Wednesday, March 1, 2017
March 2017
Conscious circle provides...holistic perspective on parenting, healthy snacks, herbal remedies. Our Future to 2400...near death experiencer, says the Light showed him our future. ...Gong Bath... Dynamic meditative sound vibrational experience which guides into...cellular healing... - natural awakenings, 2/2017
Jung conducted one of the first polls attempting to establish a statistical basis for astrology. He had the horoscopes of four hundred and eighty-three married couples analyzed and found...planetary patterns in lasting marriage partnerships. At his Zurich clinic he had horoscopes charted for every patient. He said he found the charts useful as a preliminary diagram of the forces operating within a patient's total personality... ...he saw...psychological symbolism...in alchemy. He spent thirteen years working on this...that the alchemists of the Middle Ages were...in search of the principles of nuclear physics. ...they...gave off classic psychological projections...maps of a universal mind pattern. ...concepts of the "collective unconscious" and "synchronicity." ...if...ultimately found to be true...would explain a wide spectrum of paranormal phenomena. Jung envisioned the collective unconscious as the level of the mind...mystical illumination and ESP... [R. D.] Lang's...book, The Politics of Experience, states... "Transcendental experiences...those experiences of the divine...are the living fruit of all religion." ...a madman's confusions often seem to move his experience..."from real time to the eternal..." ...restates the symbolism of The Tibetan Book of the Dead - a death of the ego smothered in social illusion and rebirth of a psyche in touch with reality. - Freedland
Even on a cold Friday in February, the arts district...draws a crowd in the thousands. ...food trucks... Live music pours into the street...and blue-colored streetlights... In the nine blocks...people can find Japanese, Mexican, Ethiopian and classic American fare. "We're literally Denver's front door," said...president...of...a community development organization focused on...disadvantaged communities. "We're the gateway to the city." The arts district...has worked...to provide housing assistance for low-income artist residents. ...initially...the arts district provided a bus service to bring arts enthusiasts to the various artist locations. "We didn't have the density back then." Art walks began as a way to revitalize and develop urban renewal in cities across the United States. ..."it's our bread and butter." "It's friendly, unpretentious..." "People are unified..." Wizard...invites patrons into the Room of Lost Things, a store...that features oddities and curiosities... Despite the success...the street still faces...rising housing prices. "I've been through the whole gentrification thing." - Denver Herald-Dispatch, 2/2017
...a new kind of living experience is rising through the dirt and rubble. "The goal was to create a lot of income points, with a cross section of housing options. We wanted this area to be a neighborhood of front doors, even with retail coming in." ...in 2013...starting holding neighborhood meetings to get a sense of what neighbors wanted to see in the area. "It was after these meetings we decided to go...mined-income housing, leaning toward market rate." "...it seemed like they were tearing down buildings all the time." "These homes have a very 'lock-and-key' vibe, where everything is taken care of." "In addition to physical and occupational therapy, we do a lot of community clinics around running and wellness." "...there's a desire for this kind of development moving west. A rising tide lifts all shifts..." - Denver Herald-Dispatch, 3/2017
By July, Mi Casa Resource Center, a nonprofit whose mission is to advance the economic success of families wit limited opportunities, will move [up the street from where I live.] The new building...houses 42 low-income families who fall between 30 and 60 percent of the area median income. The complex boasts...indoor bike storage, a fitness room, media lounge... ...the developer behind the project. Urban revitalization is one of their niches. Mi Casa staff will...offer...entrepreneurial training, business counseling, career training, coaching and job search help, free tax preparation and financial coaching. "We...bring our services...where they could be utilized...in the immediate area." Some outreach and trust building will be initiated... In 1976...Mi Casa...was formed by a group of eight Head Start mothers...
The promoters are AEG... They want a five-year contract... A...resident asked..."Why a golf course and not somewhere else?" AEG's local consultant...answered, "What people want is to be outside on the grass - not in a parking lot. Denver is arguably one of the last...cities in the country without its own true organic festival, reflective of its community." District 7 City Councilman...called the festival "an opportunity. I'm excited about the process..." "...for a top-notch festival. It could be a keystone of an arts and culture scene..." - the profile, 3/2017
Overall wellness provides...for...the normal stresses of life such as work and productivity. The Dahlia Campus is not a traditional mental health clinic., the campus offers...the dentist, enrolling a child in preschool...food pantry...lettuce, mustard and collard green sales... ...Zumba, Mental Health First Aid Training. ...therapy gardens, am urban farm,...a greenhouse that is powered by fish tanks (Aquaponics). Decoding Our Stories of Health... Writng Your Life Story... Build Your Brand... Mo Betta Green Marketplace... ...Racial Discrimination in Healthcare. Disaster Preparedness. Community Fish Fry attended by 600 people! Natural Hair Care Expo...
...the federal government...allowed an unending flow of immigrants to...compete with Blacks... The Harvest institute cannot support current immigration policies...until the Constitutionally mandated justice to native Blacks is fully accomplished. ...immigrant-headed households currently consume more in public services than they pay in taxes...from $11 billion to $20 billion above the net gain from having immigrants in the work force... ...economic benefits generated by arriving immigrants accrue to the nation's corporate elite. This...devastates Black Americans. Our immigration policies have made native Black Americans this nations only planned, permanent, involuntary minority looser. Native Black Americans have never been allowed to compete in the population war... ...non-Anglo Saxon Whites speaking Spanish, are...awarded immigration advantages...over native Blacks in the population war. The National Hispanic Party public declared a population war on Black Americans in the early 1970s...and crafted plans to...supplant native Black Americans by the year 2000. ...and Blacks have been reduced from second-class to third-class citizens. Immigration policies held Black population growth... ...basic incentives that draw them to America...the public service benefits available to them because of the Black Civil Rights Movement... ...most immigrants find residential and commercial space in urban Black ghettos. ...they...mark and close the space by using their language and culture as barriers. Require all immigrants that seek American citizenship to demonstrate knowledge of Black history... ...increase the numbers of immigrants of African descent ... The Harvest Institute offers these recommendations...
With the new Commander in Chief (DT)...his success came from...Evangelical Christians, who were tired of the free world of sin. God has been weeping of sadness how the United States has push [sic] from" thus saith the Lord" same gender bathrooms is [sic] now okay, a gay lifestyle with adoption of children okay [sic], more abortion rights., [sic] for the love of money people have sold out to idol gods etc.. We are living in hell right here on earth. There is a shift in the atmosphere...God...will remove negative change in due time. Not everyone who says they are a Christian really is. Pope Francis recently spoke out against...(DT) actions. [sic] "The contradiction of those who want to defend Christianity in the West, and...are against refugees and other religions. The sickness of, you can say the sin..." - Body of Christ News, 2/2017
When you enter Mayor Steve Hogan's office, you are greeted by a variety of decorations from around the world... "Here in Aurora...you see ten different kinds of international restaurants. ...walk into a grocery store you see...various races and ethnicities in their national clothing. ...arrive for a meeting at City Hall, you hear at least twelve different languages. Politics is serious business. Politics is for those equipped to guide others, solve problems, and help people look toward the future." ...the Office of International and Immigrations Affairs...is currently thriving. - asian avenue magazine, 3/2017
In a frightening political moment...individuals crave...safe spaces. ...be open-minded to differing voices. ...at the family dinner table, in the classroom, at the office - hateful conditions have been validated by the highest power... ...the rally defined...safe space through resistance and conversation. "I think of safety...as...a concept of social interactions that can be anywhere...without fear of self-consciousness. If we can achieve this personal freedom..." "...when we talk about ticketing social justice issues, we emphasize bravery rather than safety." ...you are entitled to the safety of your social media pages. There are very few spaces one can actively edit. - Outfront, 3/1/2017
Friday. Shit, it's been a little while since I have been out at the bus stop across the street from where I live, shortly after 4 AM. Or a little while since I've even been up this early. I'm working another double shift today and the boss can't give me a ride in with her. She has a parent teacher conference. Be this as it may, in the bus shelter is a guy sitting on the bench, with a sleeping bag over his head. A fire truck with its lights on slowly pulls out of the fire house next door. The guy in the shelter sticks his head out from under the sleeping bag to see what the commotion is all about. He can't be much into his thirties, two decades younger than myself. With his long shaggy hair and moustache, and the strobe lights from the fire truck, he appears as if he's in a band from the early 1970s. The past couple of days, I have watched various bus and train riders come on board, all who ask questions as if they have no idea where they are going. The following day I am promised that I will have it off. It turns out to be true. For lunch, I grab my mom some fried rice at the place across the street. As I am coming out, I'm approached by a guy who looks like he owns a home and a car. His beard is manicured and in his outfit he's looking good. So I am surprised when he asks me if I can help him out with some money. Several hours later, I am coming back from dinner across the street. Coming toward me are a Caucasian couple on bikes. The young woman smiles at me. Because she knows that she is a non-Caucasian neighborhood. Sunday. In the afternoon, I hear music somewhere near my home, outside on a temperate day. It turns out to be a rally with recorded music and a vocalist, in front of the anchor shop of the largest Vietnamese shopping center. The rally is complete with flags of the old Republic of (South) Vietnam. The reason for the rally appears to be, according to signs in English, a pending "border treaty" between China and Vietnam. "Down with Communism," reads one placard held by an elementary school girl. I think I hear a speaker mention "Anam," the French colonial name for Vietnam., but I'm not sure. I don't speak Vietnamese but in spite of both governments being communist, those at the rally make a clear distinction between the two countries. At the same time, the speaker also says in English, "Communism; down down!" Any identification with a communist Vietnam appears to be missing, or this handful of rally attendees refuse to do so. The speaker addresses a crowd of almost no one in Vietnamese, in between singing what sound perhaps like songs of the old South Vietnamese Republic, performed in front of street racers blasting up and down the boulevard. It may be the old Republic's rally, but the traffic reconquista el calle. At the north end of the shopping center is a dive bar called the King's Court. At this Vietnamese rally, I am approached by a Caucasian drunk who asks me, "Can I talk to you for a minute?" In his right hand he holds a tiny airline bottle of alcohol. I tell him that I am on my way home. He replies, "Just go then..." Long song cong hoa.
Monday. I am out on the trail for the first time in a couple of freaking weeks of double shifts, days off, and other distractions from my cardio workout. I am on the first of 2 trails sometime after 11 AM. It's a cold and a blustery day. Shuffling slowly toward me are a trio of homeless-looking guys, all of them younger than myself. Further down the trail is another homeless dude. He's pushing a bike with a carrier hooked on back. The carrier, designed to carry toddlers, is loaded with full plastic trash bags. I turn onto a connecting trail. Halfway down this one, marching along, are a handful of middle school or high school students. They are all in winter coats and...shorts. (?) Their teacher wears jeans. Before I catch up with them, we both pass by a cardboard sign laying in the middle of the trail. It reads, "Anything helps. God bless." The following day I have off. I am waiting at the bus stop across the street from where I live. I'm headed downtown to have dinner with the sister. Of the people seated on the bench in the bus shelter are a couple. The woman has blue bangs. Coming down the sidewalk, from the direction of a halfway house where ex-cons live, is a guy with a wardrobe I am laughing at. He's in a black cap, shirt, and skinny pants. The pants have a pocket at the right knee, out of which hangs a folded red handkerchief. And he has horn-rimmed glasses. He looks to me to be some kind of wannabe. As he passes the guy in the shelter, the guy calls out his name. The two appear to know each other. The handkerchief guy tells the first, "I just got out (of prison.)" When the bus rolls up I get on board with the couple. At a stop further down, a grey-haired guy gets on. He's in a DEA cap and a motorsports jacket, and walks with a cane carved from a pine branch. He takes his time digging out his fare. A kid in the back, who sounds as if he wants to impress his girlfriend, yells out, "Let's gooooo!" The bus drops me at the train. When it comes along, it appears to be full of students headed to the community college downtown. I notice a middle-aged guy in an orange hoodie. He's using sign language. For some of us it's standing room only, I stand facing a nerdy-looking guy who is on his phone. According to the story I hear, he lives with a girl who decided to begin posting on his Facebook page (the password for which she has) what a miserable and rotten human being he is. In defense of this total stranger, he certainly does not sound disposed to malfeasance. Perhaps he's lacking in passion. These posts came to his attention when he was in math lab. Not being one to deny what she did, she was also blowing up his phone. This is a young relationship in the age of social media. With a math lab. He has decided that he wants her out of his place in 8 days, or he will "do the eviction thing." Something went bad fast. I hear him say that he wished he had "someone other than Alex to talk to about this, because you know how Alex is."
...it seemed too abstract and intellectual a contest for former warlords who only a few years earlier had pledged to kill each other. ...Kabila...to end their feud...had named Bemba his vie president... A victory for Bemba...seemed certain to plunge Congo into new chaos. Born into a wealthy family...he had left mansions and servants for the forests, where he had made himself into a...warlord. "Power falls from the sky in Africa only once every twenty or thirty years. Each man becomes a dictator. He will do anything...not to loose his chance at the presidency." "If I don't win the elections I will return to the bush!" he yelled, his eyes filled with rage. I could feel the violence in the atmosphere. The vice president had the power to incite this in the poor. The men said they could barely afford to eat from their herding. No doubt they had lived...better by their weapons, plundering. But their main complaint was that the UN could give them more useful things to do: they wanted computer training. [At a] market place...our vendor...said that the skewers from which I ate goat had carried human meat during the war. And he burst into laughter. ...in the Zairianization of the 1970s... Ordinary people accessed great sums without work. It was felt that Congo's...riches were, at last, in the hands of its people...this was their destiny, their right, the carnival would not end. The labor of...five decades was consumed in these few years. It is part of the nostalgia... - Sundaram
The gentry...the landlords, the rich peasants, the clan elders, the overseers of temple property, and the managers of religious societies - would not have been considered well of in any Western land. They did not live in palaces. They enjoyed none of the conveniences of modern life. The could eat...meat once in a while. Those who did not go up went down, and those who went down often went to their deaths or at least to the dissolution and dispersal of their families. Both prosperous and poor peasants were forced to expend their often exhausted energies on a guard duty [against] some half-starved family trying to stay alive just a few more days until its own poor crops matured.. - Fanshen, by W. Hinton, 1966
Over the weekend, I see on the local TV news that a car in my neighborhood crashed into a home. This morning, I am on my way to commune with my new primary care physician, all the way across town. I don't trust either of the routes to the two nearest train stations, as they appear to be randomly closed at crucial junctures due to construction. I head north to the next closest station. Along the way I am wheeling down a residential street somewhere around * am. Walking toward me is a guy with shaggy grey hair under a cap, and a bushy beard. He's in a sleeveless denim jacket and carrying a thick pine walking stick. Some three hours later, I am in line to get some blood work done. Sitting across from me are a mom and her young son. She watches as he plays his "Bible game" on a phone. He mentions not seeing any "diamonds" and describes to her a wall which collapses onto a character. "Wow," she tells him, "that's the mercy of God, huh?"
Victims were boiled in barrels, crushed by pestle, raped until hollowed out... One sensed...men...making their acts extreme, seeking the spectacle...each victim was made personal. ...the bloodbath here...had been the pinnacle of his career: General Mathieu's drugged army had come out in pink wigs and ladies' robes. They had danced to street music. Corpses had decomposed in the gutters... The nuns said they were not surprised. They spoke breathlessly, using broken French, English and Italian... A hundred years earlier, I gathered, militia had knocked on the convent door. The missionary had recorded it in his journal, now kept in the Vatican. Hundreds had been killed... "For a stupid thing called gold." These people had died for man's "lust"... "But we Italians are not like the Congolese." "Killing is not our charisma." - Sundaram
Tuesday. It's good to be out on the bike again. Again on a train to work, I am next to a guy in a seat. His camouflaged cap has a hole in it, and he's got a dirty back pack with him. Just about eight hours later, I am coming back up the concrete ramp to the train platform, which I went down toward work. It's just after twilight. Sitting on a concrete ledge, in the dark, is a lone figure in a winter coat on a temperate evening. Arms crossed, the figure is almost attempting to not appear visible. The following morning, I get a call to go into work ASAP. I get on a bus with a bike rack on the front. On this rack is a bike with an orange reflective vest tied at each end. Wedged in the bike frame is a piece of cardboard, which I assume is a sign. The bus whips me up the street to my old bus stop. Seated on a bench are a couple of Caucasian twenty-somethings who I shall refer to as "fake homeless." They are dressed head to toe in brand new fashionably drab-colored double-stitched denim. Every stitch completely clean, of course. The closest one is in an olive fatigue jacket, and he has a bandanna around his dreadlocks. He appears to have leather boots on. I bet he's even got socks. He's having a smoke as he banters with his pal. A real homeless young guy comes along. He wants to know if the dreadlocks guy will give him two dollars for his transfer. The pair is actually taken aback and have to think. "What?" the other one asks. His own almost spotless denim coat has chips in one pocket. He has a visor secured around a belt loop, and inside he carries a couple of bottles. They appear to be some kind of natural vitamin water, one bright red and the other bright orange. During his non-stop discussion with the first, I hear him mention that he is employed. The bus comes along and swoops us all up. Down the avenue, we go under a bridge. To our right, on a curb dividing the street from a concrete wall, walks a middle-aged woman. The curb is no wider than any other curb, and it's all which keeps her off the street. As we swing wide to keep from hitting her, traffic to our left honks at us. In the afternoon, a middle-aged guy comes into where I work. He's in a plaid shirt, ball cap, jeans, and has grey stubble. He appears to speak no English, but he hands me a note card with a message on it. He claims to have lost his job and has two kids. Does this business have any money to give him? As this neighborhood ain't like the one I reside in, it's upper class, I wonder if panhandlers are not allowed to hang out outside and must come in. Regardless, this is a new one on me if memory serves me correctly. After work, I wait at the bus stop shortly before 8 PM. A couple of young Caucasian male residents are walking a couple of dogs down the sidewalk. As they pass me, one says to me, "How you doin', boss?"
Thursday. I get some sleep but get a call to come into work on the second attempt at a day off. Someone quit, and I am to get to a particular store whenever I can. As I am also expecting to work the next two days, I quickly make lunch and breakfast for the rest of this week according to a new diet my doctor has me on. A half-hour later, I'm at the train station sometime after 10 AM. The bicycle-mounted Denver PD is out on the train stations. The train comes along, packed with who appear to be students headed to a community college campus along the way. I wonder if this population here on this side of town is where the Caucasian bohemians, who I see in the Vietnamese restaurant, come from? When we get to campus, they all file off and walk the same direction. I catch a connecting train, but I get out at a stop before work. I have to deposit my paycheck before it bounces (last one's a rotten debtor) and get change in case the store is out. This stop has the branch of my bank closest to a train stop. I then run into a supermarket to grab some food, according to my diet, just for today. Then I must figure out how to pack it all to ride from the train stop to work. Then it's back on the train, down three stops, and a ride through part of the "technology center." It's an ironic name for a place where my chain comes off. I dodge lunching office workers to find a place to put it back on. When I do get to work, I discover that both front doors are broken. My boss told me that one was broken, but I can't get either open. All day long, customers come in and out through a back door. Caveat emptor. Some seven and a half hours later, I am back at the same train station, where I have been coming to more times than I can remember to work at this particular store over the past twelve years. All that time, there have been only a couple of train lines running through here, both going into and coming out of downtown. Easy to remember. There is a recently opened line now coming through here, which goes to the west end of town. I must add it to my list of things to remember about the transit system.
The following day, after two aborted attempts, my day off is here. After a grueling workout, I am headed to a late lunch with the sister. Across the street from where I live is a bus stop where I just miss a bus. In the shelter is a derelict couple, the male of which speaks to the Mrs. with a gravel voice. They obviously did not get on the local route bus. I suspect that they are not waiting for a limited. The next morning, at 6:20 AM, I'm at a train station where I occasionally see passengers in costume. Or as the festival veterans say, "costumed characters." Puzzling over a ticket kiosk in the dark is a young woman in a grey medieval dress. I get on the train and see a middle-aged woman I recognize on this train before. The last time I saw her, she was hopping seats asking passengers if she could borrow their phone. This morning, she needs a napkin. She notices me as I write this down, and she asks me if I "got it all down?" Pretty much, ma'am. Eleven hours after my encounter with the phone/napkin woman, it's after work. I'm walking across the parking lot of the shopping center of the store where I just spent nine hours. I see what appear to be a typical elderly American couple get out of their car. I hear them begin speaking what sounds like Russian. Before I started work this morning, at the same end of this parking lot, I saw a van with a "Make America Great Again" sticker on its rear window. This evening, I pass a Ford F150 with "Sucks Gas, Hauls Ass" on its rear window. On another car is a bumper sticker which reads, "Another Pro-Life Democrat." Honestly, it's the first Pro-Life Democratic bumper sticker I've ever seen. The rest of them must have been either beaten by Trump supporters, hacked by Russian agents, and run over by ass-hauling trucks.
On Sunday, some time after 11 AM, I am at the bus stop in front of the supermarket. It's eighty degrees F on this spring day. In the shelter are a trio of middle-aged guys. One has stubble on the sides of his head, and his hair on top pulled into a tiny tail. Another sits in the shelter reorganizing a couple of canvas bags. The groceries are on the bench and the shelter floor. He has no shirt on. Down the sidewalk comes a guy holding one end of a cane. He is "short-roping," or guiding an elderly woman holding the other end. They get to the shelter where the hair guy offers them a seat on the bench which has no groceries. He asks the couple if they are from Vietnam. It's a neighborhood with a sizeable Vietnamese population. The guy tells him they are Cambodian. The hair guy asks them, genuinely curious, "What do you do here in the United States?" Some six hours later, I realize that I have forgotten a couple of items at the store. I hop on the bike and ride back to grab them. On the way back, I pass a couple of very young, golden-haired Caucasian women strolling down the broken concrete of this racetrack neighborhood. They are in long flowered print skirts. They both say, "Hi..." Jehova's Witnesses. Cinco will get you diez.
I'm a crappy Coloradan. I'm not "typical"...of this fine state. I don't care about much of the same stuff "you all" care about. Somewhere on that list, somewhere of "hiking" and north of "whitewater rafting," is... "Skiing." ...I-70 - a great, great highway that once showed me they way... Getting up at the crack of dawn to beat the traffic...(and still hitting most of it). It wasn't always like that. There was a time when you could... Roll out of bed at 8 a.m., still make it up in time to ski plenty, and cruise back home... And have enough money left to hit Beau Jo's on the way back... - Mile High Sports, 3/2017
...General Mathieu in recent months had reversed nearly a year's worth of territorial losses to the U.N., which was reeling from scandals and seemed distracted, adrift. It was incredible that the general had been allowed to reach...the UN's regional headquarters. ...the Congolese...soldiers were...paid only ten dollars a month, and often met basic needs...by looting anyone they found unprotected. ...the general produced in society...conflicted responses... It was almost impossible ...to build a road - inevitably someone would steal the building materials. Electrical cables were ripped off and sold by communities that would have used them. "Mathieu will save us," I heard more and more. Did they believe that Bemba would protect them? ...each supported her own rapist. The pillage...leaving nothing material - was...ambiance. So were the riots. It was part of the postmodernism... Ambiance held together the street children's existences. It was in the wigged prostitutes... And it was in the self-flagellation at the churches, where the Congolese listened...to the scolding, sweating priests. ...while the individual pillaged the material, the ambiance pillaged him. Marcel...wanted to build himself an office cabin. But he was never allowed to: as soon as he bought cement requests came in from the neighborhood - for a wall, a toilet, a broken roof... ...ragged men hauled out his sacks. Marcel was not paid. ...the implicit agreement was that...when he became poor like the ragged men he could ask them to return the favor. Clementine's restaurant...was frequented by half a dozen men who ate every day for free. ...she said...so that she did not become "too independent," "too capable." "...custom." ...a powerful word. ...to succumb to custom was...to return to the simplicity, the safety of...man as weak, of survival in groups. ...large ideas must live in smaller objects, acts, fantasies... ...the forest of things that the Congolese inherited - decayed... Society...reduced to ambiance, was unable to build. - Sundaram
Algeria...inhabitants...are...full French citizens (although few Moslem women vote)... ...they retain their rights of personal status - in regard to marriage, property, and the like - under Koranic law, thus having the best of both worlds. But has all this solved the Algerian "problem," and is Algeria "really" a part of France? They are...the flesh beneath the skin. ...about two million are Kabyles, who are a Berber offshoot; they are mountain people...more pro-French than the lowland Arabs, and partly Christianized. ...the M'zabites...fiercely acute men of business. The French in Algeria might almost be said to represent a new kind of separate "Mediterranean" nationality. ...the Southern Territories...are administered not from Paris but from Algiers... ...are...colonies of Algeria. What really runs them is the French army. ...because of the discovery of oil in the desert regions. If oil becomes immensely lucrative, like that in Saudi Arabia...Paris would like whatever income...to be diffused through the whole French budget... Algeria was never...a national entity... Arab culture was plowed under. Algeria is not a theocratic state...it has no Islamic monarch. ...European immigrants can be proletariat, and prosperous Arabs the bourgeoisie. Algeria has Colomb-Bechar...the center of French army work on guided missiles. The "colons" know their own strength full well, and have given Paris almost as many headaches as the nationalists. Several times their extremist leaders have threatened to secede from France, and form their own independent republic to be part of a "Union of North Africa." ...Algeria could not exist economically without France. Marxist writers comment without end on the "exploitation" of colonial peoples... Algeria is a splendid market for French manufactured goods, and so on. ...Algeria gives living space and earning space to a million Frenchmen. Of course most Arabs, if from the countryside, are too illiterate - as yet - for social or official intercourse. An Arab boy...will try to Europeanize himself as soon as possible... What the "colons" want is cheap, unskilled, uneducated labor, not Arabs in their drawing rooms. - Gunther
Tuesday. Got the day off. Ha! Bike ride to a nearby post office to grab some stamps. I'm headed down both residential and busy crosstown avenues. It's the middle of a weekday morning, so there's not a whole lot of traffic. I pass an old guy in suspenders, a narrow brimmed hat, and a pine walking stick. He's shuffling down the side of the street against traffic. He gives me a wave as I go by him. The post office is in an economically abandoned shopping center from the 1960s. The anchor is a dollar store. At the other end is a grocery which has no bags. You put your groceries into recycles boxes. In the middle are four loud drunks. Two are in wheelchairs. With stamps in hand, I head for home. I stop at a pho place where I've never been before, for lunch. It's nice inside. The flat screen has a commercial for Mexican beer. It can only be because this place has Spanish-speaking patrons. I take a table next to a pair of genuine Caucasians, right here en esta barrio. They are executives, no less. One thing about white people who come to my neighborhood, they love pho. One talks to the other nonstop. He's a sales rep who almost bought a home in Boston for $400 grand. He paid his tax guy four grand so he could write his options as a loss of $195 grand. His firm has a "fucking million-dollar customer." Right now, he must pick up his son, but he leaves his partner with advice on catching a flight tomorrow. Later on, I will have dinner at the Chinese place across the street from where I live. Wandering back and forth outside is a thin, grey-haired derelict. Cross-legged on the ground, next to the entrance, is a young guy panhandling.
Wednesday. I'm up the street, headed for my old bus stop on the way to work. The time change is still playing with my sleep, and I have mostly only had enough on the days I have off. So I don't have the energy to get on the bike today. I stop at the drug store to pick up photos. Sitting on a low wall in front of a fence is a young woman who looks like Christina Ricci. If Ricci had an orange face. The woman sits motionless with no expression on her face. When I come out, she is joined by a lanky young guy. The orange on his face is a beard from the Civil War. I am sure that they are homeless. The pair look like a bad copy of a Norman Rockwell painting.
I thought back to when I had first come to Congo... I remembered...the mathematics professor. ...he began to search his drawers for something. Muttering to himself, he shuffled through his papers. ...he found... a 1970s issue of "Rolling Stone" magazine. On the front page was a picture of students...protesting against the Vietnam War. [He] had been among them. He understood why I wanted to leave for Congo. When he gave me the magazine, he had said, "We once used to go to the streets to fight for our rights, for peace, equality, women's rights, gay rights, the environment. But I don't see that anymore. I don't know if your generation really cares, or how much." He had seen I was moving my own convictions. I remember vividly that moment when I traded in my mathematics textbooks for this copy of "Rolling Stone."
Activity...resumed. Mothers began to search for food... Husbands traveled into town to look for money. The ambiance resurged.... The churches gained more followers... The crumbling buildings had further deteriorated,; on the broken cement were bright new edges that would soon be sullied by moss and grime. The roadsides were lined with bonfires giving off black smoke. And across the vast city these thick columns rose, and joined with the grey sky. - Sundaram
...a weak clan structure in a country where clans have traditionally played a very important role. ...a class of laboring people. ...little better than serfs... ...two classes constituted the main social forces and determined the contours of development. ...did not benefit at all from the long period of united resistance, democratic rule, and moderate reform... Nor...benefit from that that extended period of internal peace that enabled communities...to carry out land reform calmly, step by step, in orderly fashion... Freed from control...leaped perforce from reactionary bastion to revolutionary storm center in the course of a few days. ...transformed under forced draft... ...the sudden destruction of the power and privileges of the gentry led to rapid social advances. The revolutionary process...remade not only the material life of the people, but also their consciousness. I had come to China...with the United Nations Relief and Rehabilitation Administration...and had been sent to the Communist-led area... ... in the fall of 1947...I accepted an invitation...to teach English... The University was a guerrilla institution which moved according to the dictates of war. Those without land...were often even unable to marry. ...had to sell children or even to sell wives... ...no general irrigation was possible... The land held by the landlords and rich peasants...seemed primarily...for other forms of...exploitation which...raised a handful...far above the rest... There were no saving banks; there was little commerce and less industry. The only thing left to invest was land. ...at least half of the population...lacked the resources for handicraft production, for small local industries... The iron ore in the hills...and the coal in the mountain...were never mined for lack of funds... - Hinton
Friday. I worked a double shift and some time after 7 PM, I'm out at the bus stop across a highway from the store. Earlier in the afternoon, I had dropped into a coffee place in the same shopping center. I was helped by a girl with a name tag, her name in huge block letters. Here at the stop, I can hear someone's steps as they are running across the highway to this stop. When I look up, it's the girl, still in her apron. Saturday. 5:30 AM. Train station. I am waiting for a train to work, earlier than usual on a Saturday. I have connections to make requiring longer layovers. A train pulls up headed downtown. A trio of young adults disembark, two guys and a short girl. The guys both have sunglasses on a good half hour before any sunlight is to be seen. They make each other laugh with noises and profanity. Pacing in a circle is a middle-aged bald guy. The morning is cold enough for gloves. He's' in shorts and a blanket. With him are three small dogs, each one on a leash. On the back of each of his lower legs is a tattoo of a cross. He and the dogs get on a train which is going all the way across town. Twelve hours later, it's been a long day at the same store. The bus scoops me up and I sit across from a grey-haired guy asleep in his seat. In front of him are three roll-away suitcases, and next to him is a ruck sack which appears to be falling apart. The bus pulls up to a stop next to a deathburger, and the driver parks the bus to run in to use a men's room. The sleeping guy wakes up and stands up. He can't stand straight right away, and he spends a minute hunched over. He's bent lower than 45 degrees, and I expect him to start vomiting. Instead, he hauls out a couple of the suitcases before returning for the rest of the bags. The bus drops me at the train after a short ride. At a stop down the line, a guy gets on. He has his hair pulled back into a short bun, and he's wearing sunglasses on an overcast afternoon. He asks a couple in the next seat if he can use a phone of theirs, to dial a number he has written on his hand.
Sunday. The time change has been jacking with my sleep. Last night I got an exceptional sleep, and am getting something of a late start to a busy day. I need breakfast, a workout, there's grocery shopping to do, and the plumber is coming. After a quick breakfast, I'm on a bus to the gym. A grey-haired woman gets on who begins giving the driver a history lesson about the church across from the bus stop. "There's only two nuns left. The woman who started this Catholic church died of leukemia. She's the one who invented the orange belts for crossing guards." When her stop arrives, she talks all the out the door, and continues from the sidewalk. The driver finally says goodbye and closes the door.
...schools now in danger. ...would be eligible for closure if they earn the lowest ranking...on...performance ratings, due out in September. The schools are: [#1 on the list is the high school down the street from where I live.] ...a...Montessori parent [says] "DPS [Denver Public Schools] has just shown over and over and over again that they are not skilled at engaging in deep community engagement." ...community-designed schools would not get an opportunity [to improve], she said. ...executive director for...a pro-reform group...said..."I think there continues to be a disconnect about how the district perceives the conversation and how the communities are perceiving the conversations." - Denver Herald-Dispatch, 3/23/2017
Monday. It feels good to be back out on the bike again. This evening saw some Spring rain. I'm coming out of an underpass as I approach behind I homeless I recognize from some months past. I saw him on a bridge. He's a grey-haired guy in a camouflaged coat, and bright red pants. I remember the pants. I myself am in a camouflaged poncho. This must be how we roll out here on the bike trail. I don't see earbuds, he must be playing music in his head as he strolls down the trail. He points to his left, almost as if he's directing me around him. But I'm sure he didn't know I was coming, because he appears startled as I move around him. An hour later, I approach the trail head where I disembark for the streets home. At this end of the last bridge is some kind of an open metal shelter, I suppose for visitors to the nearby pond to sit under out of the sun. This evening, there is a Hillary tent pitched inside, taking up the entire space. From inside the tent, I hear slow, tired (homeless?) laughter... Wednesday. I was supposed to have yesterday off, but it was moved to today. In the early afternoon, I head across the street to the Chinese place to grab lunch for the mom. There is a gaggle of drunks camped out front. A guy in his twenties asks me for change, again. When I get back across the street, I watch a couple of drunks, both of whom must be 20 years my junior, meandering along. One walks with a cane, who is hanging onto the other. Both have faces baked brown by the sun. Later on, I head downtown for dinner with the sister. We end up at a hotel next to the art museum, at the penthouse restaurant where cocktails and dinner are being served. There are guys in suits here just the same age as the drunks who were slowly making their way past my home.
Tamanrasset in the Sahara...is capital of an administrative area called the "Annexe" of the Haggar... ...about 2000 people...no bank, no newspaper, no plumbing, no telephones, and...electricity...for three hours a day... I have never seen before shops so rawly primitive as the few that line Tamanrasset's single street...selling padlocks, combs, odd bits of cloth. ...a young French military officer...the chief administrator of the Hogan regions, and a former "Mehariste," or member of the Camel Corps. ...the area has been pacified since 1916. His...duties...such realms as sanitation...and public health. ...nationalism...is utterly unknown in these regions. The population is altogether docile and friendly. The bulk of the population is Negro. These Negroes were...slaves of the Tuareg nobles... Tuareg girls...have a chance to flirt, since they do not wear veils. If a girl is a vassal, she may be deflowered before marriage with impunity; if a noble, she may not. The Tuareg are...almost never homosexual, as Arabs often are. They eat with spoons, not with their fingers as the Moors do. One was taken to Paris as a curiosity by Pere de Foucauld some forty years ago... One French officer told us, "For twenty years we have been trying to teach the natives to grow crops...to learn about irrigation, to live decently on the land. Now came the oil invaders, and everybody rushes off to work on their camps. Oil may enrich the Sahara. Also, it may ruin it." here...a Dutch prospecting team is working for Shell in Algiers. [French army] officers inspect tribes, watch the pasturage, administer justice...and punish thieves.
Tunisia... "Item." The country has a strong, urban bourgeoisie...a "native" middle class. "Item." In the big townswomen are beginning to drop the veil. "Item." Tunisia...had no strongly entrenched feudal lords, and the tribal structure is not so fixed. The was no need for prolonged military "pacification." ...Tunisian nationalism is more educated and articulate. Tunisia has an intellectual elite that knows exactly...where it is going. ...in Kairouan...a bomb exploded near the city gates. A French policeman...thought that the United States and Great Britain subsidize the Tunisian nationalists. We passed the hill where Aeneas and Dido are supposed to have made love... We passed Roman monuments... We passed on to Sousse... Caesar landed here in 46 BC. If, people sometimes ask, Tunis and its periphery were fertile enough to have fed Rome, why cannot these regions be made more productive now? For on thing, the Romans had unlimited slave labor... Modern times have, it seems, even reached the family of the sovereign. Most emancipated Tunisian nationalists...concede...the royal circle...are worthless parasites...however...has a certain value as an instrument to reach the masses. - Gunther
...the Mile High City has only become surly-chic enough to support a hipster community in the past five or so years. It took...real estate expansion into once dilapidated areas...recreational marijuana and an influx of millennials in the post-recession years to create the ideal environment for hipsterism to take hold. And take hold it has. A 2016 report from...Infogroup dubbed the Denver metro area the third most hipster city...in America... - 5280, 3/2017
WTF?
Aurora city councilman...gives some money to Tito...and Tracy...March 22 outside Aurora Municipal Court, after a hearing on the couple's dog... The canine was detained after Animal Control questioned if it was part wolf. - Aurora Sentinel, 3/30 - 4/5/2017
Wednesday, February 1, 2017
February 2017
A new month. Am I back on the bike yet? Nope nope nope. With a dentist appointment this morning, I have no time to ride to work today. And yet, it's a clean start to the month. Back at my old bus stop, it's just been hosed down by a either a transit system employee or a contractor. Having just finished, he gets back in his truck and accelerates as quickly as possible, as to prevent being run over by traffic. At the light is a small Lexus, stopped in the turn lane in front of a low rider street racer pickup truck. When the arrow to turn comes on green, the Lexus is asleep. The cherried out pickup honks and the Lexus has just enough time to turn. The pickup has to wait. Some three hours later, I am on a bus to work with a guy who has a razor scooter. He also has a full length leather coat with "Denver" as well as a Deadhead logo on the back. The logo is well worn. His ensemble is topped off with a cowboy hat with a rainbow bandana around it.
A governor committed to reducing power outages before elections. ...the cycle-taxis had raised prices... ..."the CIA. Every few years they come, always on time to give a man a suit and call him our president." The taxis were...usually full... A minibus slowed...I...grabbed a piece of the handle... Men and women pushed and crushed me but I held on, head inside, legs running outside the bus; then a woman let go, creating a space. I hauled myself in. The taxi had never stopped; it had only slowed long enough to fill itself with people.
"You probably heard that Kabila received new tanks from China. For the elections." Anderson had mentioned it. "Everything is hot now." I had never written a news story before, but my acquiring the job coincided with a string of Congolese airplane crashes. I became proficient at...identifying the type of near-antique aircraft...the usually drunk Ukrainian pilots... One story I wrote about was a moving army battalion that had contaminated twenty villages with cholera. And another was about Congolese soldiers kidnapped by Rwandan fighters... "Locals have no culture, no civilization. Okay for business, but how do you live with them?" ...just as he pulled into Victoire's Shell gas station two street boys jumped on his rearview mirrors and broke them off.
...the constant news of rape, death, child soldiers... The narrative that formed...for though it was broadcast across the country it remained strangely silent inside homes. The father...asked me to make his girl speak. She had been mute from birth, and he had heard of Indian magic. This was the reputation the Indians had in the country. ...the supernatural was daily conversation at the port. There had been a vampire visit... - Sundaram
Denver is no stranger to mass shootings. On this first day of a new month, a transit security officer was shot and killed by a guy from Texas. The guy made claims that he disliked police and also mentioned his interpretation of Islam. The officer was, ironically, a former pastor. The scene of the crime? Denver's premiere downtown transit hub. Out on my own corner was a three-car accident just last week. The following day I have off, and late in the morning I am crossing the street on my way home. There is a guy with a TV camera recording a group of people who appear to be relatives of one who perished in the accident. On the traffic light pole are taped a couple of photos and flowers, along with a candle at the base. The victim was a beautiful young woman. I will come to find out that my sister was driving past when she saw a car which appeared as if it had been folded in half. Later on, I watch a local TV news report about it. My sister's description is not an exaggeration. It appeared as if someone crumpled it like a piece of trash. The report makes it sound as if the perpetrator was street racing another vehicle, and that after multiple 'failure to appear' warrants, she was not held in jail after her latest court appearance. I look at many of the pickup trucks and SUVs racing their engines up and down this boulevard, in the traditional behavior of the male. It makes me wonder what the drivers look like, and when I can see them, many of them are women. It's odd that, with as much testosterone as there is soaking my street, that both perp and victim are females only three years apart. Two lives which took divergent paths, only to intersect on my corner. The street racing woman who caused this crash was driving a Cadillac. Who the hell races a car such as I used to see being driven by people my parents' age some three decades ago? Well Speed Racer, depending on how you plead and if the case goes to trial, ya got homicide on your list of racing accomplishments. To quote your tribe, "Y'all are a real one." What can a car expect from now on, making a right on red on my corner?
My sister awoke a week or two ago to the sound of one of her cars being smashed into. She lives just a short few miles to the west of me. I don't know how many of the parks in the greater metro area are like the one next to her home. By day, it's a meeting place for neighbors and their pets. By night, a meeting place for narcotic users and their suppliers. Instead of a scene such as I read on my neighborhood's social network, the driver didn't take off into the night. She then heard, "Come out with your hands up." An old and beloved car of hers was hit so hard it was pushed out into the street. Back end caved in. License plate peeled and folded. A stolen SUV had been followed by police from a motel. In back were a prostitute and the driver's boyfriend. The driver again was a woman, eighteen. Near my sister's neighborhood, the police turned on their lights. During the chase, the girl turned down my sister's street.
...the contract RTD security officer gunned down last week near Denver's Union Station...was shot in the head and killed late on the night of Jan. 31 as he gave directions to two women...
Denver prosecutors charged a 39-year-old woman with vehicular homicide...she had been drinking and...in a drag race... ...charged with vehicular assault and leaving the scene of an accident... ...less than three weeks after she had been arrested in Denver in another traffic case... ...driving a Cadillac... - The Denver Post, 2/7/2017
Founded by...a healing artist, poet...and transformational learning educator, the institute is grounded in...a universal field of consciousness. ...our true nature lives within us at an unblemished level. Words of the Threshold [is] a study of the nonsensical, metaphorical and paradoxical language and visions of the dying. ...language patterns related to the end of life... "Assume that levels of awareness exist in the dying... ...validate their vision. Don't pretend to intellectualize or explain anything." - Natural awakenings, 2/2017
The victim [of another accident] was stopped [not far from where I live] because two vehicles in front of him were stopped and preparing to street race... [The driver who hit the victim] is accused of rear-ended [sic] [the victim's] sedan, pushing it into one of the vehicles...preparing to race. He...later died. [The three drivers are charged collectively with] vehicular assault. ...manslaughter, leaving the scene of an accident causing death, leaving the scene of an accident causing serious bodily injured {sic] and reckless driving. They are each being held on a $50,000 bond. All three have posted bail. [Of the three mug shots, there are a boy and girl, who I assume are the street racers. The third is of a middle-aged woman, who appears as if she may be a housewife, not a street racer. Of the three, she is smiling in her photo.] - 9news.com, 2/22/2017
On Friday, I still am not back on my bike. I get a call from the boss. She will pick me up early to take me to work to cover the shift of an employee who needs to cash her paycheck. It's a full day at work. At 8:30 PM I am on a bus back to my neighborhood. Behind me is an elderly woman who begins an unsolicited conversation with me. Actually, she did the talking, in a Slavic accent. She asked me how I could read in the meager light from the overhead fixtures. "My students would not be able to see in this light. They get bored and fall asleep." Does she teach? Is she retired? I don't get a chance to ask. She asks me what book I am reading. It's about a journalist is the Congo a decade ago. She says that Congo is divided into two countries. I wonder if she is confusing Congo with Sudan? She also mentions the nation formerly known as Burma and its name change. Before I get out, she says something about the Coors Brewing Company and its owner.
Monday. After a dentist appointment, I find out that my boss has given me the day off. I make my way to a train home. On board are a couple with a dog. The guy appears to be young enough to be the woman's son, but acts as if he is her boyfriend. He's in purple Capri pants. When they disembark at the very next station, he has a half-smoked cigarette in his mouth. I get out at my stop, and I watch from the platform. An SUV approaches the intersection. As it passes the bus shelter, someone in the SUV is yelling "Fuck you!" over and over at someone in the shelter, who is reciprocating. I cross the boulevard to the stop for my bus home. Some yards away are five guys next to a big electrical box in the parking lot of an apartment complex. A couple of them have beers. It's 1:30 PM.
"We put offers on five houses in less than two weeks before this one...this home corrected the minor mishaps of the other homes." "We gutted this place. The home was built in 1999 and had white carpet, white appliances and a lot of pine. We felt like we were living n an asylum with all white appliances." The cabinets from IKEA are sleek and stylish... "The kitchen island seems to be the heartbeat of the house. We can get a massive group around here." ...they were living in Cherry Creek. Now their home revolves around quality schools... ...they...have settled into eating out at Carmine's, Sweet Willy's Pizzeria, Sushi Mango and Parry's Pizza. The Loft. "The 75-inch TV, coupled with the oversized sectional couch... ...we'll binge watch shows like "Shooter" or "The Blacklist"..." ...the couple found the perfect storage unit for...shoes from IKEA. - Mile High Sports, 2/2017
...city boosters like Visit Denver are recognizing the expanded scope of this city's vibrant scene... Shooting street photography creates deep roots in my relationship with Denver. Out on the streets, I feel close to the people... This is the beating heart of the urban core... People laughing, screaming, church bells...howling dogs, airplanes overhead - it's the city's symphony. ...I smile at the idea of us plunging into the bohemian life... ...when I see another Denver institution bulldozed and a set of wobbly condos set up in its place. ...we may be living in a...completely co-opted city... The city's slush fund is getting fed on the development going on, all of the market activity. The creative community is the lifeblood of Denver. People who don't believe that are part of the problem. ..we're bringing style off the streets and into City Hall...where we'll honor four of Denver's most iconic strips [including murals on my boulevard] as well as the city's best street artists. - Westword Winter Arts Guide
..."hummer homes" cropping up in...established neighborhoods as the wealthy crowd moves into their hoods. Duplexes, starter homes, bungalows and small ranches are being demolished...as affluent people move closer into the city but don't want to live in smaller, older homes. Residential scrapes have returned to Denver, hitting levels that haven't been seen in decades. The new units...distort housing prices and leave charming, older homes worth less than the land they sit on. ...Denver is seeing an unprecedented demand for building permits... ...there is a growing demand in the market for single family homes that provide more square footage than the older homes... "Neighborhoods are just being destroyed." - Glendale Cherry Creek Chronicle, 2/2017
When I was elected nearly ten years ago, the "Great Recession" was just beginning. ...many were unable to keep their homes. Now residents are being involuntarily displaced and priced out of their communities. Hard working people don't deserve stigmas, just opportunities. One of my priorities is to help those who are homeless... By creating a housing and services-first model, we will create a more inclusive city.
[My street] is a 9-mile-long corridor in West Denver that marks the inequity in the City. With no distinguishing characteristics throughout the corridor, the gaps in amenities, safety and aesthetics from one area to the next are visually evident. In [a] 2015, Public Works...corridor-wide study. ...south of Alameda is the most dangerous part... - Viva District 3, Winter 2016-2017
[My neighborhood] had earned a reputation as a rough part of Denver in years past , nut recent redevelopment and new businesses have improved prospects for residents... ...the Westwood Food Cooperative will soon be in business.. "I have a lot of faith that this neighborhood is getting better." ...he welcomes the challenge of attracting new customers; it's part of the reason he chose the neighborhood.. ...a juice bar that would fit right inside one of RiNo's hip new watering holes... - Westword, 2/16-22/2017
Swat team [up the street from my home] trying to get a man to come out and surrender. Helicopter circling. - Westwood Residents Association FB page, 2/7/2017
All the shops were shut, rows of them. ...a lady said, drawing our attention "There is a riot!" It was a mob. They were street boys. ...the boys climbed over cars and perched on walls, on the road...a jumble of hands and legs. ...forty or fifty... The vehicles were stripped of radios, gear shifts, and seats. The boys laughed wildly and danced down the road, jeering at the barred-up...residents inside... "Sometimes they are a hundred, the Kata-Kata." ...which were said to decapitate people... ...that the boys possessed sinister powers. "The boys have nothing to do. It is so easy to start a riot."
It used to be an official designation, Evolue, conferred by the Belgians in colonial times to a select few families who had rejected their "primitive structures": the clan, beliefs, traditions, even dress code and language. It was an idea of human rights: to show the African could be as civilized as the white man. A special committee was tasked with visiting the Negro home, to check the standard of hygiene, the quality of visitors, the use of cutlery, and if the children had underwear on.
...the Lebanese, the Israelis, the Belgians and the politicians...form a small moneyed class that owned nearly all of Congo's GDP. Outside every sit-down restaurant ragged children hoped for sympathy. A new economics was invented... ...it became a basic human right to steal from those who had more. The system of theft evolved in a communitarian spirit... "Do not steal too much at a time," Mobutu told the people, "'Yubana mayele' - Steal cleverly, little by little." In town I found a missionary library of old books... ...imagining the colonial boats...bringing gifts and threats of war. The library had detailed nineteenth-century reports...on the conferences that carved up Africa between European states... The Maghrebis had burned the hood in Paris...he had gorren the car at half price. Containers full of these burned vehicles were coming to Congo from France... I bought a piece of coconut from a vendor carrying a plate over head. The pirogues were commercial vessels from the villages; and I realized...I had just witnessed the attaching of the city with the jungle. ...they relieved the traders of their city stocks. Negotiations sometimes lasted until the morning.
The new immigrants surrounded themselves with Congolese. They had been sent, as emissaries of the great immigrant-business communities; the Shiite Muslims, the Punjabs and Sindhis; the Chinese, Lebanese and Israelis. These were not individuals doing business - what mattered more was the intangible foreign tribe of which one was an extension. Here at the extremity of global commerce each exile was made outcast in the other's society. - Sundaram
I have a brother who lives in a neighborhood up against the foothills. He bought into the neighborhood some two decades ago, a brand new home. Upper middle class families. He's had trouble with more than one next door neighbor who trashes their rental property. I get an email from him about one of them. "Our hillbilly neighbors...have...(been kicked out.) The owner is going to...SELL - no more renters hopefully. Took a team of 15 people to pull all the junk out of the yard and gut the house. ...the flooring was trashed, there were holes in the walls and ALL the doors, and writing on a number of walls." - 2/18/2017 Writing on the walls? Wednesday. I have three days left where I work at this location. A restructuring plan will go in effect next week. I found out today for the first time that one of my customers here, from his name tag, is a "District Director" for the city's transit system. I will miss him. He smokes a pipe and always struck me as a 'most fascinating man in the world' kind of guy. A couple of days later I am out on the bike trail. This particular day will be my last taking this particular route to work. At least until who knows when. Tomorrow, I am off and Monday I am at another store. The same one where I was last summer. Only it's my understanding that I will be there from now on. Around 11 AM, I have just turned onto my first trailhead. Over my left shoulder, I hear growing louder as it approaches the sound of an old rotary telephone ringing. Another cyclist passes me with her retro ringtone. The temperature today is headed for a high of...80 degrees F. In the middle of February. I am in shorts for the first time since last autumn's Indian summer. There are cyclists everywhere, lines of them riding single file in their neon Lycra. I count four kayakers in the river, some in swimsuits. I take my turn onto a connecting trail for the last time. Halfway from there to work, I am passed by a woman on a bicycle with a basket on the handlebars. In the basket is a Terrier. After work, I am coming down this same trail, perhaps for the last time. So long forested trail. Around a quarter to eight PM, I reach the intersection with the bike trail which goes along the river. Facing the trailhead to the one I am leaving is a bench. There in the dark is silently sitting some guy in polyester fleece and a knit cap. On the other side of an underpass, on the bank of the river are perhaps seven people standing in the dark. I stop to take a shot of the full moon over the river with my new camera, which takes shots in the dark much better than my first digital camera, a short few yards past them. While I am parked off the trail, the mysterious group of seven lights off a roman candle over the river. I will discover the following day that tonight is, besides the full moon, a lunar eclipse and also a green comet with those who have magnification. I don't know if this accounts for these people in the dark.
Saturday I rode out to one of our stores out west, perhaps for the last time. It's closing two weeks from this Saturday. I can't figure out if I am needed there today, why will I not be needed there the next couple of Saturdays? I come to find out today that, in a month, I may be working for another part of the company anyhow. Earlier this month, I went to the trouble of finding a doctor near the store where I will be moving to beginning a couple of days from today. The following day, I get on a bus out to the gym mid-morning, and I sit across from a guy who appears to be down and out in this life. It's as if he is collapsing in his seat. Along the way, another guy come on who also appears as if he is dragging himself through this life. The pair greet each other and appear and, after the second takes a seat, the first reaches into a sack to give some chocolate to the other. "Here you go. Give this to Jennifer.," he imbibes. The second mentions that he got her something from Starbucks. The first reminds him, "Gotta have a little chocolate. Women love chocolate." They both prepare to get out at my stop. The first lets the other know, "I'm headed for my storage unit. I got kicked out [of where I presume he lives] for smoking crack." We are but a trio of regular fellows as we lightly go tripping off the bus. The one who dabbles in crack is off to his unit. I'm off with my gym bag to hit the weights. The third makes his way, with a cloth bag, toward the door of a church being held open for him. May each of us find, if not salvation...something n common with crack and the gym and church. I cross the avenue and pass people coming out of their homes and walking to the church. Some park in the lot of a middle school. A minibus leaves the lot with a full load for the church.
An hour and a half later I'm out of the gym and headed to the gas station for a diet soda.
...in China... Some children, who are desperate to appease their parents, even resort to finding fake partners for major occasions. ...women can choose...and reserve them for hours or days at a time by simply paying a deposit. The demands...peak during the Chinese New Year, when young people face the pressure of bringing a partner home to meet the family... ...regardless of the weather, the People's Park in Shanghai is crowded with mothers and fathers... On the walls of the avenues, on trees and on washing lines, hundreds of resumes are hung by parents often without the knowledge of their children. In 2007, Chinese authorities coined the derogatory term "leftover women" to shame or scare some urban professionals into marriage, with the ultimate aim of creating "high-quality" babies. - Asian avenue, 2/2017
...for many reasons. - social turmoil, drugs, rapid technological change...people...are able to insist on the truth of their own experiences, even when...reality calls these experiences impossible. ...the aura is a border of light...around the body... It changes color according to one's physical and emotional health. ...people with psychic gifts...can see auras... ...look at your hand against a blank wall in a semidark room. There's even what amounts to a church of the aura in east Hollywood...affiliated with the Japanese Johrei sect. In 1901 two theosophy leaders...collaborated on...a book with sixty-nine illustrations of...shapes and hues of mental energy... Around 1910...London's Dr. Walter Kilmer...claimed the aura could be made visible...with glasses stained in dicyanine dye, a coal-tar derivative. From the odic force theory of Baron von Reichenbach, the inventor of creosote, to Dr. Wilhelm Reich's orgone energy... In 1939...a Russian...Semyon Davidovich Kirlian...an electrical technician...at a psychiatric institute, he saw a patient getting shock treatment ... ...he decided to try to photograph...a tiny flash of light...between the patient's skin and the electrode... Kirlian photography...its findings...verify serious occult theory. - Freedland
Bars had lit generators; bulbs attracted flying insects... ...women...began to braise fish. Children came out and pissed over the earth... The women shouted at them to go inside. The smoke from the stoves attracted large birds...and observed...from electrical posts. ..somnolent, slumped over his hands. He said, "We're an honest family..." I looked up at the wires... The other houses were stealing current from alternate power lines. ...trying to take on corruption in his country alone? I filed the story from a neighbor's house...by making my phone a data transmitter.
"It is their trauma." The men had flirted with her the week before. "They made a fortune during the war, buying diamonds from the rebels and selling them in Antwerp. Then they lost their families to the violence. Every week they come here." So she was leaving - and she was going to the war. ...journalist millionaire...in Manhattan...his secretary...held out some pages. It was a copy of a magazine interview, with a Polish journalist... This was in the 1960s...when Africa was breaking free of colonial powers. ...Ryszard Kapuscinski, went from "revolution to coup d'état, from one war to another"... But on his travels...he never saw a writer. "Where were they? Such important events...?"
...virgin jungle... But new visitors had recently arrived, sanctioned by the Kyoto Protocol. The developed world had invested millions of dollars to preserve Congo's for rest. Thus buying...the right for their factories to pollute in the West. Conservationists subsequently moved into the forest...evicting tribes. In the middle of Congo, Equateur seemed like the sovereign territory of another country
We rode past men pushing wooden carts piled higher than their heads with green bananas. Women carried masses of honey combs... "Chinese make this road!" ...we passed a convoy of trucks loaded with enormous logs. A lot of Congo's wood went to Europe - fashioned into tables and bookshelves and sold...even back in Congo, at exorbitant prices. IKEA got wood from here. A cloud of butterflies rose, turning the forest effervescent...blue mixed with yellow - other butterflies... ...the restaurants were bare and food needed to be ordered in advance; the locals drank beer for lunch and dinner. Heineken operated a brewery on the city outskirts. I asked if the UN could help me get home. She made a grumbling noise and asked, irritably, for what reason. Here, in a remote part of the forest, almost a thousand miles from Rwanda and the center of the conflict, I had stumbled upon one arm of a network...of mass graves. It took several days to find a UN aircraft, with an empty seat, going to the war.
...three years earlier...the miners were mostly drugged... The Ugandan army had...lined gutters with corpses and blocked the main roads using human intestines. Such wars are familiar to the continent... But the crisis here is vaster: in deadliness and brutality - five and a half million dead. Fought in isolated jungles and hidden fro the world, this war has...machetes, knives and guns designed in 1947... So the killing proceeds slowly, and without much notice. Neighboring powers...trained and equipped by western nations - feed the ambitions of...warlords and sell them weapons. The warlords pay for the arms with...gold, coltan, tin and other minerals...to the world, for use in computers and jewelry. And so Congo's war...ebbs and flows with global consumption. ...the stories of war had, in the mind, built up the place; and one felt the burden of experience needing to confirm the myth. The UN airport... The few workers there looked miserable. - Sundaram
Tuesday. Yesterday I did a double shift at my old store. Today I am doing another double shift out at a store I haven't been to since before the sale of the company where I work, at the end of 2014. Before my company's sale, I came out here on a regular basis. This used to be a production plant, for stores which are no longer owned by us, where I have worked as well. Now this place is just another store. Strange days. Employees I knew, faces I remember, deadlines, skills I had which were shared with but a few, bringing me to different plants. Now I am spending much of my 10 1/2 hour shift sitting in a chair. Along with various employees and store managers, I have seen an area manager, a couple of general managers, and a husband and now ex-wife owner pack their bags. Even one of the two new owners is moving out of state. He calls me the last man standing. Standing with a trunk full of a decade of memories, of a business with nineteen stores at one time, of conversations with former employees who describe a company even busier than when I came onboard.
Between 7:30 AM and 8, I arrive at a train station to catch my last bus home. I sit on a bench as a skinny little guy in a hoodie comes along. He tells me his transfer has expired and he needs...a dollar to get home. Twenty-five years ago, a dollar was the fare for a one-way trip. Today, it's not even half the fare. When the bus comes, the driver lets him on without fare. And I got to keep my dollar. The following morning I am headed back out to the store where I was last Saturday, way out west. The bus service is such that, even during the weekday, I can get there only on my bike. Nevermind the hour ride from the train to the store. I make it past street construction under a highway to the train around 11 AM. On a bench is a guy who sounds as if he is speaking an African dialect on his phone. On his head is a plastic white cowboy hat. The following evening around 8:30 PM, I step off the bus after another double shift at work. I'm back at a corner of my own street, waiting to cross at the light with a young woman and a middle-aged one. The latter has in hand a pet-carrying case and a blanket, and she points out that "Anyone can grab you" at the unlit bus stop across the street. I assume that she is speaking to the other, and that the two are related. When we get across the street, the one with the cat case suggests climbing under the bus bench as the younger one walks away. I begin to realize that 10 the pair is not related and 20 the older one is nuts. With this realization, the older one says, "You're all going to burn in hell for what you did to us..."
The next day I decide to take my bike in to top a tire off with air, and price air pumps. Afterward, I ride to the train, which I take to a place for lunch near the store I was told I would be working at. When I call the store during lunch, to find out if they need me to stop at my bank to get us change (I'm the last of the nice employees) I discover that my boss wants me to work at a store further south. I look at my bike map, and after lunch I am out onto trails which I don't remember being on. Some of them begin to look the same after enough of them. After a shortcut turns out to be a private road requiring a climb up a grass embankment either not located or too tiny for my eyes to see on the bike map, I arrive at work...on time. The day after is Saturday, and it appears as if it is official. The ex-medical marijuana dispensary across the street from my old bus stop, shut down some years past in a SWAT raid for laundering Columbian drug money, is having its grand (re)opening. Remodeled with the exterior stile of a bank, the new business occupying the space turns out to be...another marijuana dispensary. "Premium Marijuana," sez the sign. It's sometime after ten AM here at said bus stop. I got a call from my boss an hour and a half ago, who decided to let me know that she wanted me to come in to work today. We should have been open a couple of hours ago. I watch as pickup trucks make a left at the corner, cutting each other off in the turn. One driver shakes his head, another flips off the guy ahead of him.
In the evening the traders...relaxed by their stalls to reggae and rumba. A pair of drums was used... ...or charcoal-stove fires and radio sets. There was no repose on the barge. Traders lay...limbs spread...one had to navigate them. The traders, I noticed, were poor city men. ...they ate cassava dough from their palms; their shirts were soiled from wiping their mouths... ...like on sixteenth-century ships with their crews of slaves and prisoners, Kinshasa had sent...its lowest elements as emissaries to the provinces. His uniform was typical, scavenged from enemies: the shirt from Kabula's guard, his hat from an invading Afghan army and his pants...belonged to eastern rebels... - Sundaram
Police responded to a Shot Spotter alert [on my street] about 10:30 p.m. When officers arrived, a man came outside holding a shotgun. ...the man was taken into custody without incident. - Westwood Residents' Association Facebook page, 2/21/2017
Keep an eye out for my daughter... [In a photo, she appears to be 16.] She was last seen at [the gas station across the street from where I work, a place one clerk told me, "This is a place someone could write a novel about."] with these two men. [There is a photo of two men. One appears middle-aged.] Message me or call the police with any info. Please reach out to local news... If enough of you call they will pay attention. - Facebook, 2/18/2017
[The father of the missing girl] admits his 15-year-old daughter has run off before. ...her father received a phone call the next evening. "Daddy I want to come home. Please come get me." [She was] in a park [I ride past every day time I go to work on my bike. He] told her to wait inside the [gas station across the street from where I live. He] missed her by about 10 minutes... "This guy walked past her, turned around and looked like he said two words to her. And these two words were enough to make her get in the car." - kdvr.com, 2/21/2017
I share on my Facebook page this story and photos of the girl and two men. I query as to why this girl would go off with them. Someone who sounds as if she knows the girl replies, suggesting that the girl may know these guys and have possibly called them. Monday. I'm back at my old bus stop. 10:30 AM. Across from the marijuana place renovated into something which looks like a bank. Standing outside are a woman in a pant suit with a laminated ID and a guy in dress slacks, a pin-striped shirt, and tie. They look like bank tellers, not marijuana clerks. I wonder if half of it is a bank. Arriving at my bus stop are a couple, each wearing a leather jacket with "Christian Motorcycle Association, Riding for the Son" on the back. The guy has other patches on his, including a Misfits one, and on the back of a cap on his head is "POW MIA." Hmm. Glen Danzig, Christian bikers, and soldiers missing in action. The lady is also in black tights and high-heeled boots, and she's using a walker. The bus comes along and swoops us all up and takes us to the train, where a middle-aged homeless couple come shuffling along.. The guy is in a winter coat, and the woman in what appears to be some kind of designer bomber jacket which has seen better days. She's carrying a panhandling sign made from half of a pizza box. She appears to have a black eye and scratches on her face. The pair converse, and she sounds drunk, telling him something about a particular item he didn't get for her and how he doesn't love her. He does not sound drunk. Myself and the pair of couples all catch the train to the next stop. I head over to the gate for my bus to the bike shop. I need to pick up an air pump before I go to work. I watch the homeless couple begin walking toward the exit to the train station. Yet, when my bus shows up, here they come. The guy asks the driver which bus goes to one particular corner, which is within walking distance. I have no idea that the Christian Biker couple even got off the train where I did, until the bus heads out and pulls up to a stop several blocks away. There is the couple, who made good time getting here with a walker. Though I don't know why they didn't catch this bus back at the train station, where I did.
I get out at the bike shop. In front of the bus stop is parked a fire engine. There's no fire. It turns out that one of the firemen is having a bike wheel serviced. I watch as he brings it out and hands it to someone through the fire truck window. While I'm inside the shop, a woman wheels in a stroller with a child. With a British accent, she tells one of the clerks that she is a nanny. It turns out that she needs a wheel fixed on the stroller. I'm outside watching the fireman with the bike wheel when she comes out pushing the stroller, wheel repaired. I didn't notice this inside, but her stroller has a pole on one corner. On the pole is a full-sized American flag, so large that it almost touches the ground. The next bus comes along, and I get on with a bent over guy with grey hair and stubble. As the driver alerts me that the back door is broken, I elect to stand at the front. I'm not going very far. When it gets going, I begin to topple before I catch myself. Someone behind me reaches out to catch me. This late morning downtown, I am among more homeless and mentally damaged. One guy who gets out has long grey hair and an unlit cigarette butt between two fingers. At the next stop, a guy in a hat with a brim and a bewildered expression gets out. I get out with the bent-over guy at a main intersection. The light is red where he waits to cross. "C'mon I got places to go," I hear him admonish the traffic. I cross the other way and catch a crosstown bus. From my seat, I spy through the window a young guy coming along the sidewalk. With a bundle in one arm, he swings his other with exaggeration as he quickly takes short steps. With each swing he brings his hand up to his mouth to take a bite of something. When it's gone, his next swing he uses to point at something to his left. The following day I have off. I am returning from the gym around 3 PM when the bus drops me off on a corner of my street. I've seen a homeless woman here, and this afternoon there is a homeless couple here. I suddenly recognize them as the couple I saw yesterday at the train station. Later on, I am coming back home from dinner at a place behind my home. There is a police car with its lights on over at the gas station where the girl stepped into a car with a couple of guys. At the entrance to my parking lot, an SUV is stopped. The driver is speaking to a crying girl on the curb. It sounds as if she is related to him and he would like her back in the car.
...two of the first American scientists to visit Red China as the Ping-Pong Thaw began...reported seeing acupuncture used...in...open heart surgery. The Russians already have an electronic device called the tobiscope which locates acupuncture points...on exhibit at Montreal Expo '67. ...Kirlian photos have been reprinted in "Psychic Discoveries Behind the Iron Curtain"... In 1968 a research team...published a breakthrough report...describing how a Kirlian viewer hooked up to an electron microscope revealed that...organisms have semi-independent "energy bodies"... The...scientists...observed this energy body nourishing...on...the air we breathe. One of the most respected...psychic healers...the aura around his fingertips appears to become concentrated into something resembling a laser beam. ...what seems to be an amazing arsenal of psychic energy amplifiers...in a documentary film that hasn't been allowed outside Communist Europe. ...devices are recharged...sometimes by merely staring at special marks on the surfaces. ...will speed up plant growth, clean polluted water, or kill small insects. ...working under a Czechoslovakian government grant, claims 100 percent accuracy for a psychic generator that points at the symbol for an ESP card somebody is thinking about.in another room. Since 1963...the Unified Multiple Approach to the Unknown...holds...discussions...of Subud, body awareness...nudist group therapy, psychism, automatic painting... - Freedland
...the chief was certain the loggers could never wipe out the forest - "Just look," he said, "it goes on forever." ...I asked if his ancestors might have allowed the woods to be given away. He seemed to become troubled. "I will tell the spirit of the forest that his trees must be cut down," the chief said to me. Globalization reached even these villages...this global need. ...I heard of a woman...tilling someone else's field. ...she worked from 6:00 a.m. until 8:00 p.m.... But she earned only enough to eat the leaves of beans. The woman struck me as something new in the world. She did not fall into any obvious category...she was not a refugee or...the victim of...violence. It seemed to me that by any system...communist, socialist, capitalist - she had no reason to be poor. ...in...the 1970s...Congo flourished and "the ferry boats...went all the way up the river." There had been working railways, public works, tourist agencies, and enterprises from India, Greece, Portugal. ...a row of old gas pumps. Defunct, their hoses in coils, they seem to have been replaced by...men seated together...holding...bottles and funnels. ...ex-militiaman...pushed the garbage barrow... ...a city in flux. Most residents had been displaced...and took refuge here. ...people came and went, shifted by the war. His calm tone seemed to suggest that people had become accustomed to...violent displacements, the war, the silence. "The refugee mentality makes it difficult. They think only of leaving, not of making a life." Some militias had become active... The AP took these stories, which were painful to write...one somehow felt one knew the villages - they had become imaginable. - Sundaram
Something about knowing that, after my boss making claims for the past few weeks that each of those past weeks will be my last, at the location where I have been working, I haven't felt like taking a final bike ride along the route which takes me here. I must be ready to get back on the path to another shopping center. At least for now, before my position there is filled, and I begin working back at the production plant where I worked more often than not for the decade under the previous ownership. In the middle of the summer, the company hopes to find a new location for this plant. Yes, it's all part of a recommendation my boss made to me about her impression, that the owners desire to abandon the paying customer part of the business and keep only the lucrative and recently purchased smoke damage restoration company. Her suggestion is that I jump ship, or perhaps only jump decks on the same ship, to that part which she sees them as maintaining. The rest they have been acting as if they want to eventually sell off. Financially, the company I worked for under the previous owner continues to sink. Once it was something of a small empire, of which I have memories, and some stories of which I have heard about even better days. I've been witness to a very long decline. How many stories like this, I wonder...
Wednesday night. I'm on my last bus home shortly after 8 PM. There are a smattering of us on board this evening. One of the passengers seated behind me is conversing in a loud voice with the driver. He tells the driver that someone called in a bomb threat to a neighborhood seat of government, which happens to sit at the site of a train station. The passenger claims that this caused the train station to be shut down since rush hour. The driver responds that the transit system usually doesn't bother to inform most drivers of any such news which may cause schedule delays. He says that the company has a message system for such alerts to operators, which he then checks. He replies that he doesn't see any information about it on his end. The passenger then comes forward to mention to the driver, that the guy who shot a transit system security officer on the first of the month, he used to see him on the train. Sunday. Around a quarter to 9 AM, I'm grabbing breakfast at a deathburger on the way to a workout. I'm sitting about the middle of the place as a guy walks in with insulated pants and a winter coat. I can smell urine on him strongly from where he stands at the register. He orders "whatever you're going to throw away." The guy behind the counter tells him that they don't have any such food at the moment. He pulls out a pocket full of change on the counter to add it up. A customer behind him hands him a bill to get whatever he wants, and tells him to "pay it forward." The urine guy drops some change on the floor.
Monday. I'm on my way downtown, for more transit system coupons and to the bank. I arrive at the train where, on the opposite side of the tracks, is an old guy in a leather buckskin jacket complete with fringe. And a cowboy hat. On my side of the tracks, a young guy is telling a middle-aged transient that he had better keep his mouth shut, and "quit talking shit before you get yourself into an accident." The transient leaves. I guess the Lone Ranger is not coming over to help. The young guy then asks me for the time, referring to me as "sir." I guess I don't need a six-shooter to get respect out on this here street. Speaking of this street, along comes another middle-aged guy. He sounds as if he really isn't interested in knowing where he's going anyway. He asks a woman on the bench if this train goes to a nonexistent corner of two perpendicular streets. The woman says, "Wait, those are perpendicular." She mentions the first stop south on a connecting train line, and he decides that this sounds good to him. Just then, the train shows up. He asks her, "Hey, that was good timing, huh?"
"Roast chicken from Kampala is what the militiamen eat...the amount of chicken they have looted fro me."
"The UN doesn't secure your convoys? Or the roads?"
"They don't even buy my cream." A layer of dust over the toys and video games... "You want to meet the militias? You know the problem here is the U.N.. The soldiers are all in illegal business. They take the gold from the militias. ...at the helicopter bases there are no X-ray machines. They don't want any competition. They are even selling water, man. ...selling their rations to the militias." - Sundaram
A lot has happened this month. A rest of a company which I have worked for, for twelve years now, is about to be handed over to someone else. After the current owners have had it for two and a quarter years. Instead of staying with the old company, I am planning to join the current owners' other company, under their relatively new ownership. It's a bit bewildering, I know. Yet the few
of us left from the old company are all headed toward this other company. When I get home Tuesday evening after work, I hear that the missing girl has been found. No details as to what she was doing, but yet another adult found her through one of the girl's friends. I don't claim to understand it, I don't have kids, but surely it's a hopeful ending to the month.
A governor committed to reducing power outages before elections. ...the cycle-taxis had raised prices... ..."the CIA. Every few years they come, always on time to give a man a suit and call him our president." The taxis were...usually full... A minibus slowed...I...grabbed a piece of the handle... Men and women pushed and crushed me but I held on, head inside, legs running outside the bus; then a woman let go, creating a space. I hauled myself in. The taxi had never stopped; it had only slowed long enough to fill itself with people.
"You probably heard that Kabila received new tanks from China. For the elections." Anderson had mentioned it. "Everything is hot now." I had never written a news story before, but my acquiring the job coincided with a string of Congolese airplane crashes. I became proficient at...identifying the type of near-antique aircraft...the usually drunk Ukrainian pilots... One story I wrote about was a moving army battalion that had contaminated twenty villages with cholera. And another was about Congolese soldiers kidnapped by Rwandan fighters... "Locals have no culture, no civilization. Okay for business, but how do you live with them?" ...just as he pulled into Victoire's Shell gas station two street boys jumped on his rearview mirrors and broke them off.
...the constant news of rape, death, child soldiers... The narrative that formed...for though it was broadcast across the country it remained strangely silent inside homes. The father...asked me to make his girl speak. She had been mute from birth, and he had heard of Indian magic. This was the reputation the Indians had in the country. ...the supernatural was daily conversation at the port. There had been a vampire visit... - Sundaram
Denver is no stranger to mass shootings. On this first day of a new month, a transit security officer was shot and killed by a guy from Texas. The guy made claims that he disliked police and also mentioned his interpretation of Islam. The officer was, ironically, a former pastor. The scene of the crime? Denver's premiere downtown transit hub. Out on my own corner was a three-car accident just last week. The following day I have off, and late in the morning I am crossing the street on my way home. There is a guy with a TV camera recording a group of people who appear to be relatives of one who perished in the accident. On the traffic light pole are taped a couple of photos and flowers, along with a candle at the base. The victim was a beautiful young woman. I will come to find out that my sister was driving past when she saw a car which appeared as if it had been folded in half. Later on, I watch a local TV news report about it. My sister's description is not an exaggeration. It appeared as if someone crumpled it like a piece of trash. The report makes it sound as if the perpetrator was street racing another vehicle, and that after multiple 'failure to appear' warrants, she was not held in jail after her latest court appearance. I look at many of the pickup trucks and SUVs racing their engines up and down this boulevard, in the traditional behavior of the male. It makes me wonder what the drivers look like, and when I can see them, many of them are women. It's odd that, with as much testosterone as there is soaking my street, that both perp and victim are females only three years apart. Two lives which took divergent paths, only to intersect on my corner. The street racing woman who caused this crash was driving a Cadillac. Who the hell races a car such as I used to see being driven by people my parents' age some three decades ago? Well Speed Racer, depending on how you plead and if the case goes to trial, ya got homicide on your list of racing accomplishments. To quote your tribe, "Y'all are a real one." What can a car expect from now on, making a right on red on my corner?
My sister awoke a week or two ago to the sound of one of her cars being smashed into. She lives just a short few miles to the west of me. I don't know how many of the parks in the greater metro area are like the one next to her home. By day, it's a meeting place for neighbors and their pets. By night, a meeting place for narcotic users and their suppliers. Instead of a scene such as I read on my neighborhood's social network, the driver didn't take off into the night. She then heard, "Come out with your hands up." An old and beloved car of hers was hit so hard it was pushed out into the street. Back end caved in. License plate peeled and folded. A stolen SUV had been followed by police from a motel. In back were a prostitute and the driver's boyfriend. The driver again was a woman, eighteen. Near my sister's neighborhood, the police turned on their lights. During the chase, the girl turned down my sister's street.
...the contract RTD security officer gunned down last week near Denver's Union Station...was shot in the head and killed late on the night of Jan. 31 as he gave directions to two women...
Denver prosecutors charged a 39-year-old woman with vehicular homicide...she had been drinking and...in a drag race... ...charged with vehicular assault and leaving the scene of an accident... ...less than three weeks after she had been arrested in Denver in another traffic case... ...driving a Cadillac... - The Denver Post, 2/7/2017
Founded by...a healing artist, poet...and transformational learning educator, the institute is grounded in...a universal field of consciousness. ...our true nature lives within us at an unblemished level. Words of the Threshold [is] a study of the nonsensical, metaphorical and paradoxical language and visions of the dying. ...language patterns related to the end of life... "Assume that levels of awareness exist in the dying... ...validate their vision. Don't pretend to intellectualize or explain anything." - Natural awakenings, 2/2017
The victim [of another accident] was stopped [not far from where I live] because two vehicles in front of him were stopped and preparing to street race... [The driver who hit the victim] is accused of rear-ended [sic] [the victim's] sedan, pushing it into one of the vehicles...preparing to race. He...later died. [The three drivers are charged collectively with] vehicular assault. ...manslaughter, leaving the scene of an accident causing death, leaving the scene of an accident causing serious bodily injured {sic] and reckless driving. They are each being held on a $50,000 bond. All three have posted bail. [Of the three mug shots, there are a boy and girl, who I assume are the street racers. The third is of a middle-aged woman, who appears as if she may be a housewife, not a street racer. Of the three, she is smiling in her photo.] - 9news.com, 2/22/2017
On Friday, I still am not back on my bike. I get a call from the boss. She will pick me up early to take me to work to cover the shift of an employee who needs to cash her paycheck. It's a full day at work. At 8:30 PM I am on a bus back to my neighborhood. Behind me is an elderly woman who begins an unsolicited conversation with me. Actually, she did the talking, in a Slavic accent. She asked me how I could read in the meager light from the overhead fixtures. "My students would not be able to see in this light. They get bored and fall asleep." Does she teach? Is she retired? I don't get a chance to ask. She asks me what book I am reading. It's about a journalist is the Congo a decade ago. She says that Congo is divided into two countries. I wonder if she is confusing Congo with Sudan? She also mentions the nation formerly known as Burma and its name change. Before I get out, she says something about the Coors Brewing Company and its owner.
Monday. After a dentist appointment, I find out that my boss has given me the day off. I make my way to a train home. On board are a couple with a dog. The guy appears to be young enough to be the woman's son, but acts as if he is her boyfriend. He's in purple Capri pants. When they disembark at the very next station, he has a half-smoked cigarette in his mouth. I get out at my stop, and I watch from the platform. An SUV approaches the intersection. As it passes the bus shelter, someone in the SUV is yelling "Fuck you!" over and over at someone in the shelter, who is reciprocating. I cross the boulevard to the stop for my bus home. Some yards away are five guys next to a big electrical box in the parking lot of an apartment complex. A couple of them have beers. It's 1:30 PM.
"We put offers on five houses in less than two weeks before this one...this home corrected the minor mishaps of the other homes." "We gutted this place. The home was built in 1999 and had white carpet, white appliances and a lot of pine. We felt like we were living n an asylum with all white appliances." The cabinets from IKEA are sleek and stylish... "The kitchen island seems to be the heartbeat of the house. We can get a massive group around here." ...they were living in Cherry Creek. Now their home revolves around quality schools... ...they...have settled into eating out at Carmine's, Sweet Willy's Pizzeria, Sushi Mango and Parry's Pizza. The Loft. "The 75-inch TV, coupled with the oversized sectional couch... ...we'll binge watch shows like "Shooter" or "The Blacklist"..." ...the couple found the perfect storage unit for...shoes from IKEA. - Mile High Sports, 2/2017
...city boosters like Visit Denver are recognizing the expanded scope of this city's vibrant scene... Shooting street photography creates deep roots in my relationship with Denver. Out on the streets, I feel close to the people... This is the beating heart of the urban core... People laughing, screaming, church bells...howling dogs, airplanes overhead - it's the city's symphony. ...I smile at the idea of us plunging into the bohemian life... ...when I see another Denver institution bulldozed and a set of wobbly condos set up in its place. ...we may be living in a...completely co-opted city... The city's slush fund is getting fed on the development going on, all of the market activity. The creative community is the lifeblood of Denver. People who don't believe that are part of the problem. ..we're bringing style off the streets and into City Hall...where we'll honor four of Denver's most iconic strips [including murals on my boulevard] as well as the city's best street artists. - Westword Winter Arts Guide
..."hummer homes" cropping up in...established neighborhoods as the wealthy crowd moves into their hoods. Duplexes, starter homes, bungalows and small ranches are being demolished...as affluent people move closer into the city but don't want to live in smaller, older homes. Residential scrapes have returned to Denver, hitting levels that haven't been seen in decades. The new units...distort housing prices and leave charming, older homes worth less than the land they sit on. ...Denver is seeing an unprecedented demand for building permits... ...there is a growing demand in the market for single family homes that provide more square footage than the older homes... "Neighborhoods are just being destroyed." - Glendale Cherry Creek Chronicle, 2/2017
When I was elected nearly ten years ago, the "Great Recession" was just beginning. ...many were unable to keep their homes. Now residents are being involuntarily displaced and priced out of their communities. Hard working people don't deserve stigmas, just opportunities. One of my priorities is to help those who are homeless... By creating a housing and services-first model, we will create a more inclusive city.
[My street] is a 9-mile-long corridor in West Denver that marks the inequity in the City. With no distinguishing characteristics throughout the corridor, the gaps in amenities, safety and aesthetics from one area to the next are visually evident. In [a] 2015, Public Works...corridor-wide study. ...south of Alameda is the most dangerous part... - Viva District 3, Winter 2016-2017
[My neighborhood] had earned a reputation as a rough part of Denver in years past , nut recent redevelopment and new businesses have improved prospects for residents... ...the Westwood Food Cooperative will soon be in business.. "I have a lot of faith that this neighborhood is getting better." ...he welcomes the challenge of attracting new customers; it's part of the reason he chose the neighborhood.. ...a juice bar that would fit right inside one of RiNo's hip new watering holes... - Westword, 2/16-22/2017
Swat team [up the street from my home] trying to get a man to come out and surrender. Helicopter circling. - Westwood Residents Association FB page, 2/7/2017
All the shops were shut, rows of them. ...a lady said, drawing our attention "There is a riot!" It was a mob. They were street boys. ...the boys climbed over cars and perched on walls, on the road...a jumble of hands and legs. ...forty or fifty... The vehicles were stripped of radios, gear shifts, and seats. The boys laughed wildly and danced down the road, jeering at the barred-up...residents inside... "Sometimes they are a hundred, the Kata-Kata." ...which were said to decapitate people... ...that the boys possessed sinister powers. "The boys have nothing to do. It is so easy to start a riot."
It used to be an official designation, Evolue, conferred by the Belgians in colonial times to a select few families who had rejected their "primitive structures": the clan, beliefs, traditions, even dress code and language. It was an idea of human rights: to show the African could be as civilized as the white man. A special committee was tasked with visiting the Negro home, to check the standard of hygiene, the quality of visitors, the use of cutlery, and if the children had underwear on.
...the Lebanese, the Israelis, the Belgians and the politicians...form a small moneyed class that owned nearly all of Congo's GDP. Outside every sit-down restaurant ragged children hoped for sympathy. A new economics was invented... ...it became a basic human right to steal from those who had more. The system of theft evolved in a communitarian spirit... "Do not steal too much at a time," Mobutu told the people, "'Yubana mayele' - Steal cleverly, little by little." In town I found a missionary library of old books... ...imagining the colonial boats...bringing gifts and threats of war. The library had detailed nineteenth-century reports...on the conferences that carved up Africa between European states... The Maghrebis had burned the hood in Paris...he had gorren the car at half price. Containers full of these burned vehicles were coming to Congo from France... I bought a piece of coconut from a vendor carrying a plate over head. The pirogues were commercial vessels from the villages; and I realized...I had just witnessed the attaching of the city with the jungle. ...they relieved the traders of their city stocks. Negotiations sometimes lasted until the morning.
The new immigrants surrounded themselves with Congolese. They had been sent, as emissaries of the great immigrant-business communities; the Shiite Muslims, the Punjabs and Sindhis; the Chinese, Lebanese and Israelis. These were not individuals doing business - what mattered more was the intangible foreign tribe of which one was an extension. Here at the extremity of global commerce each exile was made outcast in the other's society. - Sundaram
I have a brother who lives in a neighborhood up against the foothills. He bought into the neighborhood some two decades ago, a brand new home. Upper middle class families. He's had trouble with more than one next door neighbor who trashes their rental property. I get an email from him about one of them. "Our hillbilly neighbors...have...(been kicked out.) The owner is going to...SELL - no more renters hopefully. Took a team of 15 people to pull all the junk out of the yard and gut the house. ...the flooring was trashed, there were holes in the walls and ALL the doors, and writing on a number of walls." - 2/18/2017 Writing on the walls? Wednesday. I have three days left where I work at this location. A restructuring plan will go in effect next week. I found out today for the first time that one of my customers here, from his name tag, is a "District Director" for the city's transit system. I will miss him. He smokes a pipe and always struck me as a 'most fascinating man in the world' kind of guy. A couple of days later I am out on the bike trail. This particular day will be my last taking this particular route to work. At least until who knows when. Tomorrow, I am off and Monday I am at another store. The same one where I was last summer. Only it's my understanding that I will be there from now on. Around 11 AM, I have just turned onto my first trailhead. Over my left shoulder, I hear growing louder as it approaches the sound of an old rotary telephone ringing. Another cyclist passes me with her retro ringtone. The temperature today is headed for a high of...80 degrees F. In the middle of February. I am in shorts for the first time since last autumn's Indian summer. There are cyclists everywhere, lines of them riding single file in their neon Lycra. I count four kayakers in the river, some in swimsuits. I take my turn onto a connecting trail for the last time. Halfway from there to work, I am passed by a woman on a bicycle with a basket on the handlebars. In the basket is a Terrier. After work, I am coming down this same trail, perhaps for the last time. So long forested trail. Around a quarter to eight PM, I reach the intersection with the bike trail which goes along the river. Facing the trailhead to the one I am leaving is a bench. There in the dark is silently sitting some guy in polyester fleece and a knit cap. On the other side of an underpass, on the bank of the river are perhaps seven people standing in the dark. I stop to take a shot of the full moon over the river with my new camera, which takes shots in the dark much better than my first digital camera, a short few yards past them. While I am parked off the trail, the mysterious group of seven lights off a roman candle over the river. I will discover the following day that tonight is, besides the full moon, a lunar eclipse and also a green comet with those who have magnification. I don't know if this accounts for these people in the dark.
Saturday I rode out to one of our stores out west, perhaps for the last time. It's closing two weeks from this Saturday. I can't figure out if I am needed there today, why will I not be needed there the next couple of Saturdays? I come to find out today that, in a month, I may be working for another part of the company anyhow. Earlier this month, I went to the trouble of finding a doctor near the store where I will be moving to beginning a couple of days from today. The following day, I get on a bus out to the gym mid-morning, and I sit across from a guy who appears to be down and out in this life. It's as if he is collapsing in his seat. Along the way, another guy come on who also appears as if he is dragging himself through this life. The pair greet each other and appear and, after the second takes a seat, the first reaches into a sack to give some chocolate to the other. "Here you go. Give this to Jennifer.," he imbibes. The second mentions that he got her something from Starbucks. The first reminds him, "Gotta have a little chocolate. Women love chocolate." They both prepare to get out at my stop. The first lets the other know, "I'm headed for my storage unit. I got kicked out [of where I presume he lives] for smoking crack." We are but a trio of regular fellows as we lightly go tripping off the bus. The one who dabbles in crack is off to his unit. I'm off with my gym bag to hit the weights. The third makes his way, with a cloth bag, toward the door of a church being held open for him. May each of us find, if not salvation...something n common with crack and the gym and church. I cross the avenue and pass people coming out of their homes and walking to the church. Some park in the lot of a middle school. A minibus leaves the lot with a full load for the church.
An hour and a half later I'm out of the gym and headed to the gas station for a diet soda.
...in China... Some children, who are desperate to appease their parents, even resort to finding fake partners for major occasions. ...women can choose...and reserve them for hours or days at a time by simply paying a deposit. The demands...peak during the Chinese New Year, when young people face the pressure of bringing a partner home to meet the family... ...regardless of the weather, the People's Park in Shanghai is crowded with mothers and fathers... On the walls of the avenues, on trees and on washing lines, hundreds of resumes are hung by parents often without the knowledge of their children. In 2007, Chinese authorities coined the derogatory term "leftover women" to shame or scare some urban professionals into marriage, with the ultimate aim of creating "high-quality" babies. - Asian avenue, 2/2017
...for many reasons. - social turmoil, drugs, rapid technological change...people...are able to insist on the truth of their own experiences, even when...reality calls these experiences impossible. ...the aura is a border of light...around the body... It changes color according to one's physical and emotional health. ...people with psychic gifts...can see auras... ...look at your hand against a blank wall in a semidark room. There's even what amounts to a church of the aura in east Hollywood...affiliated with the Japanese Johrei sect. In 1901 two theosophy leaders...collaborated on...a book with sixty-nine illustrations of...shapes and hues of mental energy... Around 1910...London's Dr. Walter Kilmer...claimed the aura could be made visible...with glasses stained in dicyanine dye, a coal-tar derivative. From the odic force theory of Baron von Reichenbach, the inventor of creosote, to Dr. Wilhelm Reich's orgone energy... In 1939...a Russian...Semyon Davidovich Kirlian...an electrical technician...at a psychiatric institute, he saw a patient getting shock treatment ... ...he decided to try to photograph...a tiny flash of light...between the patient's skin and the electrode... Kirlian photography...its findings...verify serious occult theory. - Freedland
Bars had lit generators; bulbs attracted flying insects... ...women...began to braise fish. Children came out and pissed over the earth... The women shouted at them to go inside. The smoke from the stoves attracted large birds...and observed...from electrical posts. ..somnolent, slumped over his hands. He said, "We're an honest family..." I looked up at the wires... The other houses were stealing current from alternate power lines. ...trying to take on corruption in his country alone? I filed the story from a neighbor's house...by making my phone a data transmitter.
"It is their trauma." The men had flirted with her the week before. "They made a fortune during the war, buying diamonds from the rebels and selling them in Antwerp. Then they lost their families to the violence. Every week they come here." So she was leaving - and she was going to the war. ...journalist millionaire...in Manhattan...his secretary...held out some pages. It was a copy of a magazine interview, with a Polish journalist... This was in the 1960s...when Africa was breaking free of colonial powers. ...Ryszard Kapuscinski, went from "revolution to coup d'état, from one war to another"... But on his travels...he never saw a writer. "Where were they? Such important events...?"
...virgin jungle... But new visitors had recently arrived, sanctioned by the Kyoto Protocol. The developed world had invested millions of dollars to preserve Congo's for rest. Thus buying...the right for their factories to pollute in the West. Conservationists subsequently moved into the forest...evicting tribes. In the middle of Congo, Equateur seemed like the sovereign territory of another country
We rode past men pushing wooden carts piled higher than their heads with green bananas. Women carried masses of honey combs... "Chinese make this road!" ...we passed a convoy of trucks loaded with enormous logs. A lot of Congo's wood went to Europe - fashioned into tables and bookshelves and sold...even back in Congo, at exorbitant prices. IKEA got wood from here. A cloud of butterflies rose, turning the forest effervescent...blue mixed with yellow - other butterflies... ...the restaurants were bare and food needed to be ordered in advance; the locals drank beer for lunch and dinner. Heineken operated a brewery on the city outskirts. I asked if the UN could help me get home. She made a grumbling noise and asked, irritably, for what reason. Here, in a remote part of the forest, almost a thousand miles from Rwanda and the center of the conflict, I had stumbled upon one arm of a network...of mass graves. It took several days to find a UN aircraft, with an empty seat, going to the war.
...three years earlier...the miners were mostly drugged... The Ugandan army had...lined gutters with corpses and blocked the main roads using human intestines. Such wars are familiar to the continent... But the crisis here is vaster: in deadliness and brutality - five and a half million dead. Fought in isolated jungles and hidden fro the world, this war has...machetes, knives and guns designed in 1947... So the killing proceeds slowly, and without much notice. Neighboring powers...trained and equipped by western nations - feed the ambitions of...warlords and sell them weapons. The warlords pay for the arms with...gold, coltan, tin and other minerals...to the world, for use in computers and jewelry. And so Congo's war...ebbs and flows with global consumption. ...the stories of war had, in the mind, built up the place; and one felt the burden of experience needing to confirm the myth. The UN airport... The few workers there looked miserable. - Sundaram
Tuesday. Yesterday I did a double shift at my old store. Today I am doing another double shift out at a store I haven't been to since before the sale of the company where I work, at the end of 2014. Before my company's sale, I came out here on a regular basis. This used to be a production plant, for stores which are no longer owned by us, where I have worked as well. Now this place is just another store. Strange days. Employees I knew, faces I remember, deadlines, skills I had which were shared with but a few, bringing me to different plants. Now I am spending much of my 10 1/2 hour shift sitting in a chair. Along with various employees and store managers, I have seen an area manager, a couple of general managers, and a husband and now ex-wife owner pack their bags. Even one of the two new owners is moving out of state. He calls me the last man standing. Standing with a trunk full of a decade of memories, of a business with nineteen stores at one time, of conversations with former employees who describe a company even busier than when I came onboard.
Between 7:30 AM and 8, I arrive at a train station to catch my last bus home. I sit on a bench as a skinny little guy in a hoodie comes along. He tells me his transfer has expired and he needs...a dollar to get home. Twenty-five years ago, a dollar was the fare for a one-way trip. Today, it's not even half the fare. When the bus comes, the driver lets him on without fare. And I got to keep my dollar. The following morning I am headed back out to the store where I was last Saturday, way out west. The bus service is such that, even during the weekday, I can get there only on my bike. Nevermind the hour ride from the train to the store. I make it past street construction under a highway to the train around 11 AM. On a bench is a guy who sounds as if he is speaking an African dialect on his phone. On his head is a plastic white cowboy hat. The following evening around 8:30 PM, I step off the bus after another double shift at work. I'm back at a corner of my own street, waiting to cross at the light with a young woman and a middle-aged one. The latter has in hand a pet-carrying case and a blanket, and she points out that "Anyone can grab you" at the unlit bus stop across the street. I assume that she is speaking to the other, and that the two are related. When we get across the street, the one with the cat case suggests climbing under the bus bench as the younger one walks away. I begin to realize that 10 the pair is not related and 20 the older one is nuts. With this realization, the older one says, "You're all going to burn in hell for what you did to us..."
The next day I decide to take my bike in to top a tire off with air, and price air pumps. Afterward, I ride to the train, which I take to a place for lunch near the store I was told I would be working at. When I call the store during lunch, to find out if they need me to stop at my bank to get us change (I'm the last of the nice employees) I discover that my boss wants me to work at a store further south. I look at my bike map, and after lunch I am out onto trails which I don't remember being on. Some of them begin to look the same after enough of them. After a shortcut turns out to be a private road requiring a climb up a grass embankment either not located or too tiny for my eyes to see on the bike map, I arrive at work...on time. The day after is Saturday, and it appears as if it is official. The ex-medical marijuana dispensary across the street from my old bus stop, shut down some years past in a SWAT raid for laundering Columbian drug money, is having its grand (re)opening. Remodeled with the exterior stile of a bank, the new business occupying the space turns out to be...another marijuana dispensary. "Premium Marijuana," sez the sign. It's sometime after ten AM here at said bus stop. I got a call from my boss an hour and a half ago, who decided to let me know that she wanted me to come in to work today. We should have been open a couple of hours ago. I watch as pickup trucks make a left at the corner, cutting each other off in the turn. One driver shakes his head, another flips off the guy ahead of him.
In the evening the traders...relaxed by their stalls to reggae and rumba. A pair of drums was used... ...or charcoal-stove fires and radio sets. There was no repose on the barge. Traders lay...limbs spread...one had to navigate them. The traders, I noticed, were poor city men. ...they ate cassava dough from their palms; their shirts were soiled from wiping their mouths... ...like on sixteenth-century ships with their crews of slaves and prisoners, Kinshasa had sent...its lowest elements as emissaries to the provinces. His uniform was typical, scavenged from enemies: the shirt from Kabula's guard, his hat from an invading Afghan army and his pants...belonged to eastern rebels... - Sundaram
Police responded to a Shot Spotter alert [on my street] about 10:30 p.m. When officers arrived, a man came outside holding a shotgun. ...the man was taken into custody without incident. - Westwood Residents' Association Facebook page, 2/21/2017
Keep an eye out for my daughter... [In a photo, she appears to be 16.] She was last seen at [the gas station across the street from where I work, a place one clerk told me, "This is a place someone could write a novel about."] with these two men. [There is a photo of two men. One appears middle-aged.] Message me or call the police with any info. Please reach out to local news... If enough of you call they will pay attention. - Facebook, 2/18/2017
[The father of the missing girl] admits his 15-year-old daughter has run off before. ...her father received a phone call the next evening. "Daddy I want to come home. Please come get me." [She was] in a park [I ride past every day time I go to work on my bike. He] told her to wait inside the [gas station across the street from where I live. He] missed her by about 10 minutes... "This guy walked past her, turned around and looked like he said two words to her. And these two words were enough to make her get in the car." - kdvr.com, 2/21/2017
I share on my Facebook page this story and photos of the girl and two men. I query as to why this girl would go off with them. Someone who sounds as if she knows the girl replies, suggesting that the girl may know these guys and have possibly called them. Monday. I'm back at my old bus stop. 10:30 AM. Across from the marijuana place renovated into something which looks like a bank. Standing outside are a woman in a pant suit with a laminated ID and a guy in dress slacks, a pin-striped shirt, and tie. They look like bank tellers, not marijuana clerks. I wonder if half of it is a bank. Arriving at my bus stop are a couple, each wearing a leather jacket with "Christian Motorcycle Association, Riding for the Son" on the back. The guy has other patches on his, including a Misfits one, and on the back of a cap on his head is "POW MIA." Hmm. Glen Danzig, Christian bikers, and soldiers missing in action. The lady is also in black tights and high-heeled boots, and she's using a walker. The bus comes along and swoops us all up and takes us to the train, where a middle-aged homeless couple come shuffling along.. The guy is in a winter coat, and the woman in what appears to be some kind of designer bomber jacket which has seen better days. She's carrying a panhandling sign made from half of a pizza box. She appears to have a black eye and scratches on her face. The pair converse, and she sounds drunk, telling him something about a particular item he didn't get for her and how he doesn't love her. He does not sound drunk. Myself and the pair of couples all catch the train to the next stop. I head over to the gate for my bus to the bike shop. I need to pick up an air pump before I go to work. I watch the homeless couple begin walking toward the exit to the train station. Yet, when my bus shows up, here they come. The guy asks the driver which bus goes to one particular corner, which is within walking distance. I have no idea that the Christian Biker couple even got off the train where I did, until the bus heads out and pulls up to a stop several blocks away. There is the couple, who made good time getting here with a walker. Though I don't know why they didn't catch this bus back at the train station, where I did.
I get out at the bike shop. In front of the bus stop is parked a fire engine. There's no fire. It turns out that one of the firemen is having a bike wheel serviced. I watch as he brings it out and hands it to someone through the fire truck window. While I'm inside the shop, a woman wheels in a stroller with a child. With a British accent, she tells one of the clerks that she is a nanny. It turns out that she needs a wheel fixed on the stroller. I'm outside watching the fireman with the bike wheel when she comes out pushing the stroller, wheel repaired. I didn't notice this inside, but her stroller has a pole on one corner. On the pole is a full-sized American flag, so large that it almost touches the ground. The next bus comes along, and I get on with a bent over guy with grey hair and stubble. As the driver alerts me that the back door is broken, I elect to stand at the front. I'm not going very far. When it gets going, I begin to topple before I catch myself. Someone behind me reaches out to catch me. This late morning downtown, I am among more homeless and mentally damaged. One guy who gets out has long grey hair and an unlit cigarette butt between two fingers. At the next stop, a guy in a hat with a brim and a bewildered expression gets out. I get out with the bent-over guy at a main intersection. The light is red where he waits to cross. "C'mon I got places to go," I hear him admonish the traffic. I cross the other way and catch a crosstown bus. From my seat, I spy through the window a young guy coming along the sidewalk. With a bundle in one arm, he swings his other with exaggeration as he quickly takes short steps. With each swing he brings his hand up to his mouth to take a bite of something. When it's gone, his next swing he uses to point at something to his left. The following day I have off. I am returning from the gym around 3 PM when the bus drops me off on a corner of my street. I've seen a homeless woman here, and this afternoon there is a homeless couple here. I suddenly recognize them as the couple I saw yesterday at the train station. Later on, I am coming back home from dinner at a place behind my home. There is a police car with its lights on over at the gas station where the girl stepped into a car with a couple of guys. At the entrance to my parking lot, an SUV is stopped. The driver is speaking to a crying girl on the curb. It sounds as if she is related to him and he would like her back in the car.
...two of the first American scientists to visit Red China as the Ping-Pong Thaw began...reported seeing acupuncture used...in...open heart surgery. The Russians already have an electronic device called the tobiscope which locates acupuncture points...on exhibit at Montreal Expo '67. ...Kirlian photos have been reprinted in "Psychic Discoveries Behind the Iron Curtain"... In 1968 a research team...published a breakthrough report...describing how a Kirlian viewer hooked up to an electron microscope revealed that...organisms have semi-independent "energy bodies"... The...scientists...observed this energy body nourishing...on...the air we breathe. One of the most respected...psychic healers...the aura around his fingertips appears to become concentrated into something resembling a laser beam. ...what seems to be an amazing arsenal of psychic energy amplifiers...in a documentary film that hasn't been allowed outside Communist Europe. ...devices are recharged...sometimes by merely staring at special marks on the surfaces. ...will speed up plant growth, clean polluted water, or kill small insects. ...working under a Czechoslovakian government grant, claims 100 percent accuracy for a psychic generator that points at the symbol for an ESP card somebody is thinking about.in another room. Since 1963...the Unified Multiple Approach to the Unknown...holds...discussions...of Subud, body awareness...nudist group therapy, psychism, automatic painting... - Freedland
...the chief was certain the loggers could never wipe out the forest - "Just look," he said, "it goes on forever." ...I asked if his ancestors might have allowed the woods to be given away. He seemed to become troubled. "I will tell the spirit of the forest that his trees must be cut down," the chief said to me. Globalization reached even these villages...this global need. ...I heard of a woman...tilling someone else's field. ...she worked from 6:00 a.m. until 8:00 p.m.... But she earned only enough to eat the leaves of beans. The woman struck me as something new in the world. She did not fall into any obvious category...she was not a refugee or...the victim of...violence. It seemed to me that by any system...communist, socialist, capitalist - she had no reason to be poor. ...in...the 1970s...Congo flourished and "the ferry boats...went all the way up the river." There had been working railways, public works, tourist agencies, and enterprises from India, Greece, Portugal. ...a row of old gas pumps. Defunct, their hoses in coils, they seem to have been replaced by...men seated together...holding...bottles and funnels. ...ex-militiaman...pushed the garbage barrow... ...a city in flux. Most residents had been displaced...and took refuge here. ...people came and went, shifted by the war. His calm tone seemed to suggest that people had become accustomed to...violent displacements, the war, the silence. "The refugee mentality makes it difficult. They think only of leaving, not of making a life." Some militias had become active... The AP took these stories, which were painful to write...one somehow felt one knew the villages - they had become imaginable. - Sundaram
Something about knowing that, after my boss making claims for the past few weeks that each of those past weeks will be my last, at the location where I have been working, I haven't felt like taking a final bike ride along the route which takes me here. I must be ready to get back on the path to another shopping center. At least for now, before my position there is filled, and I begin working back at the production plant where I worked more often than not for the decade under the previous ownership. In the middle of the summer, the company hopes to find a new location for this plant. Yes, it's all part of a recommendation my boss made to me about her impression, that the owners desire to abandon the paying customer part of the business and keep only the lucrative and recently purchased smoke damage restoration company. Her suggestion is that I jump ship, or perhaps only jump decks on the same ship, to that part which she sees them as maintaining. The rest they have been acting as if they want to eventually sell off. Financially, the company I worked for under the previous owner continues to sink. Once it was something of a small empire, of which I have memories, and some stories of which I have heard about even better days. I've been witness to a very long decline. How many stories like this, I wonder...
Wednesday night. I'm on my last bus home shortly after 8 PM. There are a smattering of us on board this evening. One of the passengers seated behind me is conversing in a loud voice with the driver. He tells the driver that someone called in a bomb threat to a neighborhood seat of government, which happens to sit at the site of a train station. The passenger claims that this caused the train station to be shut down since rush hour. The driver responds that the transit system usually doesn't bother to inform most drivers of any such news which may cause schedule delays. He says that the company has a message system for such alerts to operators, which he then checks. He replies that he doesn't see any information about it on his end. The passenger then comes forward to mention to the driver, that the guy who shot a transit system security officer on the first of the month, he used to see him on the train. Sunday. Around a quarter to 9 AM, I'm grabbing breakfast at a deathburger on the way to a workout. I'm sitting about the middle of the place as a guy walks in with insulated pants and a winter coat. I can smell urine on him strongly from where he stands at the register. He orders "whatever you're going to throw away." The guy behind the counter tells him that they don't have any such food at the moment. He pulls out a pocket full of change on the counter to add it up. A customer behind him hands him a bill to get whatever he wants, and tells him to "pay it forward." The urine guy drops some change on the floor.
Monday. I'm on my way downtown, for more transit system coupons and to the bank. I arrive at the train where, on the opposite side of the tracks, is an old guy in a leather buckskin jacket complete with fringe. And a cowboy hat. On my side of the tracks, a young guy is telling a middle-aged transient that he had better keep his mouth shut, and "quit talking shit before you get yourself into an accident." The transient leaves. I guess the Lone Ranger is not coming over to help. The young guy then asks me for the time, referring to me as "sir." I guess I don't need a six-shooter to get respect out on this here street. Speaking of this street, along comes another middle-aged guy. He sounds as if he really isn't interested in knowing where he's going anyway. He asks a woman on the bench if this train goes to a nonexistent corner of two perpendicular streets. The woman says, "Wait, those are perpendicular." She mentions the first stop south on a connecting train line, and he decides that this sounds good to him. Just then, the train shows up. He asks her, "Hey, that was good timing, huh?"
"Roast chicken from Kampala is what the militiamen eat...the amount of chicken they have looted fro me."
"The UN doesn't secure your convoys? Or the roads?"
"They don't even buy my cream." A layer of dust over the toys and video games... "You want to meet the militias? You know the problem here is the U.N.. The soldiers are all in illegal business. They take the gold from the militias. ...at the helicopter bases there are no X-ray machines. They don't want any competition. They are even selling water, man. ...selling their rations to the militias." - Sundaram
A lot has happened this month. A rest of a company which I have worked for, for twelve years now, is about to be handed over to someone else. After the current owners have had it for two and a quarter years. Instead of staying with the old company, I am planning to join the current owners' other company, under their relatively new ownership. It's a bit bewildering, I know. Yet the few
of us left from the old company are all headed toward this other company. When I get home Tuesday evening after work, I hear that the missing girl has been found. No details as to what she was doing, but yet another adult found her through one of the girl's friends. I don't claim to understand it, I don't have kids, but surely it's a hopeful ending to the month.
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