Monday, July 3, 2023

July 2023: Lotta No's, "No Horn...", "No Smoking!", 'Heads Like Rocks', and A Woman in My Parking Lot With No Pants On















      Saturday.  I get a ride to work from the sister.  It's my turn to buy breakfast.  This morning I have no bike with me.  I have no bag full of stuff which I take back and forth to work with me.  I have a cloth bag, which I'm sure no one got me, but rather I must have picked up at one of the Body, Mind, Spirit Festivals.  Inside the bag are a pair of dress pants, a buttoned-down shirt, and a tie.  I couldn't tell you where in my home I put any tie clasps.  I suddenly realize, I can use a skirt clip.  Here in the store are a collection of these clips, returned to us by customers, still on the hangers they bring back to us.  The clips hold garments such as skirts onto hangers, garments which can't otherwise be hung.  I won't be riding home today.  I'm a ride from a lady who I'm dating.  We are expected at the wedding of my boss.  To get there, I spent an hour and a half last night drawing a map from a source online.  When we actually get out among the hills and mesas, the phone reception is spotty and I don't trust it to get us there, where neither of us have ever been.  It's a beautiful summer afternoon, and being inside a moving vehicle among the highways between the cities brings back memories of being on vacation, where I haven't been for some fifteen years.  I chose country roads and smaller highways, as my lady does not prefer the interstate.  But my map turns out to be inadequate, as we end up on a road which not on the map.  We did cross a bridge over the interstate.  We have no choice but to take it.  I know where it goes, and I have a good idea how to get to the wedding from there.  We make it just as the ceremony as beginning.  It's a nice afternoon.  She takes photos of myself and the two of us around a pond where the ceremony was.  I spot a waitress from the place where I have breakfast before work. I introduce her to my lady.  She tells me that she is the wife of the attorney of my boss.  I make more introductions of my lady to people from work, including my boss.

     The following day is a tight schedule.  I get a call in the morning from my coworker.  There's no emergency this time.  She simply wants a four-day weekend.  I will be working for her tomorrow...which means I must be in bed by 8 PM.  I do laundry and grocery shopping, which I didn't have a chance to do yesterday.  Then I want to hit the gym and the waterpark.  Both this month and the next, the transit system is suspending any fare.  I wonder if the system has its new policy of keeping transients off its trains and buses, and out of its stations, because they can no longer bust them for being without any fare.  I head for the pool first.  I ride out to a boulevard and follow it there, looking for anyplace to grab lunch.  I end up at an Italian place I've never heard of.  From there I ride to the waterpark for a swim, and it's a short ride from there to the gym.  Afterward, I hop on a train which drops me at a station from which I ride crosstown.  I'm back in my old neighborhood.  I stop into the big deal shopping mall, here in the big deal neighborhood.  I have some Greek fast food. I missed the annual Greek Festival out this way this year, but it was rained out the day I would have gone anyway.  Here in the mall, the fashionable patrons still entertain.  Just outside this Greek place is a middle-aged guy with dreadlocks.  He has a teenaged helper and the pair are cleaning sneakers while customers wait.  Or that's the plan.  The teenager makes a pitch to a passing family, "Your sneakers will look golden."  "They already look golden," replies a daughter.  Here in the mall, I notice that the yogurt place is under new ownership.  A pair of sisters from Turkey have been replaced by some shlub.  It's hot outside as I peruse the art fest.  Then I ride home, stopping along the way to chat with an old friend and former coworker.  She lives down the street from where I do, and is out on her porch.  We discuss the white neighborhood residents replacing the Hispanic ones.  I make it home before eight.

     Monday morning.  I'm up at 4 AM.  Out by back patio door, I see across the street in the dark.  Someone is walking down the sidewalk with some kind of light.  It's as bright as a single headlight in a car.  The day goes past quickly.  On the 4th I'm on my way back to the sporting goods supercenter.  It's time to have a reckoning with the sad job the place did on my brakes.  I leave the house without any breakfast.  I have a single front brake which barely works, and I'm headed downhill steeply as I make my way out of my neighborhood and toward a train station.  I'm after a train to the trail around downtown, and straight to the supercenter.  Preparing to cross a busy intersection, I lose a sandal before it's back on.  It's not long before I'm at the supercenter's front door, where I try in vain to avoid the endless parade of patrons who attempt to hold the door for me.  Just when I think the coast is clear, I make a break for the door.  A pair of giggling guys behind me insist on holding it for me.  The three of us have it until I manage to steer my bike inside.  I will later see them aimlessly wander in and out of the bike shop.  I mention to a guy behind the counter that my brakes are fucked up.  He takes my bike back and puts it up on the rack.  He's tightening and readjusting both brakes when I spot the tech who did the work this other guy is redoing.  He's assisting a dad with his little daughter's flat tire.  After that, he's telling another customer about "muscle memory" and cycling.  The two employees are both her together, but nothing is said about the one redoing the other's work.  The other guy has found other issues with my bike.  I believe that it's so old, that certain parts are finally wearing out.  It's time for a new chain.  Both the cassette and rear hub are loose, perhaps missing a bearing or two.  The crank shaft is loose, and the pedals are about to fall apart.  Perhaps it will be another $150 worth of work.  This little bike has taken me many places on the weekend, and I elect to keep it going.  It's slated to be done on the 13th.  The guy asks me to pick out a pair of pedals from another spot in the supercenter and bring them to him.  I find the spot and choose a pedal on display.  It takes two employees to figure out where a pair of them are in stock.  It turns out that the sign next to the one I want has the wrong brand name and price.  I watch neither of them replace it with the proper price.  The plan now is to hike back to the train.  Past the downtown confluence of two rivers, in which people and dogs are splashing.  Past the park across from a high rise, in which twentysomethings are playing volleyball.  Up over the steps across the train tracks.  I run in to a Whole Foods for some take out buffet to eat on the train.  The train whips me back to my boulevard.  I'm at a stop for a bus home, on a corner notorious for its street inhabitants.  A gaggle of drunks sit along a curb next to a patch of grass, at one end of a gas station-turned-liquor store.  A big sign reads, "no loitering".   One guy pipes up.  "I'm going to tell you something more amazing than anything else."  He mentions something about Jesus, that he can solve any problem, or he can perform some miracle.  "You ever heard of anything more amazing than that?"  Another guy replies, "Bullshit!"  There's a massive dark cloud moving in front of the sun.  My bus pulls up and a guy steps off.  He tells me he likes my Spandex shorts.  He doesn't mention anything about cycling, but tells me he had some in the 1980s.

     I get home and take another bike out.  I'm headed for the waterpark.  I ride to the train which takes me three stops south.  From there, it's a short ride to the pool.  There's a long park below the waterpark, where kids splash in a creek.  Residents are setting up tents and grills for the fireworks display.  Police are on hand with ATVs.  After my swim, it's back to the train and home again.  I have a date with my lady.  We have a lovely Independence Day dinner at our favorite Mexican place down the street.  After our date, she's off to work her overnight shift.  I'm off to spend the night at the sister's place.  I get out of my neighborhood every 4th of July.  The place is an overnight fireworks festival.  In the morning, the sister tells me that there were a couple of thunderstorms overnight.  I slept right through them.  She takes me to breakfast, where I mention to her the new stated transit system policy.  She was a lawyer for decades, and points out that the transit system is exposing itself to accusations (and perhaps cases) of profiling.  I ride home to drop off some toiletries before heading to the waterpark.  It's overcast and again chilly, but I decide to do a swim anyway.  It will be chilly through the next couple of days.  When I get home, there's a message from my coworker. Can I come in early?  I must collect myself if Iam to make the bus to work's doorstep.  I'm not upset about not swimming on a crummy swimming day.  My lady's daughter posts on Facebook that she's "sick of this shit." She's referring to the weather.  Yeah, I get it.  But when it get's hot, it won't be so cool overnight.  The heat is forecast for next week.  On the way home, I stop at one supermarket and pick up some items. I want to get shopping done before Sunday.  There's another outdoor festival on the schedule.  The following morning, I'm approaching the intersection of the two trails which I take to work.  Here is a shelter with a table and benches.  It's a popular spot for homeless, and a guy is here now. His assorted stuff is scattered about.  As the sun rises, it casts his shadow on what appears to be a rain fly strung up between two poles of the shelter. I would stop to take a shot, but I would be right next to him.  And he would wonder what I was doing.  After work, I'm on the way to the waterpark just as clouds have rolled in front of the sun.  Before I get there, it's raining and thundering.  I nix the pool and move on to the gym.  After my workout, I exit to blue skies.  It's too late to make it back there, and they've probably shut down for the day.  It's a 'tired of this shit' kind of afternoon.

"No horn..."

     Sunday.  The sister has discovered a new rec center with an indoor pool.  The pool has a kind of lazy river.  But it has powerful jets which makes it a unique swimming experience.  It has a hot tub and a therapy pool, as well as a few lap lanes.  It's perfect for her rehabilitation.  After her swim, she's off to take a nap.  I'm off to hit the waterpark and then the outdoor festival.  It's a much better swimming day.  I ride to a train which I take downtown.  It's the fastest way to the fest, which is just east of downtown, in my old neighborhood.  I'm  passing through downtown along a handy bike lane, and I exit the lane and head toward a bike lane which runs straight east out of downtown.  I'm slowly rolling along the sidewalk, on one of my standby bikes.  It has hydraulic brakes, and they aren't as tight as cables.  I need to press down harder and earlier to come to a complete stop.  When I do, they make a long squeak.  A young guy hears this and asks me, "Is that your brakes or is that a horn?"  I reply, "No horn..."  I hit the festival and purchase something for my lady.  I hit the pizza place for dinner.  On the way home, I come up the street of a former coworker.  She's out on her porch.  Her youngest begins college this Autumn.  We discuss, among other things, the Caucasians moving into the neighborhood.  She tells me in Spanish that the Hispanic residents can no longer afford their homes.  I assume she refers to the property taxes.  They are decamping.  She tells me she sees the most new Caucasians in the park right next to her home.  It's a big park with a pond and a path around it.  Her next door neighbor is now a Caucasian thirtysomething.  He's cutting his front lawn with a rider mower.  I ask her if he ever speaks to her.  She replies that her husband and speak English, and they talk to him.  To her, he just says "Hi."

     Monday.  yesterday was...fun.  Not miserable, not chilly.  It was fun.  Thanks to moving my workout and shopping out of my Sunday, if I hadn't hit the fest, I would have had time to hit a city swimming pool as well as the waterpark.  At the pool, I can actually get some swimming done.  This morning, I'm sitting under the shade of a tree.  I'm sitting on the grass, next to a stop for the bus to work's doorstep.  Last night, I had no call from my coworker.  I had no voicemail from her when I awoke this morning.  I got a call shortly before 9 AM, when I was contemplating hitting the waterpark.  Can I come in a couple of hours early?  I can.  I get ready to leave, and I leave later than I would have liked.  So I put the literal pedal again to the metal.  After hitting the bank, I may have set a new personal record for getting to the stop.  Tuesday.  Again I stay late after work, this time merely an hour.  I jump on the bus to the train, to a couple of stations away.  I ride toward home and am just a couple of corners away from the long street a block from my own.  I watch a Caucasian couple walking down the sidewalk, toward the park next to my friend's home.  I follow them toward my own home.  Another Caucasian couple is walking out of the park with a dog.  There's one Vietnamese guy on a bicycle, Hispanics practicing a dance and others playing soccer, and an entire Caucasian girls sports team.  They can't be from the high school just down my boulevard.  This entire team is Caucasian girls.  But they're using this park.  My friend was right.  It's an odd feeling simply being among other Caucasians in the neighborhood where I live.  It's as if I've travelled into some kind of other time.  I want to tell my friend.  I get to the far end of the park and there she is with her husband.  I mention to her that she's correct.

     ...the postwar housing boom, a land rush that changed the face almost as radically as the settling of the frontier.  The new communities bore no resemblance to...upper-class bedroom suburbs...  [These new] suburbanites...were mostly working stiffs...  Now...they had a leg up on life...with low-interest loans...  ...modest people with modest means...  - Means of Escape, by P. Caputo, 1991, 2002

     Wednesday.  I need more of an item I can't find at my usual grocer.  After work, I turn off of the trail home and into a big shopping center.  At a super Target I find the item.  I also take a look at the bike merch for a new seat cushion for the bicycle.  They have none.  I then head to Chilis across the lot for dinner.  They have some flat screen TVs, none of which are showing Wimbledon.  From there I get back on my bike.  I do not slip and land on my knee, as I did a month and a half ago.  Thursday morning.  Today and tomorrow, my coworker would like me to come in a couple of hours early.  Yesterday, I made it to the waterpark before work.  'Twas a fine swim.  But before I left for the pool, I saw clouds in front of the sun.  I decided not to take the time to put on sunscreen.  During the ride there, and the entire time I swam as well as the ride to work, the sun was out.  After I was safely indoors, of course, the clouds rolled in and stayed there.  Sunscreen is a roll of the dice in Colorado.  This morning, I do have time to put on sunscreen.  I head out toward a cafe next to a stop for the bus to work.  I pass the other golf course just onto the trail to work.  One kid holding a golf club looks right at me just a few feet away.  A slew of cyclists with 10-speeds and racing gear ride past.  Two of them have neon yellow helmets.  This cafe does have Wimbledon on all three of its flat screens.  A pair of young women are battling it out at the end of the first set. Both are making errors.  One almost hands match point to her opponent. with her own serve.  Last time I was here, the men were on TV.  One half of a gay couple mentioned one of the players to someone who was on the phone with him.

     Thursday and Friday I go in a couple of hours early.  No chance to swim.  Was it Friday?  I take the train home.  The conductor comes over the speaker.  'Stay off any train to the central station downtown.  The trains are so full, conductors are not allowing any other passengers onboard.'  It turned out Taylor Swift was in town, and a ball game was underway.  I will encounter one such train on Sunday afternoon.  The sister picks me up Sunday morning for another breakfast and trip to her new favorite rec center.  She asks me where my bike is and why I'm not bringing it along.  I tell her it's in the shop.  She tells me that if I want her to take me there, I will be paying for breakfast.  She assumes that it's ready to be picked up without me telling her so.  She also is not aware that I have five bikes when she asks me if I have more than one bike.  I've discusses my different bicycles with her before, apparently to no avail.  I tell her that she has the option of dropping me at the nearest train station.  This means I don't have to pay for breakfast.  But locating the train station is some kind of ordeal for her.  This from someone who claims to have been excited about discovering new neighborhoods around her now year-old new home.  I haven't been to this train station in almost a decade.  It whips me to a station where I transfer to another line, bound for the central hub downtown.  This next train is standing room only.  I always get a kick out of these trains, as someone who rides it when most everyone else does not.  I assume another ball game is going on.  Lots of jerseys for the city baseball team on the train. I'm standing on a step in front of a door on the train car.  I ain't supposed to be here, but if the train conductor does see me, I hear no message over the loudspeaker about it.  This train must be heavy with people, because it moves slower than usual.  Along the way, I watch out the window as a security contractor patrols the other side of the train tracks.  For homeless?  We all pile out at the big deal transit hub.  I head over to a nearby Whole Foods for a buffet lunch.  I sit at a table which turns out to be right next to an exit.  Customers keep saying "Excuse me" as they pass me to go outside.  After I eat I look for a men's room, which turns out to be up an elevator.  Inside this elevator are not numbered floors, but floors with acronyms.  I can decipher none of them.  The elevator goes to a parking garage, where someone gets on and punches a code into a keypad to make the elevator move.  The high rise above the natural grocery must be residential.  I ask him where the men's room is and he hits a button.  Suddenly the door opens onto the floor where the rest rooms are.  Apparently, around this elevator, it's who you know.  The rest rooms, it turns out, require a code provided by scanning a hash tag.  I don't have a phone with internet access.  I'm glad I don't live at Whole Foods.  I decide to sit at a table and floss my teeth.  A security guard comes up the steps from the ground floor to unlock the men's room door for someone whom I assume also does not have a phone with access to the internet.  Or perhaps has no phone at all.  But simply has a bladder.  The same security guard rousts a homeless at another table.  I decide to piss after I make the hike in the heat to the sporting goods supercenter.  Three things.  1} It's not the longest hike.  2) It's finally 40 to 50 degrees F. warmer than this same time last month.  3) Being downtown appears to be about navigating large corporate stores.

     At the supercenter, a tech brings out my bike.  I suggest that we readjust the rear rim so that it sits true in the frame.  And the rear brakes are still sticking way out on one side.  I have to explain to the tech that my left heel kicks it when I ride.  After consulting with someone else, he tells me he will have to charge me for a brake adjustment.  I ask him why, if the brakes were adjusted when I brought it in for new brake pads, and they were maladjusted when I came to pick the bike up last time, why I am having to pay for another adjustment?  Or the original adjustment?  He decides on his own not to charge me for the adjustment.  As a result, my bill is a third of what I was told originally.  He also tightens the brakes exponentially   I wonder if the lesson here is, the fucked-up brake job gets the grease.  You keep the grease, I'll take the discount.  I don't live here either, although it feels as if I do.  I always thank everyone here for their work.  Again, the tech who did the maladjustment is here today.  I don't know if he is privy to any of this.   I head out on a particular trail, through my old neighborhood and out to a swimming pool I used to frequent a good couple of decades ago.  Just out of the supercenter I must pause more than once to readjust the rear rim and tighten the quick release hub.  Two decades ago is when I began riding my bike to work, down the last section of the trail I'm on now.  I remember back then saving the good parts of broken lor worn out assemblies on previous bikes, such as quick release hubs.  While still downtown, I stop into another supermarket for a couple of items I forgot at the one in my own neighborhood.  I would sometimes hit this supermarket when I worked downtown.  Where I renter the trail after the supermarket, there's a woman in a blue bikini top sitting on the river bank.  She's shaving her head.

     One of the places I would pass every day to and from work called itself a "historic park."  It was, if I recall correctly, an authentic homestead here in the state.  I don't know from how long ago.  There was a small house, and a teepee. Major holidays were celebrated here, mostly for the benefit of children.  For the adults, a local acoustic music festival was held here every summer.  Early this afternoon, it's now some kind of outdoor immersive psychedelic sculpture garden.  Neon green flowers and neon yellow chessboard knights are a part of the spread-out Alice in Wonderland scene.  The heat is particularly prevalent.  So long in coming, it's finally here.  I make it to the pool and have a lovely swim.  There's room here for the public to actually swim.  There's no drop slide preventing them from entering the deep end.  The crowd is much more mellow, lees anxious, and have fewer tattoos.  After my swim I elect to retrace my old route to work.  The shopping center still lives as do a store or two.  There's an eatery called Stoner Pizza.  I don't want to know.  The sandwich shop I used to come to with my mom for lunch, when we would grocery shop at the supermarket here, is gone.  As is the small store I worked and managed most of the 5 years I put in here.  It was a slow store, and I used to play with a child of the owners of a Chinese restaurant a couple of doors down.  I came back here one summer, when I was working not far away, a decade after I was let go from the company which owned this store.  That company, once three times the size it is now, is currently the size of the one for which i work today.  And the old company is up for sale.  The summer I came back here, I stopped into the Chinese place.  The young girl was going to college downtown, studying business.  I was told she remembered me.  Back then, she used to visit all the shops on the end where my store was.  She went into a flower shop next door to me, into a hair salon on the other side of the Chinese place.  The flower shop is empty.  The salon is gone.  The Chinese place is now a Mediterranean restaurant.  I head toward my old boulevard and ride it for a stretch.  Some long-time places are still there.  I stop in to an IHOP across from my camera shop for dinner, and then ride home from there.

     Monday I hit the waterpark before work.  Tuesday I waste too much time and don't get the chance.  But I do swing past the clinic down the street from my home and put in a prescription.  The following morning, I am determined to make it to the waterpark before work.  I hit the clinic to pick up the prescription, and then I put the literal pedal to the metal.  I've been guessing when the sun will be out.  I think I was able to get sunscreen on Monday, but I know I didn't get it on yesterday or today.  This morning, it appeared that a big cloud was rolling in.  But when I got to the pool Sunday and the waterpark today, the clouds had burned off and the sun was out.  I haven't been out in the sun long enough to burn.  Sunday I only missed getting sunscreen on my back.  Sunscreen is good for three hours, and I'm out on the bike during the weekends all day.  All this week I've left the house without breakfast, grabbing it on the way.  My late starts have come from the fact that I've been sleeping so well.  The heat of the day doesn't last overnight.  But these are my madcap days this week.  The sister was busy last Sunday and will be busy for the next two Sundays.  No doubt she is taking a break from the stress of what little duties are involved with my spending the morning with her.  With no commitment to the morning with her, I will have the chance to get back to my old pool, and perhaps even hit the waterpark the same day.  This coming Saturday, she's taking me to work and I'm buying her breakfast.  Good thing Friday is payday.  What can go wrong, especially as we came up with a strategy to attack her consternation at not grabbing a table at the busy breakfast place in my shopping center.  Even at 8AM.  The secret plan is...to get there at 7:30. Sunday is an art fest in a big park.  The park is close to a new store my boss just purchased. Perhaps I can swing by and check it out.

     Wednesday's mad ride to the waterpark takes me along a new kind of route.  My rides home along the trail have included a brief detour around a closed underpass.  It's given me the option to ride home over streets instead., cutting down my crosstown travel from the trail.  I take this route in reverse this morning, and arrive at the waterpark a mere five minutes later than the ride would have taken me from the closest train station.  I'm locking up my bike when i watch four generations of female relative approach from the parking lot.  A young mom holds her toddler by the hand, followed by the mom's own mother and grandmother.  Each of the latter pair has a lit cigarette in hand.  They hang back as the young mom looks quizzically at them.  One of the pair yells, "[There's] no smoking [beyond where we are now]!"  I have a lovely ten-minute swim.  A half-hour after the park opens, there's no huge line and stillroom to swim in the pool.  A lifeguard on the pool deck asks me if I would be so kind as to lift a bottle she's dropped onto the water, and hand it back to her.  It's just across the rope in the deep end.  I tease her that swimmers are not allowed in the deep end.  She give me special permission, and I complete the task.  I tell her not to say that I never do anything for the waterpark.

     "For about a month, the Denver Communists have...a campaign against this cafe...shrouded as a charity organization."  "Our purpose behind this coffee shop is...jobs for homeless people...  ...sober living to mental health counseling...financial sustainability...and stuff like that.  ...we...transition them into a trade or something like that...a career path and that kind of thing.  Haircuts, food, clothing - all that stuff."  - Westword,7/13-19/2023

     ...in 1999.  I joined the Army and served...  Readjusting to civilian life...my dad died, the house got sold, and I wound up homeless.  I hated mankind.  I wanted to die.  But I'm too proud to do it.  The things I saw when I was homeless, I didn't fight for that.  I wanted world peace.   You're fighting other homeless people, the police, even yourself.  - Englewood City Magazine & Activity Guide, Fall 23

     Sunday is another day of liberation from the sister's world.  I have breakfast at home for what seems to be the first time in a couple of weeks.  Then I head for the waterpark.  I do so fully covered in sunscreen.  Along the way, I swing down the block with the open field.  The homeless truck is gone.  At the waterpark I have a decent swim.  I head for a restaurant for lunch, a place I usually hit up for dinners after work.  Along the way there, I come up behind a guy running slowly down the trail.  Ahead of him are a couple of small boys, one on a razor scooter and one on a little bike.  I pass the guy and am closing on the two boys, who are crisscrossing the trail in front of me.  I don't recognize this trio until I hear the guy yell at the kids.  "PICK A SIDE!" he yells.  "Jesus you guys have heads like rocks."  Earlier this summer, I came upon this same trio when the guy was yelling the same thing at them.  The restaurant is the place where walking inside is as if  I've stepped back into the 1980s.  At one end are a pair of obese parents with three kids.  The mom is in a T-shirt which reads, "Mom life is the best life."  After lunch, it's not a long ride to the rec center.  I whip through my workout and hop back on the train to my usual station.  I have a long crosstown ride to a pool I used to swim at a couple of decades ago.  Back when I lived on that side of town.  I had a wonderful swim there last Sunday.  But this afternoon is hot. The heat doesn't stop me, and I have my two-liter water bottle with me.  But my hands are actually hot inside my fingerless gloves.  And I'm feeling the drain on my energy.  I make it to the pool, and it's another fine swim.  But now I'm headed for an outdoor art fest.  The park isn't far from here.  And a big cloud moves in front of the sun.  I just may have found my second wind.  I ride back toward my old boulevard over streets I haven't been on in years.  Along the way a few rain sprinkles come down.  When I reach the park, the fest has begun packing up.  But I still see some interesting art.  It's something of a psychedelic little fest.  The park is down the street from a place where a couple of friends used to live a good 20 years ago, along with a Greek restaurant.we used to frequent.  The friends are long gone, and the restaurant is under new ownership as of five years ago.  The food is still great.  The young couples outside the window remind me of the couple who lived here at the time, young and bohemian.

     Sunday evening I get a call from the old coworker.  Can I work her shift on Monday?  Monday I work open to close.  The following day I get caught upon my sleep and stay 2 1/2 hours after close.  Wednesday, I'm rushing out the door to get a swim in before work.  On top of that, I forgot to turn on the burner for my eggs before I hit the shower, so I need to grab breakfast along the way.  Before I get beyond my parking lot, a thin, young barefoot woman is slowly making her way across the asphalt.  She's coming into the lot from the sidewalk.  I can't tell if she has any pants on, and she's holding her blouse closed with her fist.  Her head is down until she looks up to give me the expression of a knowing smile.  Kind of, 'Peace be unto you, though I have no pants.'  I do what anyone else would do.  I go on my way.  I glance back in the direction of my parking lot.  She's walking tightrope style along the edge of my concrete courtyard.  Soon I'm around the corner and on the long street a block from my own.  Along the entire side with empty lots and tall weeds.  A lone guy in his sixties has a hand-held wand with a prong on the end, which is able to grab trash with a squeeze of the handle.  He's picking up what appears to be individual pieces of trash.  First I've seen anyone do this in my 16 years in this neighborhood.  He's in his sixties, wearing hiking shorts, hiking boots, and a tie-dyed vest over his shirt  I'm around and up and down and around.  I'm on the trail and off the trail, and over the interstate and straight ahead to a deathburger.  Inside, a lone guy is seated at a table.  Wearing a hat with a short brim, he sounds as if he's on the phone with his psychologist.  I order, eat, and pedal back to the train.  I'm on the train, off the train, at the pool, and then off to work.  After work I ride home and again detour off the trail where it's closed.  I end up riding to a Mexican restaurant where I sometimes go before grocery shopping, and my favorite place to take my lady.  I'm eating dinner as I glance out the window across the street.  Exiting a pizza place is a guy with no shirt and a winter coat on.

     This week I get plenty of swims in before work.  On Thursday morning I forget to turn the burner on for my breakfast before I get in the shower.  When I come out, I have no time to cook it then.  Now, not only am I in a rush to get in a swim before work, but I also need to grab breakfast as well.  The frying pan with breakfast goes into the fridge.  I'm out into my parking lot and not even onto the sidewalk when I spot a thin, young woman.  She's coming into my parking lot from the sidewalk.  She's barefoot, and stepping gingerly across the asphalt.  I don't notice her wearing any pants, and she's holding her blouse closed with a fist.  Yet she does not appear to be in distress.  Her head is down until she raises it to give me a smile.  I turn onto the sidewalk and glance back to see her walking the edge of a cement curb as if it's a tightrope.  I make it to a deathburger, where a customer at a table wears a hat with a brim.  And he appears to be on his phone with his psychologist.  I eat and then pedal back the train just across the boulevard.  I get my swim before work.  The following morning, I'm expected to be at work an hour early.  There is no one in my parking lot this morning, with or without pants.  My schedule today works out that I ride to the cafe across from the stop for the bus to work.  I have another breakfast here.  One of their 3 flat screen TVs faces my table. I haven't watched TV in a few years, and I don't recall the last network morning show I saw.  I believe I'm watching ABC's morning show.  It's 10 AM Mountain Standard Time.  The cameras are outside and pointed at a stage with someone named Kelly Rapp behind the mic.  Her performance is followed by an informercial, during which the informercial is interrupted by local weather, instead of local news being interrupted by a commercial.

     The following morning, I'm up early enough to ride all the way to work, and still have plenty of time for breakfast.  The days lately have been in the 90s F, if not the 100s.  But overnight has been cool.  I'm out of the house by 6 AM, and it's nice and cool.  The few folks outside are in long sleeves and pants.  It's a quiet early morning out here as the dawn is soon to break.  At either of the two golf courses I pass on the way to work, there are no golfers in shorts and Polo shirts.  No golf carts or motorized golf bags on wheels.  On the connecting trail, I'm coming alongside the long park below the waterpark.  I navigate around a guy in an orange vest.  Right after him is a guy with a permed mullet, black T-shirt and black shorts, walking his dog.  The third moving person is dragging a fully unzipped sleeping bag, as long as it can be, by one end across the trail and onto the grass.  Sunday.  I hit the waterpark and the nearby rec center.  I then jump back on the train to my usual station, then take another crosstown ride.  This one is not back to the old pool I used to go to.  Not today.  I have film to drop off.  I also have grocery shopping leftover to do this afternoon.  The camera place is on my old boulevard.  I follow it a short ways to a supermarket.  The store is in a strip mall down the street from where I used to live.  The mall still has a location for a company where I used to work, though I never worked here.  The center also had a Radio Shack I would frequent a couple of decades or so past, and this is where the camera store used to be.  There is an entire wing of this center which is now empty shop after empty shop.  Inside the supermarket, I have trouble locating a couple items I am able to always find, in the location of this same chain back in my neighborhood.  I wonder about this strip mall, and if its days are numbered.

Thursday, June 1, 2023

June 2023, God Wants You to Be Rich, God Pours Hail Loudly on My Bike Helmet, Denver Wins the "Big Game," "I Have a Question," and "Fuck you Tightey Whitey."













      Again, I'm headed for the stop for the bus to work's doorstep.  regardless of the fact that I stayed three hours after close last night, my coworker wants me there a half hour early this morning.  Her grandson, who she claims still can't read, is graduating from kindergarten.  Well, I get to the shopping center an hour early, and I'm hanging out at the bakery.  I'm sitting next to a guy with headphones on.  They are plugged into a laptop.  As he's listening, he's reading a book.  A pair of other books are on his table.  The title are, Rapturteless and God Wants You to be Rich.  The following day is my brother's birthday, wherever he is.  I have an appointment with a doctor to do a check-up of my skin.  At one point, I have to get naked.  What I don't expect is that the doctor, in front of whom I'm naked, is a beautiful blonde with a huge chest.  I'm soon out and off to work.  I make it home from work during a lull in the rain.  Just before I go to bed, it begins raining buckets.  In the front is a downpour.  In the back, it's hailing.  In the morning it's cloudy with the occasional drop or two.  For the most part the deluge has passed.  The river and creek along the pair of respective trails to work were both headed back toward their drought levels.  Some early morning river surfers are out in their wetsuits.  The Lord has smiled upon their weather forecast desires.  It strikes me as just recently, I was deciding whether or not to get out on the bike considering what kind of snow conditions I would expect to find.  I get to work with plenty of time for breakfast at the breakfast place.  Among a restaurant full of families, I'm seated to a grey-haired guy and a much younger one with a ponytail from 1988.  Both are in buttoned down shirts, discussing the details of family and friends.  After work, I get grocery shopping and laundry done.  The following morning, I do dishes before getting into my eclectic mix or rain gear.  I have time to ride to the gym before lunch with the sister.  The knee is bending without feeling as though it's putting any strain on the wound.  Being able to workout is a welcome damned change.  I don't like missing appointments at the gym.  After my workout, I have a chat with someone behind the front desk.  Both the rec center and the waterpark are operated my the municipality.  She tells me that during days with these long rains, the waterpark has simply been shutting down.  It sounds as if my injury has prevented me from swimming much at all.  The only thing I've missed perhaps are scenes with angry swimmers showing up to a closed waterpark.

     I last saw my coworker on Friday, when she told me that she wanted to work her shift on Monday.  I hear nothing else from her.  On Sunday evening, I have a date with the lady I'm seeing.  I get home at 10 PM, bedtime for work tomorrow.  I have a voicemail from my coworker.  I can't make out a word she sez, but I'm sure I know what she wants. I'm opening tomorrow, which means getting up at 4 AM.  So, next morning, I'm up and out the door.  I put in almost a 13-hour day.  This will be a week when the customers hit me late, which means I stay late.  Late in the afternoon, it pours buckets.  It stops when I'm headed home in the evening.  I'm coming up on the first underpass on the trail.  The trail is flooded with creek water.  If I didn't have healing wounds, I would simply march through the water.  But I can't step into this water.  Unfortunately, I had entered it to see how deep it is.  I can't put my injured toe down, and I must attempt to hop with the other foot and push my bike back out of the water.  But the mud under the water had sucked my sandal off.  I don't see it until it floats up to the surface.    I make it out of here and backtrack to the back entrance of a big condo spread.  The trail connects to the parking lot.  I ride to a closed metal gate.  A car pulls up outside, and the driver gets out to activate the gate so she can drive in...and I can ride out.  I exit onto a boulevard when a bus happens along, some time after 8 PM.  I elect to take it.  It's a slow crawl up the boulevard but I'm too tired even to read a book I have with me.  We pick up an elderly woman in a wheelchair who complains to her caregiver.  We pick up a little guy with long grey hair, dressed head to toe in black.  He has a big backpack, fully loaded and slung over his left shoulder.  He carries a lamp with a glass base shaped in a dodecahedron.  We pick up a young skinny kid.  He's in a black trench coat, British cap and wire rimmed prescription glasses.  he asks the driver if he may ride for free because all he has is a ten-dollar bill.  This is a scam as old as transportation itself.  But this kid doesn't smell like a hustler.  He's polite, he calls the driver sir.  The savvy driver says to him, "You got change here, you got change there, just sit down."  The following morning, I awake with plenty of sleep to a cloudless sky.  I may not have like the creek water, but I decide to finally hit the waterpark, for a short swim and a single ride down the drop slide before heading off to work.  Along the trail there, I pass one of the river surfers' favorite spots.  No surfers are out here this morning, but a trio of guys in slack and buttoned-down shirts are observing he river. for some reason.  I get there when they open and am able to do some laps before a group of "Adventure Kids" in matching lime T-shirts do their swimming tests.  At work, I stay more than 3 1/2hours late.  I'm on the way home along the trail by the river.  I pass the spot where this morning three office guy were standing with arms crossed.  This evening, surfers are out with a pair of lights on a stand p[erched on a rock.

     Wednesday.  Again I hit the waterpark before work for a brief swim.  Along the way there, I feel the cool breeze turn warm.  For a few short minutes, I have the pool to myself, under a cloudless sky.  I've discontinued bandaging my healing wounds.  A couple more school groups are coming behind me.  An adult supervisor of one small group is a guy with long permed hair.   I may not get another swim until the weekend, or late next week.  I'm heading out to my bike after my swim when a kind of PR person recognizes me and says hi. After work, I stop by a supermarket along the way home.  I've decided to grab some rice, veggies and ground turkey for lunch and dinner for the next several days.  I will try and be in bed by 8 PM for tomorrow, the first of five days working open to close.  Before I can hit the hay, I must boil rice and cook the meat.   This supermarket is a popular spot for homeless.  There's one guy sitting with his back against the wall of the supermarket.  There's also a young guy on a bike and on his phone.  "Tell him his foot hurts," he says.  "Even if he says no, keep telling him."  I wonder if the one with the sore foot he refers to is the other guy along the wall.  I run in and grab the few items.  I'm in line for the U-scan behind a woman who remarks that she can't believe there are no checkers working the registers.  I wonder if this shopping center is not long for this world, and both corporate and the homeless know it.  A realtor's sign for the center sits on the corner.  I follow a guy outside who carries what appears to be a bottle of Gatorade.  He hands it to the kid with the bike, now himself sitting with his back against the wall. He asks the guy, "Oh, they didn't have anything carbonated?"  I wonder if he stole it?  An employee comes outside for his break.  He says to the kid against the wall, "Oh, look, you're in my space."  The kid replies, "It's nobody's space.  It's public space."  Just up the street and around the corner from the supermarket, I'm in a working-class neighborhood.  A trio of young girls are sitting on the cement ledge of a front porch. The one in the middle tells me, "Good job wearing a helmet."  She gives me a thumbs up.  I make it home, get the cooking done, and hit the hay.  Next morning, I get up and leave the house shortly after 4:40 AM.  I'm coming down a long incline toward the block with the open field.  Along this street is a newly arrived camper.  Down and around the corner, along the open field is a van from the 1970s or 80s.  The bottom left side is dented.  Out on the river, a lone surfer shoots the short waterfall some time after 5 AM.  Had I not had to come in until my usual time, the morning was still a bit chilly, but the sky was clear. I may have done a swim before work.  Instead, I do my ten-hour shift and return home, to get to bed and get up to do it all over again.  Hey, I'm the one who likes the extra money.

     Friday morning.  Out the door to work, between 4:30 and 5 AM.  These days, dawn cracks about 4:40.  Down the long incline, the camper is gone.  Around the corner, the van has been replaced by a decades-newer 4-door pickup truck.  The two left side windows are gone, and replaced by pieces of cardboard.  I'm out on the trail and then onto a connecting one. In a tunnel is someone under a plastic tarp.  Next to him on the ground is a bare front bicycle rim, with no tire or tube.  Saturday morning.  A camper is back along the incline on the way to work.  Down and around the corner, the pickup with cardboard instead of windows is still there. I catch a whiff of marijuana as I roll past.  Out on the trail along the river, the cut-out figure of a Sasquatch has returned to a pillar under a bridge. A notice is posted on the figure, alerting the public that the 17th of this month is Surfing Day.  It's also my brother's birthday.  Out on the connecting trail, along the big park below the water park, a middle-aged couple with a pair of small beagles moves onto a side walkway as I come along.  I hear the wife mumble something to the husband, who says, "Because he doesn't say anything!"  It takes me a few seconds before I realize he may be referring to the fact I didn't "call out my pass."  The guy may not have noticed me right away, because he's staring at his phone.  Several other dog-walkers notice me immediately.  None have their phones out.  I'm off the trail, up a steep hill, and onto a short horse trail where a couple says "Hello."  At the end of the horse trail, three young girls are up before 8 AM and out on their bikes.  I get out of work on time, but as it's below 70 degrees f, it doesn't feel warm enough to swim.  I do grocery shopping instead.  I hook back up with the trail and reach the trailhead where I exit toward home.  Along the trail I pass a conflation of cyclists all on electric bikes. None were pedaling.  More than one bike had fat tires.  One guy was on an electric bike with tires which had to be a couple of feet wide.  They just wanted to come out on the trail to use their batteries.  Okay.  I'm across the train tracks, around a corner, and at the crest of a steep hill when a minivan turns a corner.  The driver, a kid, tells me to slow down.  I'm sure he's joking.  I follow the van around a corner and watch it stop at the next, a busy avenue.  Two kids each exit the driver's and passenger's side and change seats at the corner.  (?)  They then turn back toward the way they came, effectively making a square.  I see this square driving pattern on my neighborhood's residential streets all the time.

     Sunday holds a full roster of possibilities.  The gym, three outdoor festivals and a potential swim.  The high is forecast to be only 66 degrees F, but the morning dawns on a cloudless sky.  But after lunch with the sister, I have a library used book sale to attend, which I didn't get to yesterday.  Before I left work, I called the library to ensure they were indeed open until 4:30PM.  ...and indeed they shortened the sale by a half hour, which ain't gonna work for me after work.  The sun rises into a clear sky. This morning I hit the gym first.  Where I turn of the trail to get there is a folding table with a trio of middle-aged people, all in folding chairs.  As I pass by, they all begin ringing cowbells.  This section of trail is hosting a 5K run sponsored by a local brewery.  But I still get the cowbells.  I do the workout and head for the sister's for lunch.  When I exit the gym, the sky has turned overcast.  After lunch, I retrace my route back toward the library.  Along the way, I pass the waterpark.  The temperature is tantalizingly close to swim weather.  I have my suit with me.  I may stop here on the way home.  I honestly don't know where I will find the time for any of the festivals.  I must open again tomorrow. at work.  I arrive at the book sale around 2 PM and stay for about an hour.  The sale is inside the library on the 2nd floor, in a room with no windows.  Going to these sales for some years now, I'm still surprised hen I find at least one book every time.  I exit the windowless room to the registers.  I hear a noise on the roof.  I can now see out of the windows.  And it's pouring buckets of rain.  The kind cashier gives me a plastic garbage bag.  It's all I need as I have just about everything else with me inside Ziploc bags, The garbage bag I will put over the big bag with my swimsuit and pair of books and leftovers from lunch.  I unlock my bike underneath crashing thunder and lightning.  I remember from my frequenting this part of town years ago, a bus stop is just across the street.  I even know when it comes.  It's the stop listed on the schedule before my own shopping center.  I'm headed that way under a sudden deluge of hail.  It's only pea-sized, but it makes a racket against my plastic helmet.  I wasn't expecting rain.  I have a kick ass rain coat and pants.  But they're at home.  I'm in a windbreaker and thin pants, neither of which are waterproof.  The rain and hail has stopped when I reach the bus stop.  The bus comes along in no time.  I have no doubt that the waterpark is closed down for the rest of the day, as well as all three festivals.

UFOs and the "Big Game"
     I work open to close Monday through Wednesday.  They are for the most part cold and rainy.  I stay at work late enough on Monday to catch the last bus outta this suburb.  When I get on board, the guy driving the bus is already having a conversation with a passenger.  He's telling her of his passion for television documentaries about UFOs and cattle mutilations.  The female passenger considers his enthusiasm "great."  She recommends various streaming channels for him to watch.  After a pause, he tells her he's "creative.  I like to draw and paint.  I went to art school.  Mostly draw," he says.  "But I also paint.  I went to art school."  So did , I just never ended up driving for the transit system.  "I'm working on a big painting now, trying to figure out how to get it finished."  I'm deposited at the train station.  When a train arrives, I climb aboard a car filled with the familiar standing room only space, filled with young adults.  Now, I haven't watch TV in some years, and the smattering of internet headlines I get at work haven't mentioned the city I live in.  But there's some kind of game going on this evening.  It can't be football or hockey.  Baseball?  Earlier, a customer came into work and asked me if I was going to watch the "big game."  I was busy and neglected to ask her about it.  The crowd onboard collective raises a loud cheer three times before we go two stops, where I disembark.  I grab a waiting bus back to my boulevard.  My bedtime is in less than a half hour.  I grab dinner at a Chinese restaurant before I hit the hay.  I will find out in a day or two that Denver won its first NCAA basketball championship.  The mention of it on the internet will be of nine people shot outside the arena.  The following morning, we have arrived roughly in the middle of June.  The temperature is 49 degrees F.  The next morning will be a degree colder.  I elect this morning to ride to the bus to work.  When I get to the stop I can see my breath.  (It's June, right?)  The following morning, I take the same ride to the bus.  But I leave the house late enough that I'm doubtful I will make it.  No worries.  I will have an hour for breakfast at the cafe next to the stop, and catch the next bus to get to work on time.  This morning, I get to the stop just as the bus has arrived at the red light.

     ..."my hope was that mountain towns would focus on...people...willing to work locally and forge their own paths.  ...to be happy here, you have to want to be part of the community  ...plenty of jobs here support that mindset."  ...the jobs posted here are quality career opportunities (rather than seasonal jobs with a lot of turnover)...  ...start-ups, corporations, non-profits, and local businesses.   ..in many cases, one job is not enough...having a "career" job and a "perk" job...
     ...self-starters, multi-sport athletes...  We feel the need to meet expectations of "life in paradise."  ...you could be someone's favorite barista, waiter, cashier...  In...the mountain west, there is...potentially toxic, independence woven into the culture.  ...isolated communities...lack of housing...a massive wealth gap. "How could you be so sad? You live in Colorado!"  Bikes...provide nourishment for...mental, emotional and spiritual health.  "When riding, the thought scribbles of our mind start to lineate, and we feel more comfortable talking about our emotions."  - covered bridge, summer + fall, 2023

     ...Denver could use an infusion of energy and redirection if it's going to draw people back to downtown...  "...it feels like cultural erosion...  We're just losing more and more of the topsoil.  The identity of the city is being wiped away.  ...what makes a city successful?  With the city growing and growing, every neighborhood deserves to have its place of cultural relevance where people can participate.  What was happening downtown has spread throughout the entire city."  Denver's vitality...right now, it feels like there isn't a captain on the ship.  ...the importance of...nightlife economy.  ...the hospitality industry...about 50,000 jobs in accommodation and food service in the city in 2022...  That's sizable enough...for Denver to have a night mayor...to advise city officials...the city's day-to-day operations and its nighttime culture.  "A culture bearer can be a musician...a Mardi Gras Indian...a baby doll...a sous chef...someone running an Airbnb.  ...we need to make sure that we're protecting all of those people."  ...the 1900 block of Market Street...the heartbeat of the city today.  "...we need to treat it as such."  "...our neighborhoods and our creative districts..."  ...Loaded and Smash Face Brewing...  ...improving access to public transportation at night...  "...what feels more dangerous, it's traversing...the different parts.  ...people would get up to the [pedestrian] Mall and walk to the ballpark, and a lot of people aren't willing to do that."  Handsome Boys has a dance club, Disco Pig.  ...a night mayor can integrate out-of-state investors more successfully into a city's nightlife.  "Arts and culture is the canary in the coal mine of any city.  Downtown Denver is now a place where it's borderline illegal to be a teenager."  - Westword, 6/15-21/2023

The Nasty Politics of Sunscreen
     Saturday, the original forecast was for a thunderstorm.  At closing time I leave work under a mostly blue sky.  There's a chill in the air but it's 75 degrees F.  Can I sneak in a swim before the gym?  I make a break for the waterpark.  When I arrive, the parking lot is empty.  They're closed, per their pattern of not opening according to rain in any original forecast.  I'm hungry and shouldn't hit the gym on an empty stomach.  I look around the street corner and see nothing but trees and parking lots.  Catty corner to the waterpark is a tiny Mexican place I've never noticed before.  I stop in for an early dinner.  Then I get to the gym with just enough time to finish my workout before they close.  Across the street, I elect to grab a train.  The one I board goes one stop before a homeless cyclist pushes his bike up the steps.  He takes a seat in the "extra space area."  I suddenly smell marijuana and see him securing the lid on a jar.    Then I'm off the train and home on the bike.  The following morning, I'm glad there are no festivals scheduled.  My day is crammed full as usual.  The sister picks me up in the morning for breakfast and grocery shopping.  We take my groceries home and throw my bike into her car, and she drops me at the waterpark.  There's no rain.  The sun is mostly out.  And instead of 66 degrees F. ...it's 86.  For the first time this year.  Along the way here, we went to a drive through and got lunch.  I have a burger and onion rings with me.  I know I must eat it before I enter the waterpark.  But first I need to apply sunscreen.  We're not used to the sun being out this month.  My bike is locked up and I'm on the cement under a canvas tarp on a metal pole.  Swimmers and filing past me toward the entrance.  One young dad has his young daughter with him.  I only glance at the woman, who strikes me as older then he.  His mom?  I hear hm say, "I have a question," before I look up.  He asks me if he can have a little of my sunscreen.  I want to tell him that this is mineral based, that I'm allergic to chemical based, and this feels as if you're wearing a coat of plastic.  And this shit is expensive.  Before I can exposit all of this, he continues.  "Or are you almost out?"  I reply, "Yeah."  The lady has a pizza box with her.  They make their way toward the entrance when I hear him say, "Looks like a full bottle to me, bro." When the get to a table where staff checks bags, I hear him say, "We just bought it."  Dopes he mean his city basketball team sleeveless jersey?  Another father and young daughter go past.  The daughter asks her dad if he remembered sunscreen.  I'm like a living television commercial.  Or am I in a sitcom?

     On that note, I realize that I didn't bring something with me, which I thought I did.  At home, I apply sunscreen to my back with the backside of a wooden backscratcher.  I can't find the backscratcher.  I turn my head to spot my PR friend, who appears to wear multiple hats around here.  I approach her to ask if she could see her way clear to putting sunscreen on my back.  She can, but she needs a couple of minutes to track down some ice cream for a birthday party inside.  During these two minutes, I decide to eat my burger.  In the process, I spot something on a cement barrier next to the table where bags are being checked.  It's the pizza box the lady had.  It appears dented.  This is what the young dad was referring to by he "just bought it." I wonder if they ate it before going inside, or if it's here waiting for them to come out.  Some life that family has.  My friend returns and does my back.  She remarks on the tendency of this mineral base not to spread without some effort.  She also tells me about the merch she orders for the gift shop.  She's promoting the waterpark Christmas ornaments.  Thanks to her, I get my swim in.  I have plenty of time afterward, and noting pressing I need to get done.  At least as far as I know.  I've noticed for a little while now that my weekend bike has needed new brake pads.  I ride to the train which takes me downtown, and soon I'm at the sporting goods supercenter.  A tech there tells me he can have new brake pads on in 25 minutes.  It actually takes longer, but he does some extra stuff. Long story short, he mentions to me that he properly secured my seat post, which has a quick release. I notice that he somehow tightened my back rack, which I have rigged onto the post.  Once I'm headed out toward my pizza place for dinner, I hear something rubbing against the frame somewhere.  I soon realize that he must have had to remove the rear wheel to reach the brakes.  He didn't secure the wheel  tight enough and it slipped out of true, all the way against the frame.  This happens with this bike, I'm just surprised he caught everything else but this.  I hit the pizza place.  I'm sitting there kind of worn out from the day.  It isn't in the 40s or 50s F with rain today.  The high is 91 and the sun has decided to stay out.  When I get home, I don't bother to check my messages.  I trust what my coworker told me last Friday, that she wants to go back to working Mondays.  You know, I never learn.  She calls me at 10 PM to ask me if I got her voicemail on my land line.  She wants me to work for her tomorrow.  Sure.  Six hours of sleep?  No problem.

     Tuesday.  I grab dinner after work, next door to work, and catch the bus to a train.  I ride home from the station, which means crossing a highway through an intersection.  I'm at the crosswalk where I can see a homeless cyclist blocking the entrance to the sidewalk at the opposite side of the highway.  Pedestrians and cyclists want to cross with traffic as soon as possible, before the oncoming traffic turns directly into you and onto this side of the one way highway.  I think I can sneak past this guy and a bush.  I can't and come to an abrupt stop, startling him.  He was engrossed in securing his collapsible shopping cart to his handlebars.  You know, the usual everyday stuff.  He speaks up and says, "Oh, hey, you should have asked me to move, fuck, oh, hey..."  Boy, this week.  Temps in the 80s F., thunderstorms, and ample foliage which I am still unaccustomed to.  I didn't make it to the waterpark yesterday, and there was a chill in the air into late morning.  As well as overcast skies.  Which of course burned off as soon as I got to work.  I do make it there Wednesday.  On the trail there, I come up behind a guy running and his two small boys alongside him on push bikes.  A trop of oncoming cyclists arrive and the dad yells at his little kids.  "Pick a side (upon which to move over)!"  The lead cyclist tells him, "It's all good."  The dad remarks to his kids, "I've about had it with you guys."  They appear to be too young yet to have themselves had it with their dad running in his blue tank top trying to look athletic.  The following afternoon at work, we have a gale force wind blow through with rain and hail.  A customer comes in to tell me there was a nearby tornado which appears to have touched down.  And again I stay just late enough to catch the bus home.  The bus makes a detour for an apparent fire along the regular route.  A passenger uses his phone to direct the driver through the detour.  This stretch of the metro area can be a pastural maze if you don't know the literal lay of the land.  So, wind, rain, hail, tornado, and fire.  Sounds Biblical.

     I arrive at work on Thursday.  My coworker requested that I come in an hour early today and tomorrow, as she has appointments.  Her car is parked outside with a flat tire, which her husband can't come down to fix today.  So she can't make her appointment today.  'Can I work for her tomorrow?' she wants to know.  The following morning, here's a voicemail on my land line.  I hope she hasn't changed her mind now that I'm up at 4 AM.   On her message she mentions that she had to go into the hospital and may need her appendix out.  'Can I work for her Monday?' she asks.  Out on the trail to work, I haven't seen the river this full in many months.  It looks like a river again.  The first underpass along the trail is even flooded.  The underpasses along this first trail to work are never flooded.  Another underpass, this one along the connecting trail next to a creek, is once again piled with deposited sand.  After my 10-hour shift at work, I detour to a supermarket on the way home.  Even here at my usual source for items I can't get at my regular supermarket, I'm hard pressed to find them anymore.  My bike is locked up at a stop sign next to the entrance.  When I come out of the store, some guy is asleep between my bike and the entrance.  I'm unlocking my bike as he wakes up.  He sits up and asks me for a cigarette.  When I tell him I don't smoke, he mumbles something.  The following morning at work, my coworker's husband comes down to change the flat.  He comes in to say that if she doesn't need her appendix out, it may be her kidneys, or it may be cancer.  My coworker comes down later in the day to pick up her car.  She has trouble walking and tells me she has an infection somewhere.  She appears to have some pain on the left side of her waist.  She says it may be her ovaries.  A specialist awaits her, somewhere with an appointment.  After work, I have a date with my lady.  She sent me a message on Facebook, asking if I had a gift for the wedding.  I forgot all about it.  She takes charge, taking us to TJ Maxx.  I pick out gifts which she will then find gift bags for somewhere else.  She's the one driving us to the wedding.  I promised to buy her dinner.  She says she wants a place where we can sit and talk for hours, because this is what we end up doing.  I take us to Chilis, where despite my jet lag from going back and forth between opening and working my regular shifts, I have a great time with her.  She mentions her son is having a birthday on the 4th.  I ask if I can join them and she agrees.  He's the one who will map out a route to the wedding, which is a week from today.

     Sunday the schedule is nuts.  But somehow I get it all done.  Breakfast with the sister.  We're back to our routine of her picking me up.  Then a handful of chores around her home.  Then a carwash, and a cashier who speaks Spanish.  Then to my place with groceries, my bike in the car, and we're off to the gym where she drops me off.  I barely remembered to grab my swimsuit.  It's new, and I think I bought it a size too big.  After a workout, I ride to the waterpark for a swim.  I remembered to pack the stick with which I can reach my back with sunscreen.  I applied it at the gym in jig time.  After stops and starts at swimming among the kids in the pool, and some drops down the drop slide into the deep end, I'm off to the Pride Fest downtown.  The constraints on my time have resulted in my simply bringing my gym bag with me to downtown festivals.  It's a hella hot late afternoon.  On the early mornings when I'm opening, I still wear long pants and a windbreaker.  This afternoon must be in the 90s F.  I hit my pizza place along the way   At the Fest are the usual bare breasts, plenty of booths with dog products.  There were a couple of cute girls.  One twentysomething had this hippie thing going on.  And then, after doing a circle of the Fest, I unlock my bike and head toward home.  The tech who replaced my brake pads, on this bike which I ride during the weekend, said that the rear brakes would feel "soft."  Well, now they don't work.  I hear something rubbing against the wheel.  One of the pair of new pads has come loose.  I disconnect the rear brakes and secure the loose pad with a rubber band, which I carry in a pouch with my head and taillights.  In case I'm out before or after dark.  During the summer, I never need them in the evening with the sun up late, and the sun comes up so early that I don't need them then either.

     It's another Monday when I'm out the door shortly before 5 AM.  I'm coming down the steep incline toward the corner next to an open field.  Along the way is another open field between a couple of residences.  Here is where a memorial for a deceased 20-year-old kid has been for perhaps more than a year.  I'm familiar with the way time makes it's way past me immeasurably fast.  Next week is the 4th already.  I know it's early in the morning, but also it's almost July, and here I am again in long pants and a windbreaker.  Anyway, parked among the tall weeds right next to the memorial is a newly arrived camper.  Down the hill and around the corner, past the homeless pickup truck, and I'm onto the trail.  In the distance, I can see in the breaking light a pair of shopping carts piled with items of many colors.  They are next to a bench.  It isn't until I get closer that I see a couple on the bench.  They blend in with the items in the carts, as their clothes are also of various colors.  They appear young, and they silently stare at me.  Tuesday I get a ride to work from the sister.  The bike goes into the car.  We have a dinner appointment with a couple of her oldest friends, and their wives.  One couple is celebrating their 25th wedding anniversary.  And the wife has a degenerative neurological disease.  The prognosis isn't positive.  My sister has seen more of the two couples than I have.  I first met the two guys, it may have been when I visited her here in Denver for the first time.  I was 12.  As i mentioned, time has a way of passing with an immeasurable speed.  It's great to see the guys again after a couple of decades myself.  The six of us are taken there in a small SUV "limo" driven by a rock-and -roll-looking guy.  After dinner, I spend the night at the sister's.  It's curious.  This dinner was perhaps a farewell of sorts.  Perhaps it felt more like this to myself, as I really never new the wife who is ailing.  She did tell a quick story of the husband having left his keys in a gas station bathroom.  I mention the "farewell" aspect of this, as this coming Saturday, I will be at the wedding of my boss.  Which will be something of a new start for him and his wife.  I can't help but find myself wondering what our friend will do once he is without his longtime partner.

     There are a few times I awake during the night.  Once to use the toilet.  I get a glimpse into the world of my brother-in-law.  He watches TV early into the morning.  I hear him go downstairs to his office in the basement.  He has what appears to me to be a full life, much of it nocturnal.  My sister goes to bed much earlier.  When he's ready to go to sleep, she wakes up and they have a brief discussion before they both hit the hay.  It's interesting.  I awake the next morning and decide to head out.  The sister wasn't sure yesterday, but has decided she needs to get to work straight away.  She works from home.  I originally decide to grab breakfast at a cafe down the street.  I had planned on riding to a supermarket off the trail for an item I can't find at my usual food store, and then head for the waterpark.  I decide after breakfast to ride back home before the swim.  Thanks to my coworker's vacation, I have the money for next year's homeowner's insurance annual premium payment.  What I did was take it out of the bank...to keep it from disappearing.  So, with so much cash in my wallet, I don't want to take it to the swimming pool, or anywhere else.  I elect to ride back home.  Which means climbing some steep hills.  And traversing a Catholic school parking lot.  And doing this while pushing to get home with enough time to ride to the pool.  I actually make it home is just under an hour.  This what happens when your day is just go-go-go.  Headed for the waterpark, I'm down along the block next to the open field.  The homeless pickup truck has it's missing window partially covered with some kind of silver packaging.  The are smiley faces printed all over it.  Then I'm on the trail.  I pass a trio of oncoming cyclists, men in matching white Polo shirts.  The lead guy is telling the others something about, "...recycling your bike, that's what it's all about."  Down the trail, I pass another trio of oncoming cyclists, these guys in matching cycling shirts with the state flag.  Along a couple of spots on the trail are tents set up.  Inside of each is a person who appears prepared to hand out water.  Standing to the second one is a smiling guy in some kind of uniform Polo shirt and shirts.  Behind his a small van is parked.  The van, his outfit, and the tents all have some kind of logo.  "Cycle Go"?  I make it to the waterpark three minutes before they open.  More buses and YMCA kids.  I do a run down the drop slide into the deep end, and I come out near one group of school kids.  One of them tells me, "Good job."

Fuck You Tightey Whitey
     Thursday.  I originally decide to head back to the waterpark.  I'm caught up on whatever sleep I lost.  Just onto the bike trail, instead of a street sweeper, I see a smaller trail sweeper.  I decide my only hope to get to the pool, with enough time to swim before work, is the train.  I'm headed for the station when I decide that the overcast sky and chill in the air makes for a crummy swimming day.  I'm already headed for the stop for the bus to work, and I hit the cafe across the street from there to grab breakfast.  During the day at work, I hear on local radio that the city transit system has "adopted a new policy.  Transients" will no longer be allowed to loiter either on the transit system or at stations.  After work, I'm crossing through my intersection.  I navigate a bow-legged customer exiting the Vietnamese grocery, a car pulling out of the grocery parking lot, and another pulling in.  My last obstacle is an elderly woman standing in front of my mailbox next to the sidewalk.  She's dressed head to toe in black and has a small black backpack on the ground next to her.  I hear her quietly talking to herself.  I park my bike and check my mail.  She first queries my presence rhetorically before acknowledging that I haven't spoken to her.  I tell her that she smells like beer.  She quietly says, "Fuck you," and refers to me as "tightey whitey."  I haven't heard this in decades.  I ask her if she's waiting for the mail man.  He often comes late.  She repeats her admonition, and ads that she lives here.  I head for my front door and turn back to see her with a fresh unlit cigarette in her mouth.  I put my bike inside and come out to grab dinner at a Chinese restaurant behind my place.  She's at the front window of a resident across the parking lot drive.  "FUCK YOU!," she exclaims into the window.  "YOU STOLE MY MONEY BITCH!  YOU STOLE MY MONEY BITCH!"  The following morning, I decide to repeat the same routine.  I have a dentist appointment early in the morning.  It's a cleaning.  I make it as early as possible because one of the treatments is fluoride applied directly to my teeth.  It takes two freaking hours to dry. ...and I'm not supposed to use my teeth before then.   I may as well ride back to the cafe, and time my arrival there two hours after my dentist appointment.  My current dentist has been within walking distance from home.  As early as my appointment is, after I get home and shave and shower (Yes, I went to the dentist without a shower.), I still only have a half hour to myself before I must leave.  I spend it working on this blog, trying to make progress in getting it finished for the month.  It's been raining off and on so often that I really haven't needed to water the flowers outside.  Today is yet another crappy swimming day.  I'm out the door and soon headed down the long incline, past the camper parked in the weeds next to a memorial.  Parked along the curb, actually on the street, is a newly arrived small pickup truck.  Hitched to the back is some kind of small trailer.  Tied to one corner of the trailer is a dog leash, with a dog in the collar at the other end of the leash.  It's tied to the corner of the trailer on the street side.  It's approaching each passing car and bicycle.  Inside a half hour, I'm back at the cafe.  It's an interesting old cafe right next to a private university.  Mostly middle-class folks.  Lunching women, students, guys who appear as if they may be retired.  One student appears to be here with his grandparents.  He tells them about the place next door to where he's living, I suspect off campus.  He claims the place next door was torn down and purchased for five million dollars.  Outside the cafe on the busy street corner, an elderly woman sells flowers on a spot popular with panhandlers.  And tomorrow, the guy I work for is getting married.  The lady I am dating is taking me.