Thursday, July 4, 2024

July 2024, Brain and Motion, "The Train, Bro...", Keeping Bugs Out of the Bar, and 'Walking Around in My "Underwear"'










      Tuesday.  Yesterday I snuck in a swim at the waterpark.  I can't remember if the sun came out of the grey sky.  Mondays, we're open an hour later, so I can't get to the pool before it closes.  This morning, I get the call.  Can I come in an hour early?  No waterpark today.  I head for the bus, approaching the street from which I enter the rail.  Another cyclist turns from this street ahead and passes me.  When I check traffic behind me, I see he must have made a U-turn. He's coming up behind me.  (?)  He follows me onto the trail and passes me there.  I turn off toward the bus stop.  I'm closing in on it, I just have a short ride through a private university.  I stop when I pot a sign for a seminar on campus. It reads, "Brain and Motion".  Wednesday is the day before the 4th.  Again I get the call.  Can I make it in 3 hours early?  Back to a stop for my bus to work.  I'm coming down the bridge over the highway and train.  I am forced to turn the wrong way onto an entrance for the train station.  Straddling the sidewalk along the street is a couple, each walking a bicycle.  The woman is much older and wearing a neon hot pink tutu.  I make good time to the bus stop.  I'm caught up on my sleep from working so many open to close shifts.  Saturday.  It's nice to be able to ride to the pool in some sunshine, instead of working the sunny days and swimming under grey skies.  After my swim, I ride to a burger and sandwich place which has been around on my old boulevard forever.  From there I ride to the train next door.  I purchase a ticket and ride the elevator down to the platform, with a pair of weathered guys who just stumbled off a bus.  One of them tells me that they "have dollar tickets to go see" the city baseball team play this evening.  On the platform I check a posted schedule.  A half hour till the next train?  I'll be halfway home by then.  I ride the elevator back up with a young woman on the floor, digging through a backpack.  She took it down and now she's going back up.

     Thursday is the 4th.  Blue sky.  Sunscreen applied.  I ride down the long street which hooks up with the trail.  The bar and grill near the gym is closed for the 4th.  I grab a salad at a sprots bar.  Wimbledon is on a flat screen.  Men's doubles, Australia vs. Great Britain.  The chocolate therapist is out of her office as well.  I'm off to the waterpark.  On a corner of one street with the vehicle entrance to the park, there's a sign.  The corner is host to another small park.  It's a "do not enter" sign.  Fireworks lay beyond, to be fired later.  I still don't get it as I wonder why vehicles are having a tough time finding a space here at the waterpark.  Only when I'm riding out after my swim, through the exit to the trail, does it become clear.  Families are pitching tents and firing up grills for a day in the big park below, complete with a Park Ranger on duty.  There's a petting zoo, a train, and kids can splash in the creek.  I'm close to work now.  I ride to a supermarket along the way.  I pick up a couple of items for home, and a 12-pack of diet sodas.  I drop the sodas at work and run across the street to the bakery for a snack.  A girl is working there, a former employee who spent the past year as a college freshman out of state.  We rap about college life.  I run over to the hardware store around the corner.  I was in here some days ago for stamps from their contract post office.  I spied something specific which I have been looking for, a full-length lawn chair.  For my back patio, during the brief periods I sit out there during the temperate months.  This thing can fold like a regular chair, or recline horizontally.  I could fall asleep in the thing.  Unfortunately, the store is closed.  I will end up buying it and getting it home after work tomorrow.  I decide to ride from here, not to the pool.  Unlike the waterpark, the city pools are closed today.  I'm headed to an art festival in my old neighborhood, held every 4th of July.  It's a bit of a haul.  When I get there, I discover that they are merely getting set up. The fest will go on tomorrow through Sunday.  I will end up seeing it after work on Saturday.  I ride home and switch out bicycles.  I consider grabbing a shower but decide the hell with it.  I take the bike I ride to work and pack my bag accordingly.  I ride to the sister's place.  She has tomorrow off and will give me a ride to work tomorrow.

     Durning the weekend, I will read and hear about other neighborhoods in the greater metro area.  Their fireworks will go on until 2 AM.  Where the sister and I have breakfast, one waitress says her fireworks went on even as she was getting ready to go to work.  In the sister's neighborhood, the cease at midnight.  The sister tells me that hers is a working-class neighborhood, and the residents must get up for work the following day, as do I.  I work the whole day after the 4th.  We open a couple of hours late.  I still don't have enough sleep, but I'm convinced I have as much as I could have had.  The day goes by in a fog.  I don't have the energy to head to the pool after work, despite the blue sky.  I instead go across the street to the hardware store and collect my lawn chair. I also grab a couple of long bungee cords.  The chair, even folded, won't fit securely on the back rack of my bike.  I hook the cords onto the chair instead, and carry it on my back like a pack.  I end up passing a train station and take the train much of the way home.  On Saturday, I'm on my way to work down a long street to the trail.  I pass a car wash.  In between the dryer hoses is a trash can.  A homeless guy has his head inside of it, his shopping cart piled high stands next to him. During Friday and Saturday, the sister makes plans for us to have brunch on Sunday, and then go to the art museum downtown.  There are a pair of emails between us and a discussion over the phone.  One email mentions her picking me up an hour earlier than planned.  I don't read that part and I assume this email is to confirm the original time, and mistakenly acknowledge.  When she calls to tell me she's here and I don't know what she's talking about, she doesn't want to hear any excuses.  I spend the trip to the restaurant wondering what I'm doing here.  Does she want me here?  What's my role?  We both order before she uses the ladies' room.  I cancel my part of the order.  When she returns, I tell her I'm leaving.  She doesn't appear to be concerned.  I will later this evening explain in an email to her why I left.  If this constitutes a fight between us, I hate to see what we're like when we're boring.  This means...that I can go to the gym as well as swim at the waterpark and the pool.  But I need to figure out how to get out of downtown.  The closest train station I ride to is shut down due to repairs on the train tracks downtown.  If I want to save what time I have left in the day, I need to reach a station further down the line.  This would be two stations away.  The station which is closed in in the Performing Arts Center.  It's a venue which hosts events and conventions.  Every 4th of July, this place is host to something called the Fan festival.  As I understand it, it's a comics and sci-fi convention.  Someone outside has a bullhorn, and is directing the flow of costumed characters none of whom I recognize.  I make my way west to the second station along one of the southern lines, not very far from here.

     I arrive there and a train comes right along, but it's headed for a line other than one I want.  It drops me a couple of stations south, from which I can take another train or a bus to the gym.  I'm riding around the station looking for the stop for my bus, which has been moved according to a sign posted at the old gate.  On the train platform is a young guy who is doubled over, reading his phone.  He's the only one here in the station besides myself.  He's slowly, slowly rising to anger.  "Oh no...oh no...the train, bro...it's late bro..."  It's a full minute before I find the gate for my bus, and now he's yelling and punching posted schedule boards.  He attracts the attention of a couple of transit system security guys.  But then a train pulls into the station, one I can take where I'm going.  I run with my bike and jump on it.  I disembark at the station near my gym.  I'm off the train platform when I run into the same Jehovah's Witnesses I had seen here earlier this summer.  A couple young women.  They ask me if I "want to hear a sermon" or something like this.  I reply, "Well, I'm on a bike."  I stop into my bar and grill for a late breakfast.  The host puts me at the outdoor bar.  The overhead tarp leaves a sliver of sunlight beaming down on the bar, but clouds are quickly moving in.  A young woman sits at the other end of the bar.  Tere's air blowing out from inside the bar, and it feels good.  However, she asks it be turned off.  The bartender complies, explaining that the air keeps the bugs out from inside the bar.  Then it's chocolate therapy, gym, waterpark, and then I head to a train station toward home.  I just miss a train and I head the direction of the next station.  Along the way, I find a sports grill hidden away in an industrial area near the train tracks.  I stop in for a late lunch.  The place is dark, save for lights along the walls.  They are covered with glass plates with black and white images of sports figures from yesterday.  When I come out, rain sprinkles are in the air.  It's a short ride to the next train station, where a homeless guy stands up as a train pulls in along the opposite track.  I assume he's getting on.  As it's pulling in, he walks off the platform and onto the gravel between the tracks.  He takes a leak before returning to his patch of the platform.  My train arrives, and I take it a couple of stops to my usual station.  A cool wind is blowing and the sky is grey.  It's some kind of weird apocalyptic cold front.  I roll the dice that it will blow through.  I cross a couple of major boulevards and arrive at the pool.  A sign reads that they are closed for a lightening warning some ten miles away.  The rain sprinkles return as the sun comes out.  The grey cloud of death is replaced by blue sky.  The pool reopens.  I swim with only one other person as surely no one expected the cold front to pass.  The lifeguards are playing Monopoly.  'Tis a fine swim and ride back home.

     That morning, the sister and I were in her car, driving along a downtown street.  A street with one of our stores. Where our former plant was.  And a certain Greek restaurant.  This was all some five short years ago.  I met a young woman at the restaurant, just out of college with a psychology degree. She was but one of the employees on the line, serving the endless office workers who came in for lunch. The manager eventually picked up extra hours working for us.  The owner was one of our customers, a really nice guy.  The landlord raised his lease, as he did ours.  He decided to sell.  During the pandemic, the young woman was let go.  The manager stayed.  The new owner signed a lease for the place we vacated, built a big new back deck.  The sister and I fly past the old restaurant and plant space in less than a second.  Past a year of my memories.  The restaurant is boarded up.  I had no idea.  We continue down the street.  Monday.  I have to stop at the pharmacy at my clinic, and then hit the bank.  I don't have time for the waterpark before work, and Mondays we're open an hour later than the rest of the week.  So I won't be going to the pool after work either.  It feels as if June felt like July, and this month is like June.  Until the last couple of days this week.  This morning feels just about perfect.  Twenty-four hours later, I get the call.  Can I come in early?  In spite of this morning and the previous one being perfect for swimming, today I won't be at the waterpark either.  But I feel caught up on my loss of sleep over the 4th.  I can't recall the last time I slept until close to 7 AM.  I'm still playing catch up on my sleep from the 4th.  Last night, I went to bed feeling exhausted.  And I'm trying to stay caught up on my blog.  This morning, I write a few sentences when I get the call.  Can I come in early?  My coworker is throwing up.  On Friday, I will be covering for my coworker, as she's going to court with her son.  On that day, I will get a call from her that her son has a reprieve until September.  But Friday she will tell me over the phone that she is getting on a plane.  Her sister recently had surgery, and isn't expected to recover.  She may or may not be back by Tuesday, or even Wednesday of next week.  On Thursday, I don't get the call.  I made my dental cleaning appointment on the right day.  The young woman who cleans my teeth is visiting the state, and she has the option to stay here and extend her availability to work every 4 months.  She has chosen another 4 she says, because she's having fun here.  She dating and going out on the town.  I'm done early enough that I can go back home with plenty of time to apply sunscreen, and finally head for the waterpark before work.  I'm on the last leg of the trail along the way there.  I happen upon a park ranger.  He's looking down onto the bank of the creek, a spot popular with homeless.  When I get to work, my coworker plays me a voicemail from an extended family member, in the state where her sister has had surgery.  He means to report that the sister is not yet out of the woods.  Instead, he uses the word, "woodwork."

     Friday.  I look at the clock.  I think I have an hour and fifteen minutes before I get up. I lay there and believe that I have time to do dishes and clean my bathtub, and maybe work on this blog which is backing up on me.  I glance back at the clock.  Do I only have fifteen minutes?  Either I went back to sleep, or I misread the clock.  Either way, I got no extra time now.  The forecast today and tomorrow is 100 degrees F.  But at 4 AM, it's in the 60s.  Yesterday, my coworker showed me some video on her phone.  She lives in the trendy Lower Downton district, among families which receive housing assistance.  Those who get assistance also get a card which provides unlimited electric scooter rides, broken up into 30-minute intervals.  Her video is of her corner, and the arrest and identification by a witness of a 13-year-old.  Also brought out of a home across from my coworker's place are a brother, a sister, and the mother of the kid under arrest.  The video was taken beginning in the early evening, and continues on and off through the night as police cruisers stayed on the street in front of both her home and that of the other family.  They were still there when she left for work yesterday morning.  She learned somehow that the 13-year-old and his brother were riding up and down the block, throwing objects at all the cars.  The cars parked along the curb belong to wealthier residents of the district, who all park here and walk to a wine bar on the corner.  It was someone from the wine bar who came out and asked the pair to stop throwing things at the patrons' vehicles.  The 13-year-old pulled out a gun and shot at the wine bar.  Then the pair went home, where the police found them.  The mother asks the officer what he's doing with her 13-year-old son.  He appears to be having trouble standing up.  Also, I get emails alerting me to posts on a local neighborhood social media platform.  This week, many have been concerning fireworks on the 4th of July being fired late into the following morning.  One post is from someone who confronted a pair of kids shooting them off a 2:45 AM on the 5th.  The pair responded by firing some at the individual, and thereby setting some grass on fire.

     Saturday I get alate start, and am headed to a stop for my bus to work.  I'm on the long street a block from my own, stopped at a stop sign.  A driver for whom I suspect English in not the first language has stopped without a stop sign.  He honks for me to go.  I have to point at my stop sign and point for him to go, which he does.  Not that I don't appreciate it.  But we all need to understand what rules the other is going to follow.  I've just passed a couple of small homeless campers, both of which I recognize.  One I call the '80s camper.  The other has been painted over completely with primer.  The latter is parked along the curb opposite the former, and the driver's side door is open.  I hear laughter before I see the driver on his phone.  And, just before that, I pass a couple standing on the wide, winding sidewalk along this street.  They may be having an argument, next to their shopping cart piled high and other pile of stuff on the concrete.  After work, I'm sure I get a swim in at the pool.  By Tuesday evening, I'm trying to recall too many events over a few short days.  I get home and am in bed by 10 PM.  There's mariachi music coming from across the street which knocks off by 10:30.  The next morning, I'm up at twenty to 7 AM.  The music starts up again.  I grab a shower and make a fast breakfast, and I'm off to the waterpark at last.  Along the long street a block from my own, both campers are gone.  I will see the '80s camper in a couple of different spots in as many days.  Before I change trails, I detour for a milkshake.  I'm coming along the patch where the park ranger was staring down into the creek.  A pair of tents are pitched there late this morning.  On Tuesday I will be coming right back past here as the dawn breaks.  I will see someone along the bank with a tiny light in the dark.  I left the house without sunscreen as broken clouds were in the sky.  Of course, when I get to the waterpark they have burned off and the sun is out.  They've only been open an hour and it's already crowded. I get a swim and turns on the drop slide before even more people arrive.  I'm off to the bar and grill, where I get a table inside...in the shade.  The canvas walls are unzipped and the 96 F degree air fills the place.  My table is next to an elderly couple, the guy in slacks.  His Polo shirt has a tag with his name and the word "deacon" underneath.  It's much quieter in here today than other weekends.  

     Each one of us is the author of our own story...that...  ...reflects our highest potential.  ...being fully present...with intention and purpose...integrity, kindness, and authenticity.   ...with courage and conviction.  The story we tell ourselves about our present...  ...contributes to the collective narrative of our community.  ...do you use your story to keep yourself a victim?  - Littleton Independent

     ...vending machines tucked into a garage...bring the neighborhood together.  A board...advertises neighborhood events and news...  "...we've had so much positive socialization with the location...  ...so many more people are living here, it creates an opportunity for community building."  ...a former Ford Motor dealership [is now] an event space.  The [vending] machines [there] will dispense artwork.  - Westword,7/11-17/2024

     "We always point the grill west...the biking and art..."  "...ride bikes...have picnics, eat ice cream - repeat.  ...a world saturated with the smell of sagebrush."  "...volcano peak tagging, and fresh seafood..."  "It'll be humbling and epic..."

     ...outdoor recreation...stands at the confluence of economic prosperity, environmental stewardship...  ...if we thought of trails the same way we do highways, river corridors the same way we think of main streets, our public lands and green spaces the same way we think about social services in our communities.  ...the intersection between the outdoors and public health.  Everyone who enjoys...freedom on a trail or path...It's an economic engine...

     ...stress-free...college town amenities...and a quaint western vibe.  ...charming shops and restaurants...  ...the real American West.  ...a historic downtown, vibrant arts scene, craft culture...  - Elevation Outdoors, Sommer 2024

     "We love the small-town vibe.  It's like that authenticity of a community."  ...ice cream pies...  ...community events...movie knights and bingo.    ...being a neighborhood hub, reflecting the values of the community..."  - Littleton Independent, week of7/25/2024

     ...the end-in-sight revamp of the 16th Street Mall...  "We're very seasonal, we're very ingredient-driven."  "...Jack Kerouac lived in and Tom Waits sang about..."  "COVID...hurt our lunch, it hurt our happy hour..."  "It feels clean, it feels safe."  "...downtown gets a younger, more energetic crowd [than .in [the municipality where I work.]"  "...the North Star...to revitalize...core, downtown, train/transportation station areas."  "...like a popular European square...a 'must' experience..."  "Things operate differently downtown than in a neighborhood.  ...recycling and compost and the alleys...are you going to bike to work?  ...things you don't have to think about in a neighborhood."  - Westword, 7/25-31/2024

     After lunch I visit The Chocolate Therapist.  From here, I can't believe how close is the supermarket on the way to work.  I grab groceries for work and then ride to work.  I drop the groceries.  I cross the street and hang out with an employee at the bakery here on her college break.  I'm sitting at the stop for a bus which otherwise takes me to the train station, and home.  I am watching across the street as a group of cars pull into the parking lot where I work.  It's a car club run by the young couple who run the doughnut shop, I catch the bus from here all the way to the festival.  It's a master stroke.  It drops me off right on the corner of the park where the entrance is.  It's a good old festival.  The sun has long disappeared behind a grey cloud, so it isn't a bleating late afternoon.  A group of people are dancing to music from a sound system.  They dance n front of a big fan blowing water mist.  There's one young woman i couldn't take my eyes off of.  On the ride out of downtown, I pass by downtown's level one trauma hospital.  There are a handful of homeless sitting on benches out front, along the busy avenue.  One guy in a wheelchair is in pajamas, and has one leg.  Another guy sitting here I recognize as a regular on a corner of the parking lot at the Vietnamese grocery next to my place.  His spot next to the grocery is now occupied by an elderly woman in a wheelchair.  She sits there with a couple of children now instead of him.  I'm back on my own side of town when I notice that the '80s camper has moved to a corner next to a library.  It's surrounded by eight orange cones.  Skip ahead to Wednesday.  I'm at work when I get the call.  Her sister has rallied and is no longer expected to pass away.  She will be back...on Monday.  Unless she calls.  So I will be working open to close the rest of this week.  Actually, the week has been one of the fastest moving weeks in recent memory.  The sun has been peeking in and out of the clouds, and after work I get a quick swim in.  I get home and write all my checks.  Today is payday.  The following morning I put them in the mail.

     If my coworker is here Monday, today will be the final day in a row in which I need to get up early.  One would expect this kind of week to have been miserably long.  It's a week which has passed more quickly than any in recent memory.  Friday morning, I pass the gas station across the street sometime after 4 AM.  A handful of homeless are gathered at one corner of the building.  One appears dressed as some kind of homeless pimp.  At the opposite corner of the building are a couple of other guys.  behind them are some bicycles.  I turn down the long street toward the trail.  I'm just across the first busy avenue and headed for a T-intersection.  I suddenly hear, "HEY...HEY!"  Then, from the same direction, a person is making a loud hissing noise.  I watch a guy with a small light run down the street ahead.  He runs to a corner and opens the gate to a back yard, and looks in the yard.  Following him is another cyclist, with no helmet.  The next thing I know, the guy running is in the street.  As I pass him, he speaks with the friendly voice of an elderly small town resident.  "Gooood mornin'."  This entire time, he has never stopped making the hissing noise.  Perhaps an hour later.  I'm on a connecting trail to work.  I've just passed a dog park and am approaching a small wooden bridge.  Ahead of me is a lone figure in the dark.  He's walking down the middle of the trail.  I turn on my headlamp to alert him to my presence.  Coming from the other direction, a guy walking his dog suddenly appears.  Only after the guy with the dig jumps out of the way and my tires rattle the planks of the bridge does the figure move over to allow me to pass.  I work the day and am back on the corner across from my own.  A guy comes running through the intersection.  He wants to know how to get to a fitness center way across town.  He has a yellow construction vest on and he speaks quickly, as if he's hyped up.  I give him a tangle of bus and train routes, trying to piece together what I know about the transit system.  He strikes me as out of place on my side of town...until he begins unwinding his nonsensical story.  Just one more hustle out on this boulevard.  His car broke down.  "It's the alternator," he says with his arms outstretched, as if anyone would understand.  And he lost his phone.  So many out here have the most coincidental bad luck.  Surely he just wants to work off some energy while he leaves his car and phone behind.   He keeps mentioning a train station which is further than the corner with the fitness center.  I leave him at the bus stop on my corner with his yellow vest.  The following morning, I'm finally on my way to work not in the dark.  I'm headed down a long street to the bike trail.  I get to the first busy avenue when another cyclist approaches from behind.  He mentions the name of another avenue which I know, and inquires as to its location.  I tell him it's behind us.  "Which way?" he asks.  I pint behind us.  I'm home after a swim out at a distant pool after work.  Perhaps an hour before my bedtime, we get a good old fashioned thunderstorm blow through.  Lightning, thunder, a proper storm.  My doorbell rings earlier, just as the dark clouds and wind arrive.  Perhaps an hour or two before the doorbell, our neighbor next to the townhome complex cranks up some mariachi music on 3 or 4 outdoor speakers.  This is according to my nextdoor neighbor and our HOA president, who is behind my front door when I open it.  He asked them to turn it down, and doesn't mention their response.  He tells me he called in a noise complaint, but believes that if I do the same, it will be more effective.  I suggest that perhaps they will get rained.  I'm out on my back patio, under what little shelter I have in front of my back door.  I'm watching this rarity in the metro area, and bona fide thunderstorm. I can see over my fence from my top step, and the neighbors with the speakers are under a couple of tents.  They appear to be enjoying the storm.  I never see any police.  An hour before bed, I hear a series of individual gunshots, over the course of the entire hour.

     Sunday I awake to broken clouds.  So I forgo the sunscreen.  With an afterwork swim, I got home yesterday at 7 PM.  I got dishes done which were in the sink for several weeks.  This morning, same thing with my bathtub, which looked like something out of Silence of the Lambs.  I make breakfast at home for the first time in more than a week.  Then it's off to the waterpark, where I told myself I had better enjoy the swim while it lasts.  This is prophetic.  At the waterpark the clouds have burned off.  This month, the blue sky has had a steady slight molasses sheen from the fire smoke.  It's not thick but it's definitely there.  I make for my bar and grill.  If I can eat in 45 minutes, I can sit inside at a reserved table.  I'm done with plenty of time to spare.  After some chocolate therapy, I hit the gym for a workout.  When I go outside to the hot tub, it clearly appears as if it will rain again.  After I exit the tub, it's lightly raining.  I pull a lawn chair off a pile and recline in the rain, going back and forth between tub and chair.  I leave when the rain has abated and head again to the supermarket on the way to work.  I'm just yards away from the gym when it begins to pour.  It feels good, my shirt is in a pouch on my handlebars.  It doesn't keep it dry.  It slows way down when I get to the supermarket.  I'm in and out, but I accidently leave my water bottle for the gym against a wall on the ground.  I ride to work and drop off the groceries.  I still hear thunder and decide that the swimming pools won't reopen until it's gone.  I decide to head home, after I stop at the pop-up nursery behind work.  I take the opportunity which has finally presented itself to replace a flower to replace one which died.  As I'm headed home anyway, I simply return to the supermarket, where my water bottle is just where I left it.  I secure my soaked shirt to the back rack, spread out.  I'm pulling out of the parking lot as a hearse from the 1970s is pulling in.  I'm closing in on the trailhead when the hearse guns its engine and passes me.  On the trail, I see blue sky emerging from the rainclouds.  By the time I'm climbing the hill of a side street, the sun is out.  My shirt is already dry.  Crazy shit.  Back on my side of town, I ride past a supermarket for the same company.  Another hearse is in the parking lot, from the same decade.  A block away is a favorite restaurant of mine and my lady, who has agreed to get together with me for my birthday.  I grab a bite before I head home.  When I get home, I get a call from my boss.  My coworker's sister is still recovering.  My coworker has been in an accident.  Her head was in a car accident, and the doctor there doesn't want her to fly until she's in better shape.  Guess what I'm doing tomorrow?

     ...and just like that, it's tomorrow.  I wake up with 4 hours of sleep and can't get back to sleep.  I get up and get ready for work.  I feel like I'm going to fall down.  I'm too tired to ride all the way.  I head for the bus.  It's a cold morning.  When the sun comes up, the fire smoke is thick in the sky.  The following morning however, I get a much better sleep.  On the ride to work before the dawn breaks, the fire smoke is so thick that I can't see any stars.  During the day, the sky isn't so much blue as a kind of pale grey, with the characteristic amber light from the sun.  When I get home after work on Tuesday my coworker calls.  She will be back to work tomorrow.  Her crisis comes to an end.  The following morning, I'm on my way down the long street to the trail.  On my way to the waterpark before work, I stop at a busy intersection.  On the corner is a home.  Between the sidewalk and the curb in the front yard is a strip of grass.  A middle-aged woman is pulling weeds on this strip.  Yet, I don't believe that she lives here.  Her pants are halfway off, and she wears a bright red thong on her butt.  When she sees me, she begins dancing and shaking her butt.  She continues to do so as I ride away.  Along the trail are a collection of cyclists, all in Lycra cycling gear.  One passes me, and I hear him quietly say, "Clothes on."  I don't know if by chance he's referring to myself without a shirt.  And he third oddity.  I get to the waterpark for the first time during the week since I've been nonstop working open to close.  I get in a half hour swim and a couple of trips down the drop slide.  In the locker room, I change out of my suit and into my cycling shorts.  Every lifeguard and swimmer at the pool saw me in my swimsuit.  Yet I exit the waterpark and am dealing with a broken rubber band on my helmet visor, next to my bike.  A waterpark employee slowly approaches me.  He wants to know if I'm coming back inside.  I'm not.  He says he just wanted to know.  I tell him I have a stamp.  He replies, yes, this would get me back in.  But, next time, would I please wear a swimsuit instead of cycling shorts.  (?) I told him I did wear a swimsuit.  He tells me he didn't have the opportunity to see me in it.

     Thursday.  I'm riding past the corner where the lady with er pants down was originally pulling weeds.  She must have found another yard.  I'm at the entrance to the waterpark before work.  While by bags are being checked (everyone's bags are checked) another employee tells me I need to have a swimsuit.  Again, I explain that the guy checking my bag will find on in there. He then lets me know I can't "just" walk "around in" my "underwear."  I explain that I'm wearing bicycle shorts.  I have a swim and a couple slides before I speak with the manager.  If again I'm told to take my underwear and hit the road, I will feel better.  Because it shall then be clear where this kid's opinion is coming from.  But when I mention this to the manager, she's as baffled as I am.  "You have shorts on, right?" she asks.  Right.  "You can change in the locker room."  That's what I told both employees.  You know, the seasons don't fear the reaper, nor do the wind nor the sun nor the rain...  Sometime this week.  Or last week.  I'm on the way to work, climbing a steep hill just off the trail.  This is a sleepy residential corner of this neighborhood.  The entire neighborhood is hidden away.  I have a rare sighting of one of the residents as I'm making my way up this hill.  He's sitting on the curb in front of his rock garden.  He appears to be pulling weeds from between the individual stones.  I work a week and a half, open to close.  And this guy has the time to do this?  He has absolutely nothing else to do?

     It's Sunday evening.  The sun is making its way down.  I'm back in my own extended neighborhood after a very long day.  I'm turning a corner which leads to the long street a block from my own.  A block away, I spotted a Caucasian woman walking her dog.  As I'm turning this corner, I see a couple Caucasian guys running together, and a young couple riding their bikes.  Where are these white people coming from?  I stop and let the couple on bikes turn my direction, and I follow them.  All three of us are now on the long street.  The guy is riding with his hands off the handlebars.  The lady tries this as well.  She then turns onto the big wide winding sidewalk along the street.  The guy soon joins her.  They let me get ahead of them...and they vanish into this air.  I rode back to my own side of town from across town.  Less than a half hour ago, I came out of a park and across a busy boulevard.  I spotted an ice cream place down the street, popular at least since the 1980s.  I detour that way, to see how long the line is on a Sunday evening.  I watch a young Caucasian couple pull up and park, hop out excited, and head for a line which stretches from inside to the curb.  Right.  The previous boulevard is the Chilis where I had dinner.  My old boulevard.  There is no bike parking, and after trying three spots along the rail of a handicapped ramp, I found what I suspect is the least obstructive place to lock up my bike.  I can only hope that 1) no one in a wheelchair is inside eating and 2) no one in a wheelchair will show up until I leave.  As soon as the hostess seats me, I spot someone in a wheelchair.  The hostess attempts to pitch me a rewards program.  I decline and finally get rid of her so I may let the women in the wheelchair know my bike may be in the way.  I tell her to simply ask me to move it.  She's confident she won't need it moved.

     I need to back up about eight hours.  I picked the one day during which the sun never disappears behind a cloud to not apply sunscreen.  I get a late start and don't believe I have the time.  I'm out the door, down the street, and grab a salad at a sandwich place I discovered on my own boulevard.  I ride to the train, which whips me a couple of stops along, and I disembark.  I ride to a street which has been under construction for at least a year.  Progress has been made to the extent that, on a Sunday, I'm able to sneak under some yellow tape and make my way down the sidewalk.  In no time I'm at the waterpark.  Some characters are here late in the morning, some are not.  The two employees I will refer to as "the underwear guys" are gone.  There is, however, a kid who looks just like Kyle Rittenhoue.  There are a collection of very obe4se folks.  One is a guy in a camouflaged Australian sun hat.  For reasons unknown, he's giving high fives to kids who walk past him.  There's another guy in a straw hat, with an American flag patch.  This flag is in black and white, and has no single blue stripe.  I do a swim and a couple of slides before I'm out, and off to the gym.  Workout, hot tub, and after a late breakfast I skip the bar and grill, and the Chocolate Therapist.  I make another run to the supermarket for sodas, and I run them to work.  Across the street I have a late lunch at the bakery before jumping on my trusty bus.  The bike rack has a faulty arm, and it slips off my bike at an intersection.  I run out and move it to the second spot on the rack, and we're off.  I disembark a few blocks from a park where an outdoor art festival is happening.  Lotta painting-sized photos, lotta images of the mountains.  Stuff that's eye-catching and intense.  It's hot out here, and I wouldn't be surprised if we hit 100 F.  When I get home, the computer informs me that it was another near record.  I polish off my diet tea from the gym.  After the festival, I make for the distant pool.  I stop at a gas station for a Powerade before I'm crossing the boulevard upon which the bus dropped me off.  I'm coming along a section where the sidewalk disappears and then reappears.  I ride through my neighborhood of decades ago and reach a trail to the pool. I polish off my Powerade before I get there.  At the pool, I refill my water bottle before having another nice swim.  It's after the swim when I ride to Chilis.  The woman in the wheelchair is on her way out.  I follow her, and she had no trouble navigating my bike.  I ride home, and when I get there...my landline has a voicemail.  Can I come in to work 3 hours early?

     When I get home some 13 hours later, I'm back on my corner.  I arrive there where a homeless guy is standing next to his own bicycle.  The bike has a trailer hitched up, with a bunch of stuff in is as well as a US flag mounted on a pole.  The guy has shaggy hair and a beard.  He's strumming an acoustic guitar.  The following morning, I get the call.  can I come in an hour early tomorrow and Wednesday?

Sunday, June 2, 2024

June 2024, "Ho...I'm Holding the Door for You", "Get Sunburn", "Fine, How Are You?"..."Fine, How Are You?", "RADICAL EXISTENCE BROTHER!", "No, I Can't Do It!", and "Cyool..."










      "Peter Pan syndrome...  Denver [is] a transitional city.  People move here to...enjoy the outdoors before...moving somewhere else..."  ...the...snowboarder...the noncommittal men...  "What do you call a snowboarder with a girlfriend?  Homeless.  ...looking for these white-collar, sharp-dressed, successful, driven businessmen.  There are not as many of those...That man is going to wear Patagonia...  There's only a small pool of people...in your...demographic...professional and...looking for something long term.  There aren't a whole lot of people who are at his quality...  They didn't want to meet anyone who didn't ski..."  

     The city turns out to be a rough place to find a bro...  ...help males living in the same city get together in groups of four to six.  "Loneliness has been a big thing in academia and on TV... " ...men 25 to 40 years old...  "...who are married with kids...it's hard to find and make a new friend."  ...big cities are too spread out...and smaller cities make it harder to find users [for the app to find other "bros".]  The app has a retro video game...  In the game, they interact with other users around a bonfire every day...  - Westword

     [Marshall] McLuhan's key insight was...electronic technology challenges the natural laws of communication.  "People followed traditions to increase their sense of security..."  But the electronic society is built on continuous progress...  "It has no past, no heritage."  In a world where survival requires instantaneous responses...today's children must think only to help them act.  "What is going to count is creativity and brains.  The mind is finally going to conquer the body."  - OMNI Magazine, 5/1983

     "..one day I...noticed that there were a lot of white people walking by.  I realized...that the neighborhood was changing.  The...neighborhood had totally shifted, seemingly overnight..."  ...traditional red brick...is being supplanted by a hip, tan veneer for expected neighborhood newbies.  ...sacred spaces of creativity and culture have been subject to incursion.  "I used to see a bunch of Black businesses.  Certainly not that way now.  I don't know what Denver really wants to accomplish here...gentrified places don't even last because they get gentrified as well.  It seems like every culture is being taken over in this city."  "The visual of seeing white people driving down the street, walking their dogs, pushing a carriage...  I feel like we have been forced out."  - Westword, 6/5/2024

     Communities form the bedrock of society...  ...charity runs, community cleanups, or festivals...  ...meet new people...gain a sense of accomplishment.  Supporting local businesses is crucial...  ...shop on Main Street.   ...maintain the unique character...  ...vibrant and sustainable...  ...social hubs...  ..cherished traditions...  ...spiritual and social well-being...  Sharing a wave hello or a friendly smile...

     The residents of...a mobile home park in Littleton...make an offer on the land beneath their homes.  ...a corporation's intent to buy the park.  ...displacement due to redevelopment or increased rents and fees...  ...the city does not currently have...funding...to help them buy the land.  - Littleton Independent, 6/6/2024

     ...resources, economic freedom and peace of mind to live where we feel most comfortable...  ...support services and systems...to maintain autonomy and connections to our community...  ...in-home  wrap-around services...caregiver or direct care workforce...  - Washington Park Profile, 6/1/2024

     ...the International Casual Furnishings Association...  ...a fully tricked-out back yard...  ...swivel rockers, artwork, pottery, pillows and more.  - Littleton Independent, 5/30/2024

     "...as court got out, one or two $50,000 bonds would just road down the street to us."  "We'd get up to thirty to fifty people a day."  ...Denver's Bail Bonds Row - or simply "Bail Row" to some...  Things are much different now...empty offices...abandoned buildings...  "Homeless people doing drugs kept going inside...drifting over to the neighboring properties."  The...private residences...it's unclear whether they're squatters or paying rent.  ...police found a dead body...  Two people who claimed to be straying [there] told "Westword" the person died of "bad health."  "They go to the restroom between the buildings, they post up on our stairs.  ...five to ten guys at a time going through the front door...  ...in and out of the back...and hang out around other buildings."  A man...refused to come out when Westword attempted to make contact...but he did say...through the mail slot: "The owner isn't here.  I don't know where they're at.  You need to leave."  ...the neon signs...still exist today, despite the vacancies.  - Westword, 6/6-12/2024

     Saturday.  It's 6 AM on the first day of a new month.  The sun is cresting the horizon as I turn the corner onto a long street a block from my own. On the side of my boulevard which I am leaving is someone who appears to be a young woman.  She sits on the corner with her knees up to her chest.  She appears almost to be cowering as the first light hits her frame.  The following morning, I'm off to a late breakfast with the sister at her home.  She's recovering from her last joint replacement.  Though the bus stops practically at her doorstep, I'm returning to doing the ride to her place. After breakfast, I'm headed to the gym and the waterpark.  Along the way I stop at a coffee shop for a hot chocolate, or rather a cold chocolate on ice.  The staff in here are all young, female, and wearing stylish half shirts.  Coffee honeys.  I hit the gym and hot tub.  After, I return to the front desk to purchase more visits. The guy behind the desk, who claims to be "kinda new," tells me that I'm listed as an employee on the account.  I will need to call a phone number to explain to the rec center that I'm not employed here.  I get a swim in at the waterpark before I head for the train downtown.  I grab on, get out and head for the trail back to the supercenter.  My high gears still refuse to come out of gear.  I pass the same homeless guy on his back, minus his spacesuit.  He's given it up for a blanket.  The sporting goods supercenter is always buzzing with customers, all of whom insist on holding the front door open for each other.  Inside, I tell my troubles to a young female tech, who looks at my bike, who consults a tall tech with hair from the 1970s.  He readjusts my rear derailer and tells me I'm good to go.  Would only that be true.  My first problem is simply exiting the building.  Someone is holding the front door for me several yards away.  When I open the other double door myself, he says, "Ho...I'm holding the door for you."  I don't reply.  He tells me I'm independent.  I don't reply.  He tells me he hopes I feel better, and tells the woman I'm with that I'm "being all rude."  When this crisis passes, I lock up the bike and return inside to exchange a pair of bike shorts I bought here Memorial Day. I bought them so large that they're falling down on me.

     Not only am I able to exchange them, but the cashier gives me the same sale price on the ones which do fit.  From the cashier, there's a different set o door through which customers exit.  I'm out on my bike and on a trail to a pizza place.  I immediately discover that my high gears yet again refuse to come out of gear.  I return to the supercenter.  The outdoor revelers are gone from the riverfront now.  It's 6 PM. They are off having cocktails or looking for guys who don't let them hold the door so they can kick their asses.  The young female tech spots me coming back.  "Still not working?" she asks.  Between her and the tech with hair from the 1970s, they both go to work for the next hour.  The store closes at 7.  She lubes the derailer.  He adjusts and adjusts it as he spins the rear rim, clicking the gears up and down, up and down.  He firsts notices that I bring my bike it with the gears returned to their lowest position.  He mentions to me what others have before, that I should never ride with them in such a position, but rather keep them in the middle. I reply that I do ride the way he and others have suggested, but I return the gears to this position to keep the tension as loose as possible when I'm not riding.  This shuts him up.  The first time I heard this was right here.  Nice to be told that you've been riding your bike incorrectly your entire life.  More adjusting, more clicking up and down.  He asks me, "You're having trouble going into gear?"  Nope, coming out.  More adjusting, and he claims it's working.  The girl offers to clean the chain, which is packed with grime.  "Six minutes?" she asks.  Absolutely.  What's six more minutes when I've been riding incorrectly for so long.  A dramatic announcement comes over the sound system.  The store is closing.  Someone is quite the acting student.  My chain is back on.  I've never closed down the supercenter before, yet such is my life.  I stop at a downtown supermarket along the way home.  I get home after 8 PM when I get the call.  I'm working open to close tomorrow. I don't get to bed until after 9, and I wake up at 3.  Plenty of time to do the ride.  I'm on the connecting trail to work when, around 5:30 AM, I approach a woman sitting upon what appears to be a small folded pile of clothes.  At first, it sounds as if she's on her phone.  We're behind an apartment complex, and she's sitting just on the edge of the trail.  I wonder if she's just having a morning smoke away from the building.  You can't hardly smoke anywhere anymore. As I pass her, I realize that she's talking only to herself.  She says out loud, "Tall people better regulate their weight."  Then she turns to ask me, "Do tall people better regulate their weight.?"  I reply that I haven't thought about it.  With five hours of sleep, the day blows past in a fog.  I'm on my way home along the trail when I arrive at the trail entrance to a big shopping center along the river.  Under a small tree are several guys on the grass.  I'm in my new black bike shorts and no shirt.  A couple of guys are both in black shirts and no shirt.  One is missing teeth.  This is a popular spot for homeless.  This gaggle of guys appear to be working on several bicycles.  One of the shirtless guys says to me, "I like your outfit, that shit's tight."  The one missing a tooth or two informs me that they are repairing bikes here until 9PM.  (...as a public service?)

     I get a fine sleep overnight, and I wake up Tuesday convinced for some reason that it's Sunday.  The last of the fog dissipates.  A cloud stretches from horizon to horizon.  So, instead of taking an hour to apply sunscreen, I water my flowers and do dishes.  I get a swim in before work, just as three busloads of children arrive.  I tell a lifeguard that I better take my turn on the drop slide while I have a chance.  Both Wednesday and Thursday are effing beautiful days to go swimming.  Of course, I don't.  Even though I was called in a hour early both days, i still could have gone.  Wednesday I spent straightening out my dental insurance over the phone.  Thursday I had a check-up with my primary care doctor, my first appointment with my new insurance.  Afterward, along the way to work, I turn a corner down a long street.  I pass a small car with its engine running, in front of a small home.  I'm riding shirtless as the driver says to me, "(Gonna) get sunburn."  He sounds homeless.  Friday.  I awoke this morning dizzy and slightly queasy.  I got up and sat for a while.  I eventually felt good enough to go for a swim before work.  I'm leaving work through our rear parking lot.  In an adjacent parking lot is a nursery, set up to sell flowers through next month.  Earlier today, a school bus was parked here.  It's painted from front to back in some kind of design.  As I'm rolling through the lot, it's gone.  Much further along toward home, I'm climbing a steep hill on a long street.  I don't often take this detour off the trail anymore.  I'm cresting the slope when a vehicle is slowly approaching from the rear, waiting for me to pass so it can turn onto a side street.  I stop and let him turn in front of me.  He's being motioned onto the street by a guy standing in the bed of a pickup truck.  Parked on the street is another school bus.  This one has as many bicycles laid down on top of each other as may be piled on the roof.  A couple of other vehicles are also parked here, including a van with bikes piled on its roof.  After I pass the street, I hear someone behind me yell, "Bike!"  I stop for a quick dinner and grab some groceries before heading home.  I'm coming up a street in my extended neighborhood.  I pass a couple of incongruencies.  One is a homeless guy on the porch of a home.  His sleeping bag sits on the porch.  He's listening to hip hop in Spanish coming out of a sound system.  He's dancing with a broom, at one point aiming it as if it's a rifle.  The other is a guy riding...a moped.  His grey hair is manicured.  And he's in my neighborhood.

     Saturday after work.  I'm first headed to a library used book sale.  I head down the street to a horse trail with a gorgeous view of the Rockies, past a trio of park rangers standing next to a folding table.  Around a baseball diamond, onto a street and into a big shopping center.  The library is straight ahead.  It's not a huge sale, but I come away with three books and a 4th for my brother's birthday.  I grab dinner at a deathburger before I do something I wanted to do last year.  I ride all the way down to the next major avenue and across to the next boulevard.  I was last this way just before COVID.  Down this way is a now defunct company where I worked for a decade.  It's been almost a decade since it changed hands, lasted another 2 1/2 years, and was shut down.  I was the very last employee to clock out of this location.  It must have been 2019 when I last came by here, on a muggy summer day. It had then become a do-it-yourself woodworking space.  When I pull up, I discover that it's a dance studio.  I enter through the front door.  The same electronic bell rings.  A middle-aged woman is giving a dance lesson to a young one.  I tell her that this used to be a cleaners.  She's unaware, and hates to cut me off, but she's "in a session."  I ride to the train station near my gym and wait for a bus home.  A young homeless guy, twice just minutes apart, asks me for a cigarette.  In between, a pair of Mormon women approach me.  One is in a pant suit from the 1990s.  The other is in a summer dress and a straw hat.  They ask me if I want to hear about peace.  Sunday is a crazy day.  Late breakfast with the sister. Ride to the gym. Late lunch at the nearby diner. Quick swim at the waterpark.  Then, shortly after 3 PM, I do what appears to be a two-hour ride back to my old neighborhood.  I search my brain and put together pieces of remembered routes.  I consider the safest places to cross busy avenues and boulevards.  Then I'm back on the street I used to walk to work, more than 3 decades ago, when I first moved to Denver.  And I'm at the annual Greek Festival.  It's not huge, but the food smells delicious.  I decide not to eat here because the lines are the length of the parking lot.  But it's interesting to see families gathered to engage in traditions which connects them as a community.  I ride home and arrive shortly before 8PM.  I get the call.  I'm working all day tomorrow.  I awake early enough to do the ride all the way.  The dawn first breaks even before 4:30 AM, and at this hour I still have to negotiate traffic.  Where I change trails across from the city dump, the garbage trucks are all honking at each other before they head out.

     Tuesday is nuts.  I pick up prescription refills.  I hit the bank.  The waterpark opens in 39 minutes.  I do the ride in 36.  After a quick swim, I hit the supermarket on the way to work.  I ride with a 12 pack of diet soda to the post office across the street from work.  I mail a birthday gift to the older brother.  I discover that the zip code I had for him was incorrect.  He will get his gift long before his card.  I grab lunch before work.  I stay an hour late and ride to the supermarket in my neighborhood.  Another 12 pack of diet soda I carry home.  Thursday.  I realized yesterday that, for the first time ever, I've lost an entire bottle of blood pressure medicine.  This morning, I'm able to cruise into the clinic down my street and pick up another.  I'm off for another quick swim before work.  I'm approaching the path from the bike trail all the way up a steep climb through a couple of parking lots, to the waterpark.  Now, I've been downtown some years past, before COVID.  I've seen police officers on bicycles.  They wear blue Polo shirts and black shorts.  Approaching from the other direction along the trail are a couple of young guys on electric bikes.  They are dressed in black tactical gear from head to toe.  They have helmets with face shields, and badges on one breast.  Never seen these guys before.  They sure ain't the Park rangers.  The waterpark can be fun, yes.  But as far as swimming, unless you arrive at 10 AM, the pool is standing swim only.  So, after work on Saturday, I do a 40-minute ride to the closest pool.  I'm back on my old boulevard.  I used to swim here before work almost 10 summers ago.  'Tis opening day, and there are a couple of families purchasing season passes for each child and adult.  One kid, who answers when asked his age that he's 3, spots me. I have sandals and bike shorts, and no shirt.  "He's naked," he says.  two things I can always count on.  Homeless will ask me for a cigarette, and kids will claim that I'm naked.  The families are too preoccupied to care.  I consider telling him that I can get naked if it will move the line faster.  After a swim, I ride crosstown in the heat.  When I get home, I want to collapse.

     Sunday.  I awake feeling as if I no longer want to collapse.  The sister is back to driving.  Soon she will be well enough to return to the rec center, which she actually enjoys doing on a daily basis.  Today, we go to breakfast before she drops me and my bike at the gym.  It's Father's Day.  We hit her favorite breakfast place, and it's packed.  The hostess finds us a small table next to the bar.  After she drops me at the rec center, I do a workout and hit the hot tub.  There's a room outside the locker rooms which can be used for single families.  I use it to apply sunscreen.  I ride to my bar and grill just down from the rec center.  They find me a seat at the bar.  My head and shoulders are in the sun, but I have sunscreen on.  I order the cobb salad.  Again, it's so good, it's like some kind of gourmet meal at diner prices.  After lunch I run down to The Chocolate Therapist for a hot coco.  Another cyclist is inside.  He's got grey hair. He appears to know the manager and sounds as if he's hitting on her. He strikes me as single.  "C'mon outside," he says.  Hey, she's way too young for me.  I'm off to the waterpark and have a short swim. Then I'm out on the trail back home. Just before I exit the trail, I find a shady spot to sit and write this.  I get home.  It's hot in the house.  Today I am less exhausted as something of a cool breeze has been blowing.  I grab a cold shower to deal with the heat.  By 9 PM I've watered the flowers and done dishes.  I didn't make it to the supermarket.  I'm preparing to write out my bills when the phone rings.  My coworker is on the other end, telling me she 'loaned her keys to a cousin.'  This alone makes no sense.  She doesn't tell me her cousin needed to get into my coworker's home, or use her car.  She just has her keys.  Including her store key.  "And I won't see her until later tomorrow."  Sounds as if her cousin isn't willing to bring her keys back.  Which doesn't make sense either.  I shall be working all day tomorrow.  I'm already scheduled to work all day Thursday and Friday.  I hit the hay and drift off in spite of the heat.  I don't set my alarm.  I'm up a 3:30 AM and out the door shortly after 4.  It's too cool to be riding without a shirt, which I am.  But it's already warming up, so fast that down the street it's not as cool.  By the time I get out on the trail, it's just about perfect.  The trail swings past a kind of playground.  Instead of swing sets and slides, there are resistance workout machines.  It appears that I've startled a homeless guy sleeping on one of them.  This morning I feel like detouring off the trail, and I don't ride past the garbage truck drivers honking at each other before they file out of the dump.

     The twofold basis of Zen is a separate transmission outside the scriptures, not dependent on words or phrases, and a direct transmission from mind to mind.  ...take your vision directly from the mind of the painter...  Do not interpret; sympathize.  Do not translate; appreciate.  - OMNI Magazine, 5/1983

     Tuesday.  I get the call.  Come in an hour early.  It means I can't go swimming before work.  But it's a crappy swimming day anyway.  Some kind of cold front has moved in and it's barely warm enough to ride in shorts.  I will later realize that i forgot my swimsuit anyway.  But this doesn't matter either. I will stay at work this afternoon, not only a couple hours past closing, but after the pools have closed as well.  Hmm.  Three days open to close.  Two hours after work today.  This week gonna be a good paycheck.  Rather than hook up with the trail, I take a long straight street further down the way to work.  The street jogs a block and then continues a good distance before I enter the trail.  I'm approaching where it jogs as a recycle truck is behind me.  It's stopping to empty the recycle bins along the curb.  I make a left here at the stop sign, to pick up the street again.  I look to the right for oncoming traffic.  There's a shopping cart in the street, piled high with junk.  It's attended by a homeless guy searching each recycle bin one by one.  On Thursday, I'm coming home from work.  I stop at a Chick-Fil La for dinner, along a detour off the trail.  It's drizzling on and off, which has nixed my swimming plans.  But I won't have to water my flowers.  I've just worked the first of back-to-back open to close shifts.  Inside the restaurant are the usual families.  I'm exiting after dinner when a customer is holding the door for me. Right next to him is a young homeless guy.  He's not dirty, but rather weathered. He has shaggy hair from 1976 and a kind of perplexed expression on his face, But he's otherwise lucid.  He asks me for spare change before going inside.  I watch through the window as he stands in line.  I don't see anyone react negatively.  He must already have money to afford something.  I'm up the street and over a bridge, along the trail and up a steep hill.  I'm still climbing up a residential street when I happen upon a homeless vehicle parked along the curb. A Middle-aged woman sits in the driver's seat.  What makes this one unusual is that the hood is propped open.  I want to ask if she's cooling off the engine with the rain.  Overnight I get a better sleep.  It's raining when I get up.  When I leave shortly after 4 AM, the rain has letup.  I realize that, in my rain poncho, I can ride from my door to work completely naked underneath.  When I get to work, I put on some clothes.  By noon the sky has not a cloud in it.  I leave work at 5 PM and, instead of the waterpark, I ride to the closest city swimming pool.  The waterpark is fun, but unless you get there when they open, it's standing room only in their pool.  And by the time I would get there after work during the week, they would just be closing down.  I arrive at the pool and purchase a season pass to the county pool system.  After my swim, I figure out that I can ride back to the boulevard upon which I work.  From there, I simply ride up the boulevard, just as the bus does, right to the train station.  From there, I simply ride home along the same street I would as if I took the bus.  If I so desired, I could do this same route in reverse to get to the pool from home.

     Tomorrow is an ambitious Sunday.  Breakfast with the sister.  Workout.  Waterpark.  Then downtown to the 50th Anniversary Pride Fest.  And I still have dishes and a tub to clean.  Today, after work, I may go all the way to a pool perhaps twice as far as the closest to work.  The morning is cool, and nice for a bike ride.  I'm coming down along street which hooks up with the trail closer to work.  A small black pickup truck appears to be pacing me as I pedal along.  I believe that the driver in texting. and oblivious to me.  I hop up onto the sidewalk to let the truck pass.  It appears to keep pace with me.  I return to the street and it stops just ahead of me.  I go around the back of it to pass it on the wrong side.  The driver is a middle -aged Hispanic woman.  Again, she may otherwise appear to be filming me with her phone.  But I believe she's simply holding it and reading texts.  Her window is down and says, "Excuse me sir.  How are you?" "Fine, how are you?" "Fine, how are you?" "Fine, how are you?"  She stops asking me how I am and I stop repeating the question.  I say, "Goodbye" before I keep riding.  Just ahead of me is a shirtless middle-aged Hispanic male.  Now, including myself, there are two middle-aged shirtless guys out here on this residential street early in the morning.  Only his torso is covered in tattoos.  I also believe that she has stopped to pick him up.  I don't ask him how he's doing.  Perhaps an hour later I'm off the trail and up a steep hill.  I'm entering a horse trail.  I pass the youngest children I've seen on tiny bicycles.  On the trail is a guy walking a dog on a leash. Of leash are...a pair of long-horned goats.  At work Saturday is a slow day.  ...and I still get a couple of customers when we close.  I'm out of work 15 minutes after we close.  I take a route toward a library which has used book sales.  I turn north into a "gated" community. The main drive swings around to a gravel path.  The path takes me behind homes along a ravine and ends up at a street east of the one I work on.  I climb a steep hill, at the crest of which is a postcard view of the Rockies.  I snap a selfie.

Radical Existence Brother

     Then it's down another hill and up another.  At an intersection, a pickup rolls past.  The driver yells at me, "RADICAL EXISTENCE BROTHER!"  (Thank you, I'm fine.  How are you?  Fine, how are you...)  I cross a busy avenue and continue north to another.  I cross the avenue and jog west into another neighborhood.  This one is full of old tall trees.  This main drive swings through the wonderful shade on this ninety-plus degree F.-day.  This street dumps me out of the forest and onto another residential street.  A steep hill.  I begin the climb before I have to stop.  And remove my helmet, and stick my head into a sprinkler.  I make it to the crest of this hill.  I'm not just at another intersection.  Another shopping center.  I floated here many a time during my days as a floater, some 20 years ago.  The store, along with the company, is no longer here.  It's a refurbished shopping center.  The old supermarket is redesigned.  And it's still unoccupied.  A former deathburger is now some kind of expanded chicken wing restaurant.  I step inside and order a chicken wing salad.  When I get my cup, I realize that I don't need soda. I need water.  Two cups full.  I sit down and realize I need to recharge my overheated constitution.  I don't eat, I rest and drink water.  I take the salad with me to the pool.  I did the summer of 2015 working here.  Before work, I would ride here from the pool where I went yesterday.  This afternoon, I'm headed to another pool further on.  The further I ride this way, the further back in time I go. Twenty-five years ago I worked for another company just up at the next avenue.  From there, on Saturdays, I would ride to a pool on the way home, the pool I'm headed for this afternoon.  Back when I first began commuting by bicycle. It's in the same municipality, so I can use the season pass I got yesterday.  I turn down one residential street and suddenly remember where I am.  I hook up with a trail which takes me through a corrugated metal tunnel under an interstate highway.  I ways further and I'm there. They tell me the pool is almost at capacity.  I'm the last one currently allowed in.  I get there just when a 15-minute break is announced.  I eat my salad.  It's great.  I get more swimming in before I head down a trail I used to take home from work when I lived on this side of town.  When I get to my old neighborhood, I turn into a supermarket for a couple of grocery items before I ride home.  What an afternoon.

     Sunday.  I'm glad I'm getting an early start to this day.  Breakfast with the sister before she drops me at the gym.  Workout, hot tub, put on sunscreen, off to the waterpark.  Back to the bar and grill near the gym for lunch.  The food is fantastic.  I get an outdoor table in the shade, but it's weel into the 90s F. out here.  In front of me in an indoor table.  It's full of loud middle-aged woman, drinking wine.  I eat and then go a block and a half to The Chocolate Therapist for dessert.  When I step into the air conditioning, it hits me just how much the heat has drained me.  I take a break inside here.  Then I do the ride all the way home.  Though I have no central air, my home is somehow cooler inside than out.  I grab a cold shower, put more sunscreen on places I usually burn.  My city pool pass will get me into 4 or 5 pools I know of.  I consider swimming at a downtown pool before the Pride Fest, but I leave the suit and towel at home.  Time I know has a way of getting lost.  The bathtub and dishes will have to wait.  I take a two-liter jug of water with me and head off to the festival.  There turns out to be a lot of people who came out in the heat, and uncharacteristically I'm dragging my own ass out in it.  The people strike me as the same old same old.  But I'm still glad I came to wander the booths.  I pick up a new tank top and a sticker for the bike.  And I make sure to drink the water I brought.  The ride home isn't long, but again it's an uncharacteristic slog.  I continue to drink water.  When I get home, it's the first time I have to check Facebook.  The woman I've been dating has unblocked me from Messenger.  We converse.  She was not upset at all that I posted about her surgery, but that I got the date of her race wrong.  ...okay.  I suggest she send me a friend request if she so desires, and I leave it at that.  I hit the hay.  I wake up at 4 AM and don't believe I will go back to sleep. I close my eyes. Next thing I know, it's 5.  I awake feeling great.  As soon as I wake up, the phone rings.  My coworker had car trouble coming back from Vegas.  Can I work for her. I grab a shower and look at the clock.  Fuck it.  The bus will get me there on time for sure.  But I want to do the ride.  I stop for breakfast to go along the way and make it to work only 7 minutes late.

     Tuesday.  Last month I signed up for what I didn't realize was fake health care. I called a couple of different offices to un-sign up.  This morning I'm on my bank website.  I see my refund deposited.  I'm off to the bank to collect it.  Then it's off to the waterpark.  I'm having a swim in the pool before the hordes arrive.  Sitting in a deck chair is a twentysomething guy.  He's in shades, shorts, and a tie-dyed shirt.  There's a smile on his face as he appears to be relaxing, just being a cool guy at the pool.  I'm walking back to the swimming end of the pool from a trip down the drop slide.  I'm moving right past Mr. Cool as a woman perhaps my age approaches him.  She has grey hair and is petite, perhaps athletic.  She says to him, "You can't just sit here.  You have to go in the pool."  He replies with stilted and perfect diction, "No, I can't do it!"  She answers, "I brought you here, you have to swim."  He says with the same perfect enunciation, "I don't want to swim!"  She appears to be patient, and tells him that he can go change.  He slowly walks from the pool toward the locker room.  As I watch him, instead of the locker room, he's meandering toward the kiddie pool.  Shortly thereafter, I ride to my investment broker's office with the check I wanted to deposit last week.  I work all day and only stay ten minutes late.  I'm headed to the pool in a headwind and under clouds which have rolled in, and it's mercifully cooled off.  When I get home, I will see online that it's hit 100 degrees today for the first time in a couple of years.  It felt as though the air conditioning at work was having a hard time keeping the store cool.

     Those were pirate days in Denver's food scene...outlaws and oddballs...  ...the kind of wild talent that the restaurant industry, at its best, exists to nurture.  ...a street food awakening...cut the trail for a hundred harlequin weirdos that followed merrily...  ...that's done now. ...probably done a long time ago.  And for an hour, that's what we talk about - summer days and ayahuasca weekends...reindeer dogs...  He started in this game as an outlaw, and he's still got an outlaw's heart, beating hard...  - Westword, 6/20-26/2024

     Bicyclists will soon be able to ride [to the southernmost end of the greater metro area] alongside [an interstate highway.]  ...a 6-foot-wide bike lane...  ...a walking and cycling 10-foot-wide path...  The project is...meant to add cycling routes from the capital city to southern metro towns.

     Proposed improvements at [my waterpark] include an inner tube waterslide that would replace the lap lanes in the pool......a four-lane "Mat Race Slide," a leisure pool...and a waterfall.  - Littleton Independent, week of 6/13/2024

     ...the traditional engineering profession...has produced "a system that incites bad behaviors and invites crashes."  Holding the road user at fault lets traffic engineers off the hook...when data could have predicted the outcome or better design could have prevented crashes.  ...engineers often create wide roads...designed like highways - that...invite, drivers to exceed the speed limit.  ...on streets like [my own] Boulevard, it's simply typical behavior for the street given its design.  [My] Boulevard is one of the most dangerous streets in Denver, especially for pedestrians.  ...if someone jaywalks and gets...killed, the police will often site jaywalking as the cause of the crash.  "As engineers...we need to"...try to understand why a person would illegally cross the street.  ...on a street like [mine] the nearest crosswalk is a half-mile away and sidewalks leading there might be nonexistent or impassable.  "...not providing a safe place to cross...the data would never show..."  ...the streets traffic engineers have [been] re-engineering, widening and building for speed, like [my] Boulevard are often the most deadly.  ...rules of the profession...are not grounded in safety. traffic engineers will set a street's speed...at or below which 85 percent of drivers travel on a road segment.  ...on how fast drivers are able to travel down the road.  ...engineering schools...teach...practices that lead to systemic failures.  - Washington Park Profile, 7/1/2024

     Wednesday.  I ready to hit the waterpark before work when I get the call.  Can I come into work three hours early?  My coworker's dog is sick.  I ride to a stop for my bus to work. I stop into the cafe across the street for breakfast to go.  A TV mentions a fire somewhere called Oak Ridge.  That's why the sun has been coming up especially orange.  No waterpark today, but I can hit the swimming pool after work.  But I can't, because it's raining.  I'm on the connecting trail home, approaching a roundabout when I see a delivery truck with something such as "Bike Hope" on the side.  A woman is taking down a sign from a chain link fence, next to a tent being broken down.  The sigs reads, "Bike to Work Day".  I pass them as a guy tells me, "Have a good ride."  Had I gone swimming, I would have missed...missing Bike to Work Day.  Instead, I will bike to home.  I exit the trail at a detour, and I cross some train tracks.  Something catches my eye.  A homeless guy is walking his bike along the tracks.  No Bike Hope for this guy.  Along the way home, I stop for salmon and cactus.  When I get home, again I get the call.  Can I work for her tomorrow?  She didn't have the money to take her dog to the vet emergency room, and she was instructed to be the first one there when it opens tomorrow.  I'm out the door at 4 AM and down the trail.  I pass the city dump, where the garbage truck drivers are honking at each other first thing when they get to work.  Out on the connecting trail, the sun is coming up but it's still dark.  Fortunately, I can see well in next to no light.  And I'm not someone who goes very fast.  Suddenly in front of me, in the middle of the trail, is a black shopping cart.  I navigate around it.  At work, ten hours fly past.  There's a decent sun out through the fire haze and partly cloudy sky.  After work, I ride to the pool for a brief swim.  Then I head up my old boulevard.  I stop into a sub shop which claims that their sandwiches "save lives".  On a flat screen TV are videos of various birds in trees.  The music sounds Japanese.  The following morning I get the call.  Can I come in an hour early?

     Sunday.  Breakfast with the sister.  Workout wearing new tank top from Paride Fest, replacing the previous tank top from a previous tank top. Sharing the hot tub with a fat guy.  Lunch at my gourmet bar and grill, where a waitress refers to me as Mr. Mark.  The previous blue sky is now overcast, which is nice if you're otherwise in the sun at the outdoor bar.  I'm now at the Chocolate Therapist, where I'm interrupting a clerk taking inventory of the chocolate tea shelf.  A couple who appears to be some twenty years my junior are counting calories on various bags of chocolate pieces.  The guy inquires of the clerk a particular brand of chocolate.  From here I plan at this point to do the death ride all the way out to the pool where I swam after work yesterday.  I listen to the clerk here, who has a way of pronouncing "cool" as "cyoll".  It throws me off.  Her charm comes across as droll, but her customer service attention and sales pitches are thorough.  As I sip my hot chocolate, I'm trying to mentally map out how the hell to get all the way to this pool from all the way down here.  Jeez.  Sitting here, I feel like going to sleep.  This shop is suddenly full of customers.  I hear one woman tell another, "[So-and-so] said about Colorado, 'Everyone's nice here.'"  The clerk is making a pitch to a customer for a deal on chocolate bars.  Chocolate therapy at a discount.  Sounds as if it could be an SNL sketch.  Everyone in here all of a sudden are female.  Six women are examining the products along one wall.  The place has turned into Willy Wonka's chocolate shop.  One woman is now at the counter.  Another sales pitch from the clerk.  She's replaced "cyool" with "awesooommme..."  Behind her is a bald guy in a sleeveless shirt, jeans, and work boots.  She asks him if he's in line.  He replies that he has no idea what he wants.  I need to get outta here.  I make my way north to the bike trail.  I get on the trail down a steep embankment.  At the bottom, a kid comes zipping up on an electric scooter.  He stops to ask me if I need help getting down.   Is he kidding?  Scoot on outta here.  I get a brief break when I stop into a supermarket for more sunscreen.  I head out from here toward the pool.  This afternoon's ride again is a chore in this heat.  I decide instead to swim at a much closer pool, where I swim after work during the week.  I cool off.  I make it home.  I don't get a call to work all day tomorrow.  Tomorrow.  Tomorrow is a new month...