prompts.  ...we took refuge in a community garden...while we thought (and wrote) about the evolution of place.  ...Denver is going through growing pains.  ...even people who have only lived here for a few years might already be nostalgic for little pockets of it that no longer exist.  - Denver Voice, 2/2016

     6/25/2015  Sometimes the 24 pack of paper towels isn't enough.  Wholesale club Costco is adding its first Colorado store...in a former Lowes store around October.  "At a Costco Business Center, you buy it by the flat (pallet)."  Costco is hoping to have its business humming by Halloween.  The property sold in May 2015 to Alameda Square Investors LCC...  Costco Business Centers...lack a Costco pharmacy, optical center and food court.  ...Costco has yet to decide if Alameda Square's business center will have a gas station.  At...an Athmar Park Neighborhood Association...meeting...neighbors asked if Costco could include a small grocery section, reasoning the nearest grocery stores are a few miles away.  - Nextdoor Westwood, 2/8/2016
     (Another post from this network mentions that city permits have finally been completed, and it hopes to open in April.)

     On Jan. 1, in celebration of the new year, the Colorado Chinese Club hosted a ceremony to raise the flag for the Republic of China (Taiwan) at the Pacific Ocean Marketplace in Alameda Square.  - asian avenue, 2?2016
     (This is just up the street from the soon-to-be Costco Business Center.)

     The new Southwest Denver health Clinic at...Federal Blvd.  Several...community identified needs are...the first urgent care unit outside of Denver Health's main campus.  ...making its conference room available for community uses, hiring bilingual community navigators...  You can help complete the new clinic...by making a contribution...  Decades of underdevelopment, little public investment, and poor land use has left many West Denver neighborhoods with a lack of food access.  Although...many amazing, mom-and-pop ethnic grocery stores, specialty food and corner stores...there are only two supermarkets in a district of over 55,000 residents...  ...an agreement with Costco Wholesale to have their new business center opening in Alameda Square carry groceries.  - Viva District 3

     The...two giants, Exxon and Shell, who for the past sixty years had bee the prototypes of the sophisticated international company.  Their rivalry across the continents had been a long sub-plot to modern history, financing whole nations, fueling wars, developing deserts.  Their commercial ambitions were fraught with diplomatic consequences: the revolutions in Iraq, the separatist movement in Scotland or the civil war in Nigeria.  They had seemed often enough like private governments to which the Western nations had deliberately abdicated part of their diplomacy...  For they represented much more than themselves: they were a central part of the whole economic system of the West.  ...Exxon's international headquarters...inside the high entrance hall is hung with moons and stars.  On the twenty-fourth floor is the mechanical brain of the company...a system proudly named LOGICS (Logistics Information and Communication Systems).  They record the movement...160 different kinds of Exxon oil...with the names of ships, dates and destinations across the world.  From the peace of the twenty-fourth floor, it seems like playing God...perfectly rational and omniscient...surveying the world as a single market.  - Sampson

     ...there is a realization that Europe, its cities, and all of those institutions predicated on unending peace are now vulnerable to bewilderingly rapid developments. I arrived in Brussels on the Eurostar at midnight to find only homeless people and camouflaged military on the streets.  ...as if...in some indigent colony, not...the de-facto capital of the European Union.  I dined in the empty Le Petit Boxeur...the only restaurant I found open.  I walked the spookily deserted streets...  So many have drowned trying to reach Europe that the island's morgues and cemeteries are full of corpses that may never be identified.  ...in the shadow of Mytilene's castle...young Morocans, Tunisians, Pakistanis, Nigerians, Ethiopians, and one from Mali.  An entire generation seems to be on the move.  ...young people aged between 15 and 24 constitute about 20 percent of the populations in Algeria, Egypt, Iraq, Jordan, Lebanon, Libya, Morocco, Oman, Saudi Arabia, Sudan, Syria, Tunisia, and Yemen.  ...the Mediterranean Sea...was a pleasure ground for the last half century...a place where thousands drowned and vacationers found themselves springing from beach towels to help refugees.  The apartment in St. Denis where three terrorists...were killed in a seven-hour gun battle is a five-minute walk from the great Basilica of St. Denis, the birthplace of European Gothic style and once the burial place of French kings.  Europe ignored what was going on beneath its nose, possibly because it did not give a damn about these young men of Arab descent, but also because the nihilistic religious fantasies of ISIS were in some way beyond the secular imagination of modern Europeans.  - Vanity Fair, 2/2016

     Squeeze means that wealth goes percolating down from pocket to pocket, through a series of increasingly fine strainers...  ...they have no tradition of charity toward a stranger, whose approaches they will treat with suspicion until he has proved himself innocent.  ...as a family man the Good Samaritan is suspect...  The Chinese...have no civic sense.  ...so real conception of the common weal.  ...he did not feel that the law protected him...  The early Chinese republicans claimed that they ,managed to break through the fine mesh of...loyalties, yet they did not succeed in weaving a strong fabric of national feeling in its place.  And Mao still faces this problem in a Communist China...  There have been men who had nothing more to loose, or who burned with indignation, or who yearned for revenge or adventure, or for that mystique...ever ready to accord...the hero and the champion of the downtrodden.  And throughout the long history of his country...has indeed proved that such men are dangerous.  For every dynasty has fallen when he has played the catalyst, converting the inert mass compounded of the...millions and their misery into a violent and unstable explosive of appalling destructiveness.  - Bloodworth

     "It has its own personality of forwardness and freedom.  I believe it's the artists who make a city a smart and hip and desirable place to live.  ...Denver is like Prague: It's far enough the big cities that it's neither East Coast nor West Coast.  A unique creative growth has emerged.  ...John Hickenlooper.  His platform was partly based on the book The Rise of the Creative Class...  ...but...the super-wealthy no longer invest in the culture and infrastructure of the city.  I have woken up to nail guns and concrete trucks backing up for the last 25 years.  ...if we had any idea what was coming to the northside ghetto.  There's an out-of-control run of overpriced, cheaply built and mind-bogglingly poor-quality "slab-and-four" structured going up.  ...of fake - or worse, poorly faked - architectural styles...  WTF is with all this weird fakery?  ...buildings built in the last ten years are all popping apart now.  The city is now under great pressure by big money and lobbyists protect the developers from the avalanche of lawsuits.  About ten years out, we are going to wonder where all the local artists and galleries are.  Where the cool went.  It's going to be a different town.  We are already romancing the past of the golden art years on Larimer Street.  Now it's not just happening to neighborhoods; it's happening to whole cities.  It's gentrification on steroids!"  - Westword 2/18-24/2016
     "In Denver, we box way above our weight class when it comes to art, culture and science.  ...taking our content into the community through "outposts"..."
     "The Denver arts scene...responds to the influx of new residents...  The large concentration of millennials...is driving cultural entertainment...to a nationally recognized level."
     "...these new audiences...oftentimes want more informal, immersive arts experiences.  (Skeptical?  Check out research from Denver's cultural plan...)"  - Westword Winter Arts Guide 2016

     This week is looking at highs in the sixties.  Wednesday I ride my bike to work in the early afternoon, in my shorts.  I haven't been on a bike in my shorts since 2008, the last time I rode a bike.  Thursday.  On the way home, I'm just off the last trail.  At a street light, a couple of male high school students on bikes, girls on the back, pull up to the red light.  No one is wearing helmets, but the guys are looking tough.  Friday.  With the sun and good weather, everyone and their grandmother is out on the trail, including a young, tall guy with a beard.  He is slowly taking small steps down the trail, staring ahead, bewildered.  During the day, the trail can seem almost crowded.  On the way home, between 7 and 8:30 PM, I imagine what a long haul trucker must feel like.  There is nothing on the trail but the moonlight as it stretches out in front of you.  Nothing but lights in the distance.  Just you and the road.  A certain relationship.
     Saturday.  Thursday I had to open with not enough sleep.  Both the following morning and this one, I woke up too early.  This morning, I decide that  am too tired to get out on the trail.  When I step out of the door, I am surrounded by fog.  I don't recall the last time I rode my bike in fog, if I ever did.  I didn't plan it this way, but it appears as if I have made a wise choice.  The bus whisks me to the train station.  When I get out in front o the bus, the headlight beams are making widening lines of vapor coming right at me.  What a day to forget my camera.  A couple of train stations down the line, I sit down on a bench.  Behind me, I hear a couple of bangs.  Someone is looking inside the trash cans and letting the lids drop.  He checks every can just in time as a transit system employee comes along to empty all the trash.

     ...the women's buses get back into the city later in the morning, which means they miss the best free breakfast, at the Denver Rescue Mission.  The women's side also doesn't have a TV anymore...because it was moved to the men's side after the Denver Rescue Mission and Catholic Charities took over...from the Salvation Army...  ...most of the men who have been selected for the E-Shelter eat as quickly as possible.  For each pair of buses Conrad doesn't get on...he'll have to wait another 45 minutes for them to return.  ...a man...wearing a "Star Wars" Tie Fighter shirt...complains how his unsanctioned "grocery store" inside the E-Shelter was shut down...  "I was the biggest and most independent store in this joint!  Now what am I supposed to do?" he asks to no one in particular...trailing a string of obscenities.  - Westword, 2/11-17/2016

     ...I've smelled vomit...on the bus before.  ...if you've ever ridden ...(East Colfax) or...(South Broadway).  Headphones are a must...  And bring a book...  And if you ever hear someone on the bus talking (or screaming) to himself, do not make eye contact.
     "We are finding that people...can't access...[public transit]"...  ...neighborhoods like Westwood...have few sidewalks...   - Out Front, 2/3/2016

     You know, light flashes can be received all over the brain, even after the visual cortex has been destroyed.  Maybe ecstasy is a white luminescence that is experienced with the eyes closed.  Picture the brain as a bubbling chemical pool of continually changing colors.  White would be for euphoria and hope.  Black represents depression and despair.  Red is alertness - and attacking, escaping, protecting, and mating.  Yellow is afraid of red.  Blue stills the racket outside.  Magical drug cures...  They're like churches that bring relief by forgiveness, with implicit blame and guilt.  There's a movement these days...toward a transcendency...  In Zen metaphysics the "householder" is supposed to have special problems maintaining enlightenment if he cares too intensely, too possessively, about his house, his family...  You know, the Bhadavad Gita says that transcendent action is possible through detachment.  And in the Tibetan Book of the Dead the road to mental health is said to lie in gradual detachment from things of this world.  That's a brain state.  - OMNI Magazine, 11/1980


     ...Terraza del Sol, is currently under construction.  It will be...mixed-use...  Mi Casa's new offices will be housed on the first floor.  Located in southwest Denver's Westwood neighborhood...expected to open in the spring of 2017.  Westwood has over 15,000 residents and the population is approximately 80 percent Hispanic.  Ms. Lovato...CEO/Executive Director...hopes the project will be a beacon for the community, and serve as a catalyst for further economic development in southwest Denver.  ...Ms. Lovato was director of Corporate Giving at Xcel Energy...managing the Xcel Energy Foundation.  - Life on Capitol Hill, 2/2016

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     ...a frustrating helicopter ride...  Hovering above an undulating 13,000-acre parcel...  "The only way this can happen is with no internal roads.  All the houses need to be on the perimeter.  The residential component always drives design."  ...debunks the club as a closed-door, elitist enclave.  "You have to be here to understand it.  The place has consumed my interests ad emotions...  ...of people - the most interesting, the mot entrepreneurial...  They all check their egos at the door."  ...Bill Gates, Justin Timberlake...  "I play in jeans all the time.  You're in Montana, for God's sake.  It's still the Wild West."  ...the nationwide recovery of resort real estate...  Riding to the rescue was [an] adrenaline-junky...  - Colorado Avid Golfer, Spring 2016

     Sunday.  At the supermarket in the morning, I watch young guy after young guy, circling the Valentine's Day display, flowers and balloons in hand.  All of them appear the same, as if they may be thieves and cutthroats.  It's Valentine's Day in the neighborhood.  Later on, after lunch, I am in the dollar store across the street.  One of the day's couples is shopping.  The lady has a crooked baseball cap.  I am looking at razors as the guy speaks to the lady in low tones.  "I need fuckin' razors, but I don't know about these fuckin' razors.  The razors at (the) Arapahoe (County Jail) were better than these fuckin' razors..."  He's a big deal because he was in county jail.  For dinner, I step out just behind where I live, to a Vietnamese restaurant.  I'm seated next to a table with a pair of chubby guys who look, like all the Caucasians in this neighborhood, unlike anyone else here.  Both appear to be dressed all in black.  I don't want to try to guess who they believe they are supposed to be.  One of the pair has mostly stubble with a goatee, a black knit cap, black shorts, sandals, and an earring.  It's been a week with highs in or close to the sixties (degrees F).  The one in shorts is talking about going to Hollywood for auditions, which he makes sound as if they are a chore.  I'm sure that they can be.  He spends the rest of the time talking about riding on a train with a sleeper car, being served food onboard.  The other one responds to everything with, "That's rad."  When they decide to depart, the rad one says, "Well, shall we..."
     Monday morning is another restaurant interlude.  I am at a place for breakfast with my sister.  When she goes to the ladies' room, I listen to two women in the next booth.  A mom in her thirties is talking about the politics of "snitching," a gang term for reporting a crime.  A crime perpetrated by a gang.  I then notice what may be a scar running from the bottom of her right cheek all the way to the top.  Her toddler sits across from her, with her friend.  Wednesday.  On the ride to work, from the trail I spot a fire paramedic vehicle and an ambulance parked in front of a medical marijuana place, calling itself an "alternative wellness" facility.  I wonder what the meaning of this scene is?  This afternoon, bikes, joggers, even a rollerblader is out on this unseasonably warm day.  Today and the next, someone has a big tent out on the back of the Platte River.  On the following afternoon, the bikers are all uniformed, and riding in formation.  On the river is some guy standing on a paddleboard.  And yet, 'tis the ride home eight hours later which strikes me as apocalyptic.  It's windy when I leave work.  Earlier this week, somewhere in the state, winds were clocked at 100 m.p.h..  As I approach a fork in the trail, it suddenly begins spitting rain.  Some kind of a front is blowing through.  I react to this in an odd way, with fear.  I don't remember the last time I was afraid.  I like rain.  I notice that traffic on the passes over the trail has vanished, or is moving slower than I ever remember it.  Further down the trail, a couple of guys on BMX bikes come up behind me.  They are both wearing black hoodies, and appear in this tempest as some kind of twin grim reapers.  They ride down the trail next to each other, one in each lane.  They make it ahead of me before I come upon them stopped on the trail.  I climb the bank to the road and down again as i go around them  While ahead of the pair, I come upon a guy standing in the middle of the trail, who appears to be reattaching a handle to a rolling suitcase.  He asks me, "You alright, buddy?"  His voice sounds vaguely familiar.  He takes off toward the street, before pausing there to go back to work on the handle.  The BMX grim reaper pair then pass me again and head across a bridge.  I watch their lights as they disappear in the distance.  Shortly coming off the trail, I pass a home with an awning laying on the front lawn.  At home, the local TV news reports power lines going down.  The next morning, I notice missing street signs.
     Saturday.  After a 12-hour shift on five hours of sleep, I am up and back from the dead.  It's a chilly morning.  Close to work, I come up behind a guy who just got on the trail for a walk.  He has with him a transistor radio.  On the way back home some 12 hours later, I am coming up behind more leisurely strollers on the trail.  Further on, there is a guy on a fat tire bike riding back and forth, up and down one stretch.  Sunday.  I'm on a bus for a short jaunt to the supermarket, sitting across from a young woman.  She is on her phone relating her frustration with social services, and her and her children's dependence on their schedule (or lack thereof.)  There is a court date involved.  I begin thinking that it can't be easy for a single mom navigating the social services system, when I hear her say, "There was no knife.  Where's the knife?  Where's the knife?  Where's the knife?  There wasn't any.  They're offering an F5 instead of an F4."  "F" for felony?  When I am out of the supermarket, I head over to a bus bench.  A couple of guys come along and sit down.  One asks the other how to get downtown.  He says he's from New York.  Lived there for 25 years, he says.  The other says that he's trying to get downtown himself, and he's from Tennessee.  The first one says that he has been walking all night for reasons which he does not explain, and that he "works for the homeless," in multiple states.  Meanwhile, up and down the sidewalk in front of us, a guy on a bicycle is running his dog up and down the street.
     In the afternoon, I am out at the bus stop across the street from where I live, on my way to a movie.  Unless you're not from 'round these streets, it's just another day in the neighborhood.  Standing out by the street, a woman watched down the boulevard for the bus.  As happens when a fire engine comes out of the firehouse next to the stop, all light at the intersection go red.  The woman notices this out loud as the fire truck makes its exit.  As traffic waits for one light or another to go green, one hot rod pickup truck careens out from around a corner and into the middle of both lanes.  The woman steps back from the street and says, "Crazy son of a bitch."  The bus cometh, hooks me up with a crosstown route.  As we roll past a liquor store, I watch a handful of people in the parking lot.  One guy is wearing a blanket.  Another guy shaking hands with someone is a wasted, grey-haired guy with his other hand on a full stolen shopping cart.  A short distance from there is a small, isolated, grey building.  The sign over the entrance reads, "Colorado Guardian Angels."  The one in the window says "Day Labor."  At sundown, I'm out of the movie and on a bus, listening to a woman talking to a grey-haired guy in a cap with flame designs on each side.  "If you hurt my dog," she tells him, "I'll kill you."  Flame hat guy mentions something about being in front of a judge.  He has missing teeth.  I change buses again, as I move from the east to the west side of downtown, and we are headed back to my own boulevard of crazy sons of bitches.  One of them must be here on this bus.  Yet a third grey-haired guy, this one in a fishing hat, claims that the driver missed his stop.  When we pull into an old transfer station, he disembarks, yelling, "Fuck!"  I must get up an embankment and cross a bridge over a highway to get to the stop for my last bus home.  Wedged between the bars of a tall metal railing on the bridge are pieces of posterboard.  They announce in magic marker the death of what appears to be a grade school child named Mikey.  One of the signs reads, "Stop street racing." 

     The Triads have a complicated system of hieratical tattoo marks and a multitude of slogans and test phrases, secret finger and hand signs...ways of holding...tea cups and umbrellas and chop sticks, or arranging matchsticks or cigarettes or saucers...in obedience to an established code.  - Bloodworth

     Wednesday.  I should be rolling along the bike path in the early afternoon sunshine.  Instead, I'm wandering a corner of downtown, looking for a medical office where I am supposed to pick up some medication for an upcoming appointment to get a camera up by butt.  Because I am age 50.  The third building I enter is the first one I was in, and turns out to be the correct one, and I exit with medicine in hand.  A kid outside of what appears to be a soup kitchen asks me if I "want to buy some cheap cigarettes?"  I still don't smoke.  I realize that I am a few blocks from a women's shelter, where I used to make deliveries of donated clothes as a regular part of my job.  Or it was under my company's previous owner, who began collecting these donations as the sole source for this shelter.  He and his wife won an award from a local TV station for this effort.  After more than a year now with the new owners, I believe that my company neither has nor shall ever more make a delivery to this shelter, and I want to hear from the shelter's end.  On the way there, I stroll past a guy who appears to be leaning on a cane and sleeping standing up.  Next to him is a 60-year-old woman in a wheelchair.  She says to he, "Hey, Mafia!  Can you spare a quarter?"  She is the second person this morning to ask me for a quarter.  The first one did not to refer to me as "Mafia."  Instead of answering her, my brain is too busy wondering what the hell she means by "Mafia?"  She raises her left arm all the way up.  "A quarter?" she asks.  A quartah?  From d a mafia?  Forggetaboutit...
     An hour later, I am in the shopping center where I work.  It's in an upper-class neighborhood.  I mentioned this last night to someone who I occasionally ride the bus home with.  She's a Salvadoran native who speaks no English.  "Many Caucasians in your restaurant?" I ask.  "Many Caucasians who like pizza," she answers.  She's not a fan of pizza.  It's just an occupation in a foreign culture.  This afternoon, I am grabbing lunch at an Italian place here.  I listen to a couple of ladies behind me.  "Heart disease in women, oh!" one of them mentions.  Then she says something about cannibalism in "far flung corners of the world!"  The other recommends an historic downtown hotel for a nap.  Thursday evening.  I arrive at my last bus stop home.  There is someone on the bench, sitting next to a grey-haired guy in a wheelchair, who is staring straight ahead.  The one on the bench asks me if he can use my "phone for two minutes."  I don't have a phone.

     Many twentieth-century Chinese revolutionaries were convinced...a system of general elections and parliamentary rule...would naturally give their country...a Western democracy.  ...and turn her into a  formidable military power and a rich, modern industrial state.  ...Western democracy...failed miserably...  Which is one of a hundred reasons why Mao Tse-tung is where he is today.  In the nineteen-twenties a succession of Chinese Communist leaders Kowtowed to Marxist doctrine...which laid down that the industrial proletariat must lead the revolution and that the cities must be seized first.  They were well aware that underdeveloped China could hardly be said to have anything so sophisticated as an industrial proletariat of any consequence...  ...Mao cut through this...and - to the fury of the orthodox - rallied the peasants...instead of attacking the towns.  In 1927 Chiang Kai-shek suddenly broke his uneasy alliance with the Communists...  In perpetual memory...Mao has harbored a deep distrust of all nationalist movements...found it expedient to tolerate non-Communist leaders in the emerging African and Asian continents, he sees them as only as rotten rungs on the ladder to the revolution, to be left behind as quickly as possible.  ...simultaneously feeding flattery to their prime ministers and fire power to their rebels.  - Bloodworth




     Again.  Saturday night, someone raced down [the avenue I live on], swerved,...careened into my fence...and hit my car.  - Nextdoor Westwood, 2/28/2016


      Sunday.  The morning is taken up with grocery shopping.  A half hour waiting for a bus.  Two hours at a copy shop, where I leave a hat, glasses, and camera.  Another hour riding my bike back to get them.  Back on my corner, I decide to put some air in my front tire.  The guy in the gas station with the air pump lets me know that they no longer own the pump, and that he can't even get free air from it as he used to as an employee.  I head out to the pump, where some bald guy dressed all in black strolling down the street lets me know that this particular air pump does not work, but that the one at the gas station across the street does.  I put quarters in this one, and it starts right up.  Bald death man is running to the other side of the street.
     Monday.  At sunrise I am down the street to catch a bus to go and workout.  I show up at the bus stop where a guy waits.  He's a road construction flagman.   On the ground are his stop sign and helmet.  His helmet is orange with tan splotches on it which appear almost as if they are blobs of glue.  He paces back and forth as we both wait.  "Five more minutes," he tells me.  "The bus will be here in five minutes.  At least it's not cold.  I mean it's not freezing.  You headed to work?"  I tell him that I am on my way to work out.  "This is a good time for it," he replies, before he steps into a car which has pulled to a stop.  Four hours later, I am on a bus, headed toward the same corner.  Standing up is an overweight guy in a T-shirt and sweat pants which are torn half way around the ankle on one cuff.  I ask the driver if his route takes him past the bank.  he emphatically lets me know that it does not, but a bus at the transfer point definitely shall.  he pulls to a stop in front of the bus of which he speaks, so that it can not move forward.  I have a vague memory of odd occurrences during leap year, but my life is already odd enough without Mad Max at the wheel.  This driver must have seen the remake clean up at the Oscars last night.  I have just enough room to squeeze between the exit of this bus and the driver's side window of the other.  The other driver is looking at this one like WTF.
     A half an hour later, on the way to work, I am on a train with a woman who suddenly makes a call and begins speaking into her phone.  "I'm calling to check the status of an appointment I had with you, a ha-ha."  At a crossroads for a couple of train lines, I jump trains to go back down the other line.  As I wait for the other train, someone else who got off the train I came up on, a kid with stubble and a knit cap, asks me, "Where is the validator?"  The validator is used to time stamp transit system coupons, used as a fare.  Unless he has been on the train long enough for his previous coupon to expire, which would be at least three hours, and is unlikely, he never did get his coupon stamped.  And was caught by a transit system official checking fares.  During some eight decades past, these employees may have been refereed to as "railroad dicks."  If the kid was lucky, he got off with a warning.  If they didn't already have him in the system.  On the train I get on are a couple of guys, one with long hair including a top knot.  He mentions to the other, "I moved here to study web design."  The other begins to give him a monologue about the details of studying web design.  Eight hours later, I am sitting in a bus shelter, waiting for the bus to transport me back to my boulevard.  A fierce wind is howling as it blasts a great cloud of dirt all around the place.Hobbling along comes a grey-haired guy with a brand new cane, brand new jeans, and brand new tennis shoes.  Over his left eye is white cheesecloth.













Friday, January 1, 2016

January 2016, Alger Hiss pushing a stolen shopping cart, and the establishment "cools out" negative votes.










     ...a ten-barrel brewing system...  ,,,high-end finishes, hand crafted cabinetry, beetle-kill tables, and hand-sewn logs...  ...a sunken beer garden (opening in 2016) will be accessible from the private dining room.
     Life is often about passion, sychronicity, purpose, or untold events we might never imagine.  ...she never really seemed to "fit in" in any clique, didn't have a hobby, and wasn't great at sports.  ...watched...the plight of child soldiers abducted...in Northern Uganda...  ...on her first visit to that village in Uganda where...a huge welcoming party for her and invited what seemed like everyone...  There was...joy that seemed so out of place for such a rural, impoverished village...  ...a huge indication that they were doing the right thing.  So many nonprofits encounter problems when Western views, clash with what Africa needs...
     ...devoted to the rescue/restoration of children who have been sexually exploited commercially.  Disillusioned with life...the teenager turned to drugs and rebellion.  But...had an epiphany that God is real and began dedicating his life to serving Him.  To break language barriers he would dress as a clown.  Mother Theresa eventually invited him to share his "Snuggles, the Love Clown" character...  - JeffCo Living, Nov/Dec/Jan, 2015-16

     ...our ambition to spotlight the connection between Colorado's passionate lifestyles and the kindred spirit of the state's thriving craft scene.
     As a bartender at one of the busiest restaurants in a world-class ski resort, I have an intimate first look at the needs and interests of imbibers from all over.  Just like the food revolution, people are moving toward drinks with wholesome ingredients they can pronounce.  Whether you're simply a natural-born host...at next week's dinner party...or the full-time working bartender...
     .the breweries are also serving a greater purpose.  "Breweries are creating a sense of place and community - it's wonderful."  - Thirst Colorado, Fall 2015

     I am thankful that I get to be in an amazing business, where we get to be there for people in some of their most difficult times.  I am thankful for an amazing, supportive, and beautiful wife...  ...my three wonderful children...  I am excited to announce for the first time in seven years, that major storms and fires in Colorado have slowed down.  ...we may be rounding the corner for home and property insurance pricing.  ...we had a major revision to both our logo and our website.  - (letter from my home owner insurance company, 12/2015)

     We started a new activity here at "Mile High Natural Awakenings" headquarters.  On the kitchen counter is a jar, a pen and a stack of paper scraps.  We have committed to dropping a note n the jar every time we are grateful, inspired or moved by spirit.  This came about because it has come to our attention that employees...have reached the age where they barely remember what they had for lunch yesterday...  ...we might have to buy another 20-lb jug of jalapenos...to have a jar big enough.  Evidence and belief: a winning combination for manifesting even bigger and better miracles!  - natural awakenings, 1/2016

     ...middle class income and way of life...  This is the desirable status in America, no matter how you cut it.  This does not say...values of middle class life are exemplary.  One has only to read any popular magazine to find this out.  "...to 'accelerate the effective functioning in urban life of those who do not become middle class.'  ...will require us to modify...traditional optimistic assumptions both about the availability of middle class rewards in our society and about...individuals...devoid of middle class rewards to respond to them quickly."  Middle class teachers...should get a heavy dose of the sociology, politics, and economics of the slums in their curriculum.  ...communication devices, such as circulars, newspaper ads, posters, radio and television announcements, and word of mouth, people, such as detached workers, and places, such as bars, cafes, and pool halls.  - Hunter

     ...the planning department's efforts...focused on promoting characteristic "Main Street-style" development...and...worked to stem the tide of auto-oriented commercial-strip development...  - Westword, 1/14-20/2016

     Saturday.  It's warmer than single digit temps this early morning before sunrise, but just into the teens.  I'm a short distance from home, just down the street.  As I round a corner, I spot a home with Christmas lights.  Wafting in the breeze, mounted next to the front door, is a tattered American flag.  Sunday.  I'm coming home on the bus from the grocery store, around 11:30 AM.  Along the way, a teenage woman comes on.  She has a buzz cut and her gear appears "gangsta."  On her ball cap is embroidered "Trigga."  After I drop of my groceries at home, I ride bike to the bike shop to have it serviced.  It turns out that my chain, all of three months old, is completely worn out.  The mechanic asks me how often and how far I ride it.  When I mention my ride to and from work, he tells me that since its purchase at the beginning of October, I've put some 2,500 miles on it.  The typical chain, he says, will need to be replaced at 1,500 miles.  I shall be without it until Wednesday.  I walk a handful of blocks to a deathburger, where I grab lunch before I make it to the train.  There be a NFL game at the local stadium, and the train station is replete with fans on their way to the stadium.  I get out at my boulevard and cross to the bus stop.  When it comes, a young guy gets out and writes his tag in the grime on the window.  Before I go home, I stop in for a haircut from a beautiful middle-aged Vietnamese stylist.  She got my Christmas card, with "Happy Holidays" in Vietnamese.  She got it, but let me know that she only speaks Vietnamese, she doesn't read it.  We discuss my diet.  She tells me to stay away from rice, and that the first thirty pounds you loose are the easiest.  She should know.  She must be in her fifties, and she is one of the most beautiful women I know.  I ask her if I can take a picture of her cutting my hair.  She tells me that she would "probably break the camera."  Has she no idea?  I almost went in to her shop last night, but decided that I didn't have the time then.  I stopped by to see what the hours were on the door.  I saw her sitting inside, quietly reading.  A picture of beauty indeed.  After my haircut, I had Sunday dinner as usual at the Vietnamese restaurant behind my home.  The stylist told me to stay away from rice on my diet.  As long as I am eating here, I can't avoid the groovy Caucasian entourages.  Long, straight haired girls in teardrop shades during twilight.  Apart from my next door neighbor, the only gay guys in this neighborhood are in here this evening.  I watch a brand new Mustang with Arizona plates pull into a parking spot.  I sit, I eat.  I listen to Vietnamese music as several screens show the football game.  I wonder why the people I see nowhere else around these streets show up here.  When I get back home, up until 9:30, the streets sounds like a goddamned racetrack.
     Beginning this new year, I notice redesigned bus transfers, train tickets, and copies of bus and train schedules.  For at least thirty years, probably longer, the bus transfers were newsprint, and punched by the drivers with a holepunch.  The transfers and tickets (new as of the 1st?) have a silver strip which can not be reproduced simply by photocopy.  I smell a marketing scheme coordinated with the chamber of commerce, a city on baited breath to impress a certain kind of visitor.  A identity crisis between local and resident, between stakeholder and shareholder.

     "Who are we that we should argue against their hatred?  ...before their very eyes, we turn into our homeland the land...in which they and their forefathers have had.  ...without the steel helmet and the cannon we cannot plant a tree and build a home.  ...we see the hatred fermenting and filling lives of hundreds of thousands...who sit around us."  ...the speech epitomizes the stark philosophy of the 'Arab Fighter'; that is to say, the...equivalent of what the Americans used to call an Indian-fighter, a type common to the second generation of settlers in...conflict with the native population - the 'Arab Fighter', gradually emerged to become the most typical and celebrated element of the forces...  The National Home had been conceived as the answer to...the ghetto, but anything more closely resembling a massive, armed ghetto than the fortress state...would be hard to find.  "We have to set up a dynamic state bent upon expansion."  Military conquest would stimulate...growth in manpower and wealth, in prestige, self-confidence and ideological conviction.  Growth, dynamism, the maintaining of a permanent sense of emergency...  "And if we cannot get real peace for ten or twenty years...there will be some blessing in it..."  "...peace...could have had disasterous effects....  ...under the impact of free and peaceful association...would in all probability...maintain their old culture which is incompatible with a modern, strong, and homogeneous...nation...  The people would have lost their sense of crisis and purpose.  We...still are...fighting...for...the creation of one homogeneous nation - one culture, one language.  Everything was subordinated to this."  ...a permanent violation of international law and order...  The highly politicized religious hierarchy contributed...who 'rave about the army...applaud...armed violence' and 'certify...the...army...in conformity with the teachings of...religion.'  - Hirst
     ...the I-25 and Broadway [lightrail] Station Area Plan...was constructed using the philosophy of transit-oriented development (TOD) as a guide.  TOD, according [sic] reconnectingamerica.org "is a type of community development that includes...amenities integrated into a walkable neighborhood and...quality public transportation."  ...a dense, urban, mixed-use center...with an "area of influence"...  - the profile, January 2016
     ...the pressures toward discouragement, surrender, and family breakup...  ...it is of transcendent importance that the young man get connected with the world of work.   he must avoid the diseases of disconnection, alienation, disaffection, down-spiraling, and crystalization of failure.  Do...policy-makers...want to encourage the weak and disadvantaged to organize...against those who are strong at the top, or do they think it better to attend to the inequities...to spread the benefits of the affluent society?  The "apolitical stratum" does little beyond formal voting...  It may be apolitical for lack of educational breadth, distance from the political and governmental culture, absorption with personal matters, or as a general pattern of exclusion from community life.  ...slum people...feel they are out.  The world of success and the good things of life is somewhere else.  The poor and the slum residents know that things are run by somebody else.  They have no stake in the larger community, they do not make its decisions, and most do not expect to get anywhere in it.  ...alienation from the institutions and systems through which...human development is nourished and the culture is perpetuated...formation of subcultures with values at variance from those of the dominant culture...  Reference to the possibility that slum residents may get so active that they "get out of hand" or go off on...a tangent may sound utopian to those who have experience in trying to organize some low income people for...political participation.  The most extreme prescription, of course, is the communist one of revolution.  ...power or the good things of life...have to be taken by force, and power lodged in the hands of...the proletariat.  - Hunter
     As a self-described Christian conservative...  ...had in recent years sworn off both parties as an unafflilated voter, but recently registered as a Republican to run for Congress.  "I'm going to be known as the homeless congressman.  I have a passion to help and I'm going to be down feeding the homeless."  ...an Internet radio talk-show host and author.  He and his wife are also "Christian marriage coaches."  ...taking a break from his online marketing business...  - Denver Herald Dispatch, 1/7/2016

      Monday.  My bike in the shop for a tune up, I board the bus for home.  An employee of another business in the shopping center sits behind me and we converse in Spanish.  She is a native of El Salvador.  She works at a pizza place but never takes pizza home because she doesn't like it.  She has an overweight cat, whose name is the Spanish word for Fatso.  The current driver rotation for this route is a guy who like to be on the mic for the duration of his trip, embellishing it with his proverbial verbiage to the wise; stay away from negative people, enjoy your day, be productive.  He must think we are all ex-cons.  The lady behind me waits for me to translate his speeches.
     Tuesday.  I'm on the bus to the train station.  The driver approaches the wrong gate with the bus, and must loop around the drive to the correct one.  A passenger stands at the rear exit.  "You're goin' the wrong way, 'Slice," he admonishes the driver.  Some eight hours later, I catch my first bus home from work.  Same driver, usual proverbial verbiage.  Just as I sit down, a passenger in back exclaims, "Ahhh!"  The  driver asks, "You alright back there, brother?"  "Yes," the passenger replies.  Then, quietly, he tells the driver, "Now, shut up."  The driver, talking to another passenger about Australia taking away its citizens' guns, does not appear to hear him.  We continue on as the driver continues to speak.  He mentions connecting routes as we pass certain avenues, he tells us to stay positive, to keep smiling.  It's just too much for this passenger in back.  He yells, "SHUT UP!" in a demented voice.  The driver goes quiet for just a minute, until he stops to pick up another passenger.  The driver, in his customary way with all passengers, greets this new passenger and offers him a seat.  He sits behind me and replies, "Thank you."  "Thank you for the thank you," says the driver.  "This guy never shuts up," says the passenger behind us as we turn into the train station.  The guy behind be tells the one in back that he is an asshole.  The driver says, "Say again?"  As an argument ensues between the two passengers, I disembark for the train.  On the train is a goofy-looking guy in the aisle, asking each passenger for money 'to help him with the bus.'  He has a seat next to someone with a bike, who asks him about something which he notices on the guy.  "They're florescent," goofy guy answers.  "That means they change colors."  At my station, I step out and over to the gate for my bus home.  I wait there under a street lamp with someone in a Captain America shirt.  There are so many moving here, even the Captain bought in.  The flying aircraft carrier must have just dropped him off.  To bad he isn't saying anything, or I might tell his florescent ass to "SHUT UP!"  The bus comes to collect us, including the Captain, and I have a quiet ride at last.  This driver is a friend, tells me Happy New Year.  He drops me on my boulevard, and it's a bit before my last bus ushers me a few blocks home.  I sit right next to a little old Hispanic guy.  He has a hole in the left leg of his jeans, either from a welding spark or a cigarette burn, and his pants are faded by the sun in a pattern which make whoever wears them appear as if they just pissed their pants.  In his left fist are some crumpled dollar bills.  Whenever I see something like this, I always wonder if these are the clues to some kind of metaphorical puzzle.  An hour after my first bus experience, now it's this passenger who won't shut up.  He is quietly repeating the same sentence.  "I'm going through.  I'm going through."  He mentions some of the streets which we will pass along the way, asks me if I am "going through?"  Is he drunk?  The streets he mentions are correct, they're dead on.  This time, it's the driver who turns to the passenger.  In an accent from Africa, he tells the guy, "Sir, you can't shut your mouth?  You're not saying anything serous." I consider making my own exclamation, that "Well, turnabout is fair play, isn't it?"  I would be just a voice in this darkness.  I decide to shut up.
      As I have been back on the transit system, and off the bike trail, during this the first full week of 2016, with its revamped and improved bus schedules and transfers, once again I feel as though I am among the proletariat.  Especially during daylight hours such as Wednesday morning, here at the train station.  When I return to the bike trail, it shall be to what Alger Hiss referred to as "the road of the informant," upon which "it is always night."  The bike trail after dark, with its scenes of distant shopping malls, evokes the impression that civilization is far away.  Were Mr. Hiss on the trail today, perhaps he would be pushing a stolen shopping cart.  The following evening, I have my bike back for the moment.  I ride home as it spits snow which crackles as it hits the power lines.  Wednesday evening, I'm on a bus back to my neighborhood with who appear to be three people who are all related.  They are discussing the "charges" against one of them, a young guy with a pencil thin mustache, and "charges" against someone else who all of them appear to know.  The young guy says of her, "I read her case."
     Friday.  Snow.  I must wait until I can take my bike back to the shop for replacement of a part.  I unsuccessfully attempt to contact my new insurance company.  And I am on the train with a guy I first saw last year, at the train station on a private university.  He's a young and long, wavy-haired dude who ain't right in the head.  He carries a laptop on which he watches movies.  Earlier this week, I saw him get off the bus with it.  He may have been the one yelling at the gabby driver to shut up.  This afternoon, he walks the train car aisle, asking passengers if they "can spare anything so I can get something to eat at McDonald's?"  Wednesday, I saw the goofy guy from the night before, also walking the train car aisle panhandling.   Today, out in the blowing flurries where I got on the train, there was one guy standing and listening to a friend standing next to him.The one talking had a bike, a scarf, and a groovy fishing hat covered in pins or patches.  He was talking about this year's announced expansion of the transit system train lines into the metro area.   "I mean, I'm glad they're expanding.  But I'm homeless.  It's hard enough to take the train."  This evening after work it's a quarter to 8 PM.  I traverse an icy parking lot toward the bus stop.  On the bench is a guy with a grey Civil War beard and in full cold weather gear, drinking a cup of coffee.  As I approach, he gets up and walks over to ponder a pair of nearby dumpsters before returning to the sidewalk.  A pickup accelerates past us, leaving diesel exhaust in its wake.  He waves his arm in front of his face until he's satisfied that the air is safe to breathe.
     The following morning, I'm out the door to catch what a couple of weeks ago was the 5:54 AM bus.  I remember while at the bus stop that the schedule for this bus may have changed with the others on Sunday.  As I am attempting to read the schedule in the dark, it shows up.  It's now the 5:43.  So I don't want any questions about why I leave for work early.  I've listened to my share of transit system passengers complain about the schedule, 'okay, Slice?'  The driver this morning is one competent "operator of this bus" as the sign says.  She wants to know if I am using a new discount coupon before she asks if I want a day pass or a transfer.  That's more information that I've ever had from a driver.  I wonder if she's a supervisor.  She confirms what I suspected Sunday, that the transfers are now good for 3 hours, as opposed to an hour and a half.  I don't read the newspaper, online or on newsprint, and I don't have a mobile device or phone.  Even so, I would be surprised if the transit system was doing any advertising on twitter or sending texts.  I don't even think I've seen one hashtag on a posted ad for the system.  It did post ads on its trains and buses, announcing its rail line expansion.  And the disembodied female twin voice of Hal will, on occasion, come out of the message boards hanging over the train platforms, announcing schedule delays due to special events.  Usually taking place downtown.  And I'm now seeing signs alerting us to upcoming marathons on the bike trail.  But it would appear to be up to us, together with whatever may be offered by the transit system's roving ambassadors ("SHUT UP!"), to decipher whatever changes are being implemented in the fare system.  I do see, splashed across the outside of an entire train, an ad for either a new Pixar release or some cryptic product or service.  It's a graphic character in Dr. Evil gear, laughing as bombs fall behind him.  Hey, fresh bomb daddy, shut up, Slice!

     ...poor people...must act in concert.  To accomplish this getting together of people who live in an atmosphere of disagreement and helplessness, issues and dormant conflicts must be highlighted and exacerbated, so that the dispirited will have something to rally around and get excited about.  Enemies must be identified...  Then, with this base...voter registration, picketing, boycotting, publicity, public meetings, threats, and so on.  "There can be no darker...tragedy than the death of a man's faith in a man's...power to direct his future."  ...the establishment...to "cool out" the potential negative votes...  ...to access...citizen participation...  ...did the group...have staying power?  Did it have to be nursed along interminably?  Was it taken over by a few people...inflating their own purpose?  Was it able to influence large and powerful institutions?  Was it able to spark...changes in institutional and bureaucratic methods?  ...were the people involved...a true cross-section of the neighborhood or area, or were they semi-professional at...community organization?  Was the leadership limited to people...already on their way...out of the slum...?  Did the organization...retain the character of "us"?  "...we find or form a group of people (they need not be 'talented' or prominent, indeed we often work with ex-prisoners, ex-mental patients, or bottom stream secondary school children); then, by means of a survey we draw their attention to some existing social evil or injustice (better still, if they spot it themselves...)"  For low income people...organizing...methods must...differ from ...the usual P.T.A., League of Women Voters...  Physical and visual rather than aural.  (How long can you listen to...the secretary's report of the last meeting?)  Content-centered rather than form-centered.  (Who cares...what the by-laws should say?  Let's get down to business.)  Externally-oriented rather thn introspective.  (Jow Blow got fired because the foreman didn't like him, not because he was late...)  Problem-centered rather than abstract-centered.  (...a racial-mixed hosing project.  I don't care where it's located.)  Inductive rather than deductive.  Spacial rather than temporal.  Slow, careful, patient...rather than quick, clever, facile.  Games and action preferred to tests.  Expressive rather than instrumental orientation.  Words learned in relation to action...  (Inventive word power and "hip" language.)  ...small groups meeting at odd places like the back of a cafe or bar...  Participation in community affairs and decision making is one of the routes to upward mobility.  Witness the policy of many companies to encourage their employees to play a part in community activities and voluntary organizations, and the readiness of "busy" businessmen to accept appointment to boards and committees or respectable organizations seeking to improve the community.  Black nationalism engages people who have never been engaged before.  The...NAACP and CORE pull...people into participation.  The student movments combine civil rights objectives with social reform and...individual service (Student Non-Violent Coordinating Committee, Students for a Democratic Society, Northern Student Movement)...  - Hunter

"1948"
June 5.
Bao Dai, French High Commissioner 'Emile Bollert, and general Nguyen Van Xuan sign the Baie d'Along Agreement to establish State of Viet-Nam...
July 20.
The government of South-Vietnam rejects the North Vietnamese government's invitation to discuss the elections, on the grounds that in North-Vietnam the people would not be able to express their will freely..
"1956"
October 26
A republic is proclaimed by Ngo Dinh Diem who becomes the first President of South-Vietnam.
"1959"
Auguet 30.
Second national elections give the National Revolutionary Movement and other pro-Government political parties all seats in the National Assembly in South-Vietnam.  No opposition candidates are allowed to take their seats.
"1960"
November 13.
U.S. State department expresses satisfaction at the failure of the coup against President Diem and also hopes that "his powers will be established on a wider basis with rapid implementation of radical reforms and energetic action against corruption-suspected elements."
"1964"
February 18.
Secretary McNamara  testifies before Congress that the "bulk" of the United States forces in Viet-Nam can still be expected to leave by 1965.
March 26.
In a major policy speech, Secretary Mcnamara announces that an additional ...50 thousand more troops would be levied in South Viet-Nam, and that the war there might not be finished "in the first thousand days of the Johnson Administration."
"1965"
March 24.
Secretary of State dean Rusk explains in a press conference that use of "police type" gases in South-Vietnam does not constitute "gas warfare."
July 15.
"Voluntary censorship" of news requested of journalists by U.S. Military Assistance Command, Viet-Nam.  - Raskin and Fall
August 2.
Pittsburgh, PA, U.S.  Brother Love is born.  For better or worse...

     Here was a people who had conquered another's land and expelled its inhabitants - here it was winning ecstatic approval for yet more conquests and more expulsions.  ...the Arabs would attempt to restore merely a portion of...civil and religious rights of the...inhabitants of Palestine...which had been taken away by force and then be universally condemned for doing so...  ...this international goodwill...created a whole new empty 'framework' to be filled in.  ...overnight...  It all gushed forth...in a torrent of biblico-strategic, clerico-military...imagery.  It was atheists talking about the "God of the armies'.  It was paratroopers...a bible in one hand and a rifle in the other...  ...biblical poems and hymns set to jazz on the weekly hit parade.  - Hirst
     Our authentic self is constantly trying to get our attention.  ...we naturally...see how redefining moments appear as needed.  They are drawn to us sequentially...in the process of staying the course on our pilgrimage, each one a perfectly aligned portal in space and time, opening and closing, creating whatever experience is required to guide us to heightened awareness of our authentic self.  - natural awakenings, 2/2016

     Sunday evening.  6 PM.  I head over to the Vietnamese restaurant behind where I live for dinner.  I pass someone in their car, parked in my townhome lot.  They are listening to music.  I suspect that some residents do this perhaps because they live with large families, and the ones in their cars are looking for some privacy.  Or the rest of their families don't like hip-hop.  Or they are making out.  I don't know.  Outside, the boulevard sounds like the Indy 500.  At the restaurant, it's jumpin'.  One family appears to be from India.  At least half of the customers are some kind of Caucasian ski bum couples.  All the guys have beards.  One, with a red Civil War beard, I swear was here last Sunday.  I order, and when it arrives it has peanuts on it.  As I am allergic, I send it back,  They are kind enough to make me one without peanuts.  In the mean time, a Caucasian couple sits behind me, eats, and leaves.  One tall Caucasian couple, both in huge dreadlocks, sits in front of me.  I can't tell which one, or both, smell like body odor.  The guy, who sounds like some post-stoner, sounds as if he is telling someone on his phone about the amount of marijuana he scored.  I get my chow, eat a bit, get a box for the leftovers, and head up to the counter to pay.  On the way, I am stealing glances at all these Caucs, wondering where they all come from, and where they all go.  On the way back home, someone is still in their car, listening to music.

     There were ordinary men and women around him.  Hell, "he" was ordinary enough.  There were just too many of him.  Like a clone.  ...there was a...bum...  ...Harold said,,,"have you noticed something funny?  People in brown sweaters and jeans?"
     "Hell yes, buddy," the bum said.  "Kind of light brown hair?  And tennis shoes?  Hell, yes, they're all over the place."   He shook his head dazedly.  "Can't get no money out of 'em."  ...every third or forth one of them was the person in the brown sweater and the blue short-sleeved shirt.  It was like an invasion from Mars.  And he saw that some of the normal people - people like himself - were staring at them from time to time.  And the farther downtown he looked the more he saw of an array of brown sweaters...  ...he looked down at his own clothes and was relieved to see that he was not himself wearing  a brown sleeveless sweater and that his jeans were not the pale and faded kind that the person - that the multitude - was wearing.  ...people...were now about one half sandy-haired  and sweatered and the other half just random people.  he realized that the repeated person hadn't seemed to crowd the city any more than usual.  They weren't "new", then.  If anything, they were replacing the others.  - "Out of Luck", by Walter Tevis, OMNI Magazine, November 1980

     Monday.  I have my bike back, this time properly repaired.  I'm on my way to work around noon, out on the trail where I turn to take another.  There is a woman who appears to be out for a walk, on a "bike" trail.  She doesn't notice me, perhaps because she is watching a dump truck or something back up in a parking lot.  When she does notice me, she acts startled.  A guy in a hard hat is there to tell her everything is okay.  There are still some heroes in America.  The following day to work and night home, I come up behind a handful of people out walking on the trail who don't notice me.  I feel as though my having to announce my presence is just too strange.  Tuesday night, sometime after I am asleep, I have a dream about going to work.  In this dream I ask random strangers for a ride.  As usual in my dreams, there never is any explanation how I know that I can always count on somebody I don't know giving me a ride to work, but I am convinced.  The last ride is from someone who I think is a guy but turns out to be a woman.  She says she has to get her truck fixed and she intentionally drives down a highway embankment of stones and through a spillway full of water.  We arrive at a garage next to a train station, and I tell her that I can take the train home.  And none too soon...
     Wednesday.  On the trail to work.  It's the first day close to 50 degrees F in some time and there are more people walking, running, and walking their dog on this trail today than I have ever seen.  I announce my presence to one in Spanish.  Another is crossing the ice with trepidation as I pass her on the right.  Through the neighborhood of opulence, a middle-aged couple is out in their driveway.  One of their two dogs appears to be wandering away.  When I alert them to this, the wife lets the husband know that I am trying to get their attention.  I point at their little dog making its way across the snow covered neighbor's yard when it comes running in my direction.  It stands and barks at me.  On the ride home, along the river, I smell smoke and hear who I think is someone with a campfire on the bank.  Off the trail, I am back on the street.  As I walk my bike up a steep hill, in the yard of a bungalow is a guy sitting crosslegged and rapping with earbuds in his ears.  Rapping in the dark under a hazy crescent moon.  Ahead, in the sky, a police helicopter turns circles in an overcast sky.  I follow it back to my street.  As I cruise through the park, a police car slowly goes past with its spotlight on.

     ...arranging our social and economic institutions and systems so that there are opportunities for all to...participate in social relationships that are not hurtful or destructive, to be part of a larger society...  A mother may seek help from Legal Aid in staving off the bill collector for the installments on the television set.  The older boy may be in trouble with the police, the teen-age daughter may be pregnant out of wedlock, and there may be a mentally defective child in the home...  ...just one big problem for the mother.  This is the 'multi-problem family.'  ...people who are sophisticated about certain aspects of life in the slum jungle...  ...with low income families and individuals.  ...lower class ways of living do not equip them to ...verbalize, to ruminate introspectively, and to look within the personality...  This sounds very much like an anthropologist's treatise on the culture of the natives on some isolated island, of which the missionaries will have to take account.  The parallels are very close.  ...Mobilization for Youth...called for...suggestions...  Keep interviews...with not too much note writing.  Don't be afraid of humor.  Do not diagnose with middle class standards.  Learn the idiom of the low income client...  Treatment may take place in unusual places.  ...a family celebration...at the corner bar...sitting in a truck, or...pushing the baby carriage...  The consequences of...(e.g., drug addiction) should be clearly...discussed.  Capitalize on the fact that the psychological difficulties...diminish...when...involved in...a religious movement, hobby, a social movement.  Involvement in the movements to improve the social, political, and ethnocentric position...may have strong therapeutic effects...  Participation...may give...the client...a feeling of..being somebody...  ...the Black Muslim movement...has had just this effect...  ...perhaps it is time ti err in new directions.  Let it be known that it is all right...to express personal feeling to a professional who is not a priest or minister...  These suggested modifications...are all in the direction of facilitating rapport...between professional social workers, who are highly educated and come from middle class backgrounds, and low income, low status, or lower class clients.  [Right on, man!]  ...many people still resident in the slums, carefully selected, can perform a number of tasks in social screaming, as well as other institutions functioning in the slums...  They may in fact...accomplish...objectives better than...personnel whose personal milieu is the middle class world.  "Since it is doubtful that middle-class professionals can soon develop the knowledge and empathy needed to communicate with lower-class clients, it may be necessary to dichotomize these professionals...  ...people who have themselves come out of the lower-class culture...using their talent - for it is a talent - to mediate between the classes."  - Hunter

     "...we had the feeling we were living at the summit, breathing pure air.  We had fought to reach the summit; we were content with what we had achieved...  ...we made our own private peace with all this.  ...the great disturbance we feel today lies in our understanding...that we were wrong.  We have to acknowledge this.  ...villages were built in place of...villages...these geography books no longer exist.  Nahalal arose in place of Mahlul, Gvat inthe place of Jibta, Sarid in the pkace of Haneifa, and Kfar-Yehoshua in the place of Tel-Sheman.  There is not one single place in this country that did not have a former...population.  We are doomed to live in a constant state of war...and there is no escape from sacrifice and bloodshed.  If we are to proceed with our work...we shall have to expect such sacrifices.  This is what used to be called 'goat by goat'.  ...there will be complaints against you if you come and say: 'up to here.'  Your duty is not to stop; it is to keep your sword unsheathed, to have faith, to keep the flag flying."  In...the strategist there was a streak of fatalism.  ...doomed, therefore, to expand to better prosecute the conflict.  As a politician...sometimes assumed the plumage of a dove.  ...existence and defiance...depended exclusively on its own strong right arm...master not merely of its destiny but of that of the entire Middle East.  The ideology of force...by dint of almost unchallenged repetition, aquired a sacrosanct character  ...the "Arab-fighter' aquired a new title, 'emporer of the occupied...', - Hirst

     For the Western conception...seems to be like a disastrous and dog-eared poker hand of unrelated cards, most of them left over from he last century.  ...the cultivated, callous, opium-smoking criminal.  ...the petty crooks and dope peddlers...  Cowards and cold-blooded torturers...known...to eat unborn mice, monkey's brains hot from the hacked-off head, hundred-year-old eggs, and snakes cooked alive in boiling rice.  ...they talk that murderous mixture of English, Portuguese, and bastard Cantonese strung together...  No one can possibly include in one composite portrait the traits of the half-starved...Communist cadre...the jovial overblown Hong Kong merchant, heavy with...the importunities of his seven wives, the Cambridge-trained lawyer practicing putts in his downtown office...  ..the Caucasoid gazes with pride at his fashionably furnished "Chinese" lounge with its splendid paintings of a seated mandarin and his spouse...the solid teak coffee table, the pale green vase...  The...mandarin and his wife...are obviously not the ancestors of these people.  ...the thing he's stuck orchids in is not a vase but a cheap cylinder for holding rolled-up scrolls, and the coffee table is a copy of the kind Chinese butchers use for killing pigs on.  ...stools with the "long life" character carved into the seats...they can only come from an undertaker's.  Why doesn't he bring a coffin into te room, and have done?  ...the European's choice of his own personal misconception of China...depend on how devout...he was and when he was born.  To the agnostic of the Eighteenth century we use the golden legend of the great Confucian state..changeless, peaceful, inert, and practically embalmed...  To the Victorian curchgoer...China was the nightmare of the Protestant missionary...  - The Chinese Looking Glass,  by Dennis Bloodworth, 1966

Mark's Meat Locker
     A young man came to the door saying they had a case of meat they were unable to deliver and did I want to have it for free.  Then the "dad" gets out of the vehicle with the box of meat - opens it up and says it sells for $400 but would "give" it to me for $120!  I said, no.  The meat looked off color...  They were ready to continue their pitch when the mailman pulled up.  I just looked online and this is the same routine they use over and over.  - Nextdoor Westwood, 1/14/2016

     There's no magical meal fairy that shops, slices, mixes and cooks up healthy food.  ...there are menus to plan...  It may make sense...  If the hands-on work of shopping is one of your weak points in meal preparation, consider the value of paying someone else to do that...  ...fresh, flavorful and unblemished produce.  ...Instacart, Google express, Amazon Fresh and Door to Door Organics...  Companies such as Hello Fresh, Blue Apron and Plated...  ...shopping online might help you...reduce impulse buying.  Wandering the store means seeing...baked goods and frozen treats, as well as seasonal items like plants, sports apparel and other items that are hidden budget-busters.  Ordering online means you'll avoid these altogether.  
     ...include comfortable shoes for gravel walkways and uneven surfaces...  Angry dogs, fearful children, fallen food and people allergic to animal dander aren't a good pairing with award-winning wines.  Broken cookies, crayons of Lego pieces on the floor around adults who have been tasting wine could be...dangerous...  - Her Life, 1/2016

     Thursday.  After a 12-hour shift, and after happening upon a sheet of frozen melted snow, and having my bike go out from under me, and slamming my head on the ice, and fortunately having my helmet preventing me from even having any pain at all, I am back in my own neighborhood, chasing another police helicopter home.  Right after checking my mailbox around a quarter to 9 PM, two police cars go racing up my street with their lights on.  After I get inside, I can hear more police following them.  The next morning, I am racing to the bus stop, from a deathburger, to make the approaching bus.  On a grocery shopping trip before work, I'm dragging my freshly purchased groceries in a cardboard box on a tiny collapsible dolly.  As I come running through a parking lot, a pickup truck with racing stripes takes off from the intersection at the green light, and goes roaring down the boulevard.  The pickup smoked my microwave oven box full of groceries.  Out on the trail a couple of hours later, I come upon some bird watchers.  I pass a handful listening to a woman speaking about the Red American squirrel.  Much further down the trail, closer to work, I happen upon a couple of guys I've seen here before.  Next to one winding part of the trail, a guy sits cross-legged on a low hill, up the bank of a wooded creek.  Sitting in the sun with shades on below his knit cap, he sounds as if he has some kind of bronchial cough.  His pal stands on the trail.  He's a tall guy with what appears to be a new lime children's BMX bike.  He holds it, motionless.  Eight hours later, I am approaching my townhome complex.  It's across the avenue from a building which has been in the process of being renovated for more than a year.  At one end of the parking lot is a Port-o-John.  I hear the door slam as I look up to watch a resident of my complex walk back to his unit.  The residents may have all signed a petition to have our previous HOA president removed, but she should be proud that at least one of us is doing our part to save on the water bill.
     Saturday.  A dusting of overnight was predicted, but is nowhere to be found.  But it is cold.  16 degrees F.  I'm bundled up from head to toe.  I am close to work when I realize that I can not feel any of my toes.  Monday, I am back out on the trail.. The weather is headed to close to 50 degrees F after a couple of weeks or more in single digits, and the trail is rife with dog-walkers, couples hand in hand, weirdos in nylon knit jackets with no shirts, bikes, and strollers.  Toward the end of the trail, I happen behind a young woman walking three bulldogs preventing me from getting around her.  In front of us are a couple arguing with each other who don't see any of us.  When they notice us, the pause until we all pass between them before resuming their argument.  I then pass the bulldogs and their owner.  That's life on the big trail.  Some eight hours later, I am off the trail home and headed toward my own street.  In a residential neighborhood, on a sidewalk in front of a home, is a woman gasping for breath.  She is half-laying and texting on her phone on the ground.  The following morning, I am on a bus down the street, on my way to meet my new doctor.  It's also the bus to the neighborhood high school, and there are a couple of posing, tough-looking teens among the students.  Thirteen hours later, I am waiting for my last bus home, at a stop popular with drunks during warmer months.  This evening, a guy I got off the connecting bus with is carrying a pizza box.  He asks me if I want any pizza.  I decline, and he wanders down one side of shops in a Vietnamese shopping center.  he puts his box down and goes into one restaurant.  Then he crosses the parking lot and goes into another at the opposite end of the center.  He comes out with a small bag of something, comes back to the stop, and we both get on the bus when it comes.

     "If the Summit County Parade of Homes is any indicator of what people want, Mountain Modern, Mountain Industrial and Traditional Mountain Elegant..."  ...common layout features...were larger gathering spaces...and entertainment rooms.  Open floor plans...no formally designated dining or living rooms...  MOUNTAIN MODERN  The interiors...simple, with more angular to round shapes, and muted colors of taupe, gray, silver and black.  ...used to draw attention with a "pop."  ALPINE ELEGANT  ...rustic elements...fashioned into an "ambiance of elegance," especially in luxury homes...  ...timeless feel of gabled roof lines...bringing the outside elements inside...granite or quartz...  ...cedar...shingles, combined with color elements...  ..soaring ceilings within peaked rooflines...  .- Explore SUMMIT, Winter 2016
     Resorts like Taos tend to attract the best of the best when it comes to ski patrol.  ...North American ski communities are some of the most expensive places to live on the planet.  According to December 2015 figures from Coldwell Banker...a single family home in Park City, Utah is $2.9 million, with condos and townhomes averaging $1.5 million.
     ...they...give me exuberant high-fives before they...help the next stoked skier...  This is what a tribe feels like, I think.  ...there's no drama, no lines, no attitude...  It's a far cry from the battle of traffic...and bad attitudes I faced when I lived on the Front Range...  ...the Base Area Services Manager...he's one of the crew heading up the informal "high-fives for everyone" movement.  ...you notice something...there's no base area development, no condos, no faux-Bavarian shopping area.  ...no expensive mountain-top restaurants.  You can feel...high-five vibe down in...the rest of Chaffee County too.  Stop in Absolute Bikes...and you won't encounter a back room of shop techs sneering at you...  Maybe that is really what drives the stoke here.  "...I'm so proud we're one of the few left providing a unique and real Colorado experience."  All I ask...you had better give me a high five.  - Elevation Outdoors, 1-2/2016
     The...army, a people's army...vanquished vast hostile forces.  ...our ancestral heritage liberated and...a city...redeemed...  In the hour of deliverance...new vistas have been opened...  A sacred duty to upbuild the country...  - Hirst
     With many of the individuals that...Colorado Affordable Legal Services (CALS)...helps belonging to the lower and middle classes, a sudden eviction can quickly lead to unintentional  and unplanned homelessness.  Officially termed as Forcible Entry and Detainer (FED)...an eviction can move...sometimes in less than a week.  ...the evicted party...risk[s] becoming homeless.  "Everyone that is homeless...  Some were just told by the court that they couldn't live there anymore..  The problem that we are seeing is the lack of affordable housing and rent control."  In 2014 there were more than 8,000 FED's filed in Denver.  ...each...eviction...stays on...the tenant...record for seven years, with the ruling requiring no explanation...  "Once an FED has been placed, there is no landlord in Colorado that is going to touch that tenant."...refers to an eviction as a "Scarlet Letter."  ...CALS plans to open the Colorado Eviction Defense Center (CEDC) in early 2016.  - Life on Capitol Hill, 1/2016

     Wednesday.  I get to work and the guy I have been working with since October is gone.  A new face is looking at me as I walk in the door.  She is from Mali she tells me.  She was a buyer for a company there.  I don't know why she had to leave.  Al-Shabob?  She doesn't mention anything about it.  She speaks four languages.  Thursday.  I have the results of blood work which was done before I lost weight.  My new doctor would like new blood work after the weight loss.  This morning, shortly after 7:30 AM, I am down the street to catch a bus to get the more blood taken.  That's what happens when your year-old insurance coop goes out of business, your doctor you've known for forty minutes resigns, and you are successful in finding new insurance and subsequently a new doctor.  In front of a high school, huddled inside a bus shelter on this chilly January morning.  There are perhaps ten male students smoking marijuana and spraying air freshener.  The bus comes and takes me down the road, where a young woman gets on.  The natural color of her eyebrows lets me know that her hair is dyed blonde.  She is wearing a white T-shirt with big typewriter script on the front.  It reads, I literally do not care."  Friday.  Another nice afternoon.  There are twice as many bike riders, adult tricycle riders, runners, and walkers as the last nice day on this trail.  I can't turn a corner without running into someone.  On the way home, seven hours later, I pass someone small on a miniature motorcycle.  He's waving at me as he goes past in the dark, having just come over a bridge from the trailhead.  There are not supposed to be any motorized vehicles out here on the trail.  But at least he is not pushing a stolen shopping cart.  Saturday.  Between 6 and 7 AM.  Out on the trail, the sky and ice are red.  The river is cerulean.  The sunrise approaches.  If I don't stop screwing around taking pictures, I will be late to work.  In the morning, I watch the moon set behind the mountains.  On the way home, it's dark again, I watch it rise in the east.  Moon to moon...

     '...has been the...capital for 3,000 years...'  This is historical nonsense.  But to the devout...it makes bedrock emotional sense.  ...bringing the spiritual appearance of the city into harmony with the spiritual reality.  ...on their immense new fund of international goodwill.  ...the 'doubtful Maghreb community' would have to go.  And go it did.  ...beneficiaries of an endowment which Saladin's son had founded seven hundred years before, were turned out of their homes at a few minutes notice.  A thousand people...were scattered into...lanes and streets, in a nearby market, an unfinished school...  ...they were wiping whole villages off the face of the earth.  ...Beit Nuba, Imwas and Yalu...  Their 10,000 inhabitants scattered were to the four winds.  ...Sister Marie-Therese, a French nun...from the order of Companions of Jesus...recorded in her diary...  '...donkeys wandered about the ruins.  Here and there a crushed piece of furnature, or a torn pillow stuck out of the mass of plaster...  A cooking pan and its lid abandoned in the middle of the road.  They were not given enough time...'  ...the story of Beit Nuba: 'They told us that they were driven out everywhere...wandering like this for four days, without food, without water, some dying on the road.  They...said we had better kill them.  A father ground wheat by hand to feed his four children.  On the horizon we could see the next group arriving.  A man carrying 100 lbs of flour in a sack - he had walked like that, mile after mile.  More old people, more women, more babies.  They dropped down exhausted where we told them to sit.  ...soldiers burst into tears.  We stopped a car with a major...  We asked...why these refugees were sent from one place to another and driven out of everywhere.  They told us that this was good for them, they should go.  refugees arrived, until there were hundreds of them.  We drove them out.  They go on wandering in the south like lost cattle.'  How magnanimous the...victors must have seemed...judged by their radio...  ...'administrative detention'.  This imprisonment of politically-minded intellectuals, who were the natural...Arab minority...leaders...had been a time-honoured practice.  ...whole families were confined in total isolation from the outside world.  ...relatives of theirs were suspected...of working for the resistance.  Crowded into tents surrounded by barbed wire, they were denied radios, newspapers...  Woman and children would be put in one camp, male relatives...in another.  The whole male population of a village or refugee camp, from fourteen to seventy years of age, would be...herded into a stockade.  ...fathers and children would not be together.  Both groups would be made to kneel, squat...or...some...posture.  Thus they would remain for two or three days, and the soldiers who guarded them would keep firing in the air above their heads.  ...among the women killed or wounded were those who...made a dash for the lavatories.  ...left nearly a million...leaderless...  ...in those desperate first months of exile, their immediate concern was to keep body and soul together.  Those with means and skills, mainly the urban middle classes, tried to rebuild their lives wherever they could.  
"If Jesus could see it now,
 He would preach 'jihad' with the sword!
 The land in which he grew
 Has given birth to a million slaves.
 Why does not He revolt,
 Settle this account, tooth for tooth and eye for eye?
 In despite of all His teachings
 The West's dagger is red with blood...
 O apostle of forgiveness!  In our misfortune
 Neither forgiveness nor love avail!"
     "...our fundamental desire is for the land..which was ours, whose loss we deem...above all else, a national dishonour, a badge of ignominy...  We made it what it was.  If that goes, if that is taken from us, then everything goes...our very being, our humanity, our name.  The quest of honour is to return to our usurped earth.  ...the only good is that which leads to the usurper state; and peace - peace is vengeance...against the burchers of Deir Yassin, the criminals of Qibya and Nahalin.  Such is the psychological state in which we live...thus we do measure morals and ideals; in this scale do we weigh events.  ...we only desire life insofar as life enables us to begin the battle for our land, our earth, our freedom and our dignity.  We cannot just run to the United Nations, dominated by America and the imperialist sttes under its influence.  We cannot rely on the world conscience as represented by the UN, which speaks for the hateful...  ...governments have stopped...mouths, tied...hands..."  - Hirst

     Shan Yang pulled Ch'in...together into a tight-knit state under a highly centralized government.  The people of Ch'in were to be organized into groups of families which would be mutually responsible for each other's good behavior and would be punished collectively...  Subjects of Ch'in were not allowed to leave the state, were regimented for forced labor, terrorized by secret police...  Mention of culture made Shan Yang reach for his sword.  He looked on love as the archenemy...  Shan Yang taught total war.  The entire people must be mobilized for conquest - men, women, and children.  - Bloodworth



     Sunday.  If what I hear is true, from two separate homeless guys, the city's football team won the AFC Championship being hosted up the boulevard from where I live.  I either hear fireworks, or ISIS is shelling the direction of Boys' and Girls' Club a few blocks from said residence.  Before I go to bed, the boulevard sounds again like a racetrack.  How can it be as loud in January as it was this past summer?  Monday.  I am called into work early.  Shortly after coming off of the trail to work, I'm turning the corner up a hill through an opulent neighborhood.  As the sun is rising, I watch a tall and grey-haired guy carefully walking toward the way I just came.  he is walking down the street in slacks and a leather coat, and carrying a leather briefcase.  He looks like the late Cesar Romero, the actor who played The Joker in the original Batman TV series, in the 1960s.  Some nine hours later, I'm on the trail home.  We had a short but intense afternoon snow.  The moon is coming up and throwing shadows across a snow covered golf course.  Working open to close has pre-empted my workout, which I do first thing the next morning.  From the gym, the bus gets me downtown in jig time.  I grab breakfast at a bagel place there before I'm off to the transit station to purchase more tickets for the bus and train.  It's shortly before 9AM.  On the pedestrian mall are groovy Caucasians bundled against below freezing air.  The bagel place is next to an office for the state health care exchange, which is next to a retail space identifying itself as the "Superbowl Super Center."  Now that we've won our league championship, I guess this place is in business.  In a window of the exchange office is a huge photo of four twentysomethings having a picnic.  This is the target market coveted by corporate and government wizards.  Thou shalt not covet...  Ten hours later, I am riding home through an opulent neighborhood, where they must reduce their carbon footprint by not employing any streetlights whatsoever.  I watch a young mom take full bags of groceries out of her vehicle.  She is inside a three or four car garage.  An hour later, I arrive at the second to last bridge home over the river.  It's at a steep incline where I usually make the short walk.  I pause to look up at the stars in Orion which shine steady tonight in the chill.  They mesmerize me for a moment before I get back on the bike.  I wonder if tonight love steers the stars.
     Wednesday.  I'm a little way out on the trail around noon.  The trail runs along the river on one side and a street on the other.  Riding parallel on the street with me on the trail are a pair of cyclists, a middle-aged guy and a woman who appears younger.  The guy is wearing a full length dark green coat which could be leather, and a British cap.  As I am watching him, he looks at me.  Another rider passes me on the left.  This one is in a hoodie with the colors of the city's football team.  Thursday.  I'm preparing to leave for work when I find a flat tire on my bike.  Nine hours later, I am up the street from where I live, at the stop for my last stop home.  At the corner of the Vietnamese restaurant is a guy in a wheelchair wearing a coat with the name of the local Superbowl-bound football team on it.  When I look back his direction a few minutes later, he has vanished into the dark like Houdini.  The following morning is grey and overcast.  Before I leave, I'm in my basement listening to the steady rumble of traffic outside. Shortly before 7:30 AM, I am on a bus to work with a bike wheel a stop to see my doctor along the way, and hoping to squeeze in a visit to a CD store.  The bus goes past a deathburger, where I see someone opening the door for the guy in a wheelchair from last night.  I wonder where he has been between here and there in the past eleven hours?  I get out at a transfer station next to a high school.  I sit and watch as pickup after pickup after pickup rumbles past.  A couple of girls come along.  One tells the other that she just changed her shoes.  "You want to check my Facebook?"

     Palestinians who rebelled against Nasserist orthodoxy were accused...of reverting to 'regionalist' heresies.  But...the Algerian uprising against the French...helped the heresies take root.  It reversed the slogans.  They now became: 'Liberation of Palestine is the road to unity'... 'Through loyalty to my revolution...I shall...unite my Arab nation.'  It scorned conventional political debate; it was neither right nor left; it had no official views of ordering society.  ...the...only concern was 'to be or not to be.'  - Hirst
     One ninth-century chief eunuch amassed a fortune in gold, silver and gems whose value exceeded the entire annual budget of the empire.  ...the provincial governors, the prefects, and the magistrates were in turn obliged to squeeze the population...  The country...its scholar-officials and people ripe for revolt.  The Mandate of Heaven was about to be withdrawn.  The drama and novel...frequently attacked authority or the social system...  - Bloodworth

     Saturday.  It's a quarter to nine PM.  I am in a bus shelter in front of the supermarket.  Along comes a guy in a hoodie, his only defense against the snow which has just begun blowing.   As it swirls in, out, and around the shelter, he asks me if I have a cigarette to sell him.  When I tell him that I am not a smoker, he apologizes...and then offers me two condoms.  The following evening, it has begun to snow after a clear if not sunny day.  I head over to the Vietnamese restaurant behind where I live, for dinner.  The patrons this evening are an eclectic mix.  A trio in front of me, two guys and a girl, include on this snowy evening a young and skinny little guy in...a white undershirt.  presumably to show off his menagerie of tattoos on both arms.  When the trio is leaving, he has put on a T-shirt.  At least his shoulders will be dry.  This winter, I've seen wealthy Caucasian guys in shorts which I can't explain either.  At a table next to them is a couple of guys who are also gangsta, but only as a fashion statement.  Outside, all day and into the evening, pickup trucks continue to race along this godforsaken boulevard, come hell or frozen water.  The first month of this currently enigmatic year is blowing away in a winter gale.